I wake up every day in disgust, fear and anguish of my existence. I have left no pride nor confidence in my confused brain. Every day I wake up and I loathe the person that I am and my world instantly. I wish to go back to sleep. Sleep. I just wanna sleep and not take place.
same. I was just the other day looking in the shop seeing one of those chocolate thingies "a hug for the most kind dad" and it made me incredibly sad I didn't have this kind of relationship with my parents where I would feel like I would want to show them little affections like that I think about suicide everyday and I probably will do it soon
>>305891 idk about that. think about how we live in an industrial world. we're like cats locked in a flat. you know actually unless you sterilize your cat it'll go insane locked in the house. same with dogs for that matter. i think that's what's happening to people. you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it. so yeah for us at least it's just suffering out there
>>305896 >idk about that. think about how we live in an industrial world. we're like cats locked in a flat. you know actually unless you sterilize your cat it'll go insane locked in the house. same with dogs for that matter. i think that's what's happening to people. you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it. so yeah for us at least it's just suffering out there
I knew it. >you can't live like this unless you're castrated, but castration isn't an option is it It's not an option here because it's "untraditional".
>>305879 >I wish to go back to sleep. Sleep. I just wanna sleep and not take place. it's so real. I feel that way many times lately. I also feel deeply alone when i wake up in the morning. idk what i have to do to feel better I tried so many things :/