I don't know, I'm 24 years old and basically I haven't done anything but stay in my room. I'm usually on the computer and reading books, although lately I've let myself go and just been eating snacks and using Steam. Being flooded with strange thoughts, I've tried to write to you all, but the writings are even stranger. I also know I'm very slow because I'm contemplative, and in general, I find it hard to adapt to anything or do anything. I don't know how to do anything particularly well, and feeling like everything outside is such a rushed, chaotic, dangerous world… I don't know, it scares me. I feel worried about my future. Although I feel good walking in the woods, I don't even know why I'm writing this. I don't know, like many other things, I just wanted to write it, maybe with a hidden reason inside me. I haven't been feeling well lately, although it's been an interesting and incredible trip. I'm sleepy. Hugs to everyone, I love you all.
you're probably neurodivergent, wizzie. the world wasn't made for you, it was made for normies to hustle and bustle. there's still a lot of cool stuff you can do in your room. you have access to cyberspace after all! there's every book ever written, cool people interested in extremely niche subjects, pictures of tits and ass… the (cyber)world is your oyster. give up on meatspace and just focus on the important bits (heh).
The only way to understand yourself is to to do a lot of self-reflection and mindfulness while keeping an open mind, along with collecting knowledge from studying, reading or life experiences.
>>307439 same but I'm already 36 and have done literally nothing since highschool but sit in my room in front of a computer and I still dont know how to do anything well. actually I havent been outside since around when covid started, kinda turned into a hermit neet and havent been outside once in the last 5 years or so maybe longer. >I feel worried about my future this only gets worse but I feel like I still got some time, maybe 5 to 10 years before I have to face the decision to become a hobo or find a rope. I guess the only thing I can really tell you is that sometimes unexpected things happen, maybe you get lucky somehow and can extend the comfy neet time some more.
i’m on a similar situation, i feel i should be sedated all the time or drunk or something, but i don’t want to keep seeing reality, im burnt out from living in the real world, i want to ignore it
>>307439 I have a friend who is in the same situation. I want to help him but it seems like he doesn't want help, although he actually does. He is 25, does not want to go out because he thinks that people mock him. He's very insecure about his look.
do your friend a favor and don't gaslight him that he's just imagining it. people often openly mock people for being ugly or unfashionable or behaving weird or literally anything because people are fundamentally sadistic turds. you could help him by teaching him how to defend himself or how to look menacing so no one fucks with him. buy your friend a sick weapon or some home gym equipment.
>>307507 >do your friend a favor and don't gaslight him that he's just imagining it. people often openly mock people for being ugly or unfashionable or behaving weird or literally anything because people are fundamentally sadistic turds
I did it indeed. I tried by talking to him about how evil people can be , that they just are bored and they're around looking for someone to make fun of, but it's hard. I think that it will take a bit longer. I won't give up on him, he has already been like this for 3 years
>>307439 >everything outside is such a rushed, chaotic, dangerous world… I don't know, it scares me. I can relate, I like nature too. This world just isn't for me, I will be leaving soon. I hope you get better wizanon. The only people I feel like I can relate to are other messed up neets and outcasts. Normies are like a different species
>>307439 That sounds lonely, but I feel you're not actually finding comfort in that solitude of yours. I do not know what is causing you discomfort, I feel you wanna talk to someone, connect a bit. Do you?
>>307542 Yes, I absolutely see zero reason to stay in this place. I feel like my body is a parasite leeching off the real me trying to trick me into keeping it alive. I think there is an afterlife, but if there's nothing this bullshit is over too, either way suicide is win-win.