>>289416equally likely to be bait as a real post because kids say dumb things like that. 22 is a little kid still. at 22 your life hasnt even started and you are saying its over. you are going to hate yourself in a decades time. too bad, you could totally turn it around.
no idea why you guys are so caught up in yourselves and this idea of what you've 'achieved' with your life. it's all a lottery, people don't achieve anything on their own, nobody can take credit for anything, because nobody chooses their genes, is responsible for their genes, their starting conditions, or any of the variables that are intricately tied to their being a 'success' or not. none of that is in your control none of that does anyone do anything to deserve, yet they get all prideful and puff themselves up about what 'they've' done. nobody earns or deserves anything.
if anything, the more successful you are the worse off you are because you have to be a real belligerent spirit to do well in this world. no good person does well, they cannot compete, at best they will make a simple modest living. you only a 'success' in this society if you are a sociopath, and it will get worse.
'success' means, i was good at stealing more of the pie for myself from other people, ensuring that not only did i get my share, i got a bunch of other peoples shares too.
that is what success is, and i'm glad i will never be successful, because this is a zero sum game, in which every gain is at the loss of another individual, and there is only so much to go around. yet the people with it all keep taking more, they're successful, they're good, they deserve it right? to take even more from people who have nothing.
dont get caught up in your place in society, only try to live a righteous life, and be a good wizard. let the animals tear each other apart with the rat race, don't allow them to corrupt and absorb you into their value systems. by feeling depressed and expressing the sentiment you have expressed, you're already fallen into that trap.