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I'm going broke, and I really don't know how to deal with this fact. I went to 4 doctors to treat it, but none of them worked, and no matter how many medications I took, I was never able to overcome this problem. But these only caused me terrible side effects, such as fatigue, weight gain, apathy, a lot of disinterest in everything, and alopecia, but they were never able to attack the impulses. Violence never stops.
Sometimes I blame my family for raising me in such a violent environment, but then I think it's better to bury the past and look forward. But sometimes it is difficult, since it is not about the violence of 10 or 15 years ago, it is about things sometimes from less than a week ago.
I feel like an alcoholic, where instead of keeping a place free of that poison, it is offered to me in all shapes, sizes, colors and flavors.
66 posts and 8 image replies omitted. Click reply to view. No.299237
>>299234Should have called them cumdumpster sluts.
No.299246
>>299234I feel so happy about having despised foids as a handsome wiz apprentice.
No.299257
>>299249
I theoretically think a goodlooking guy could become wizard out of free will, but the chances are extremely low because most of them automatically get sexual experiences because succubi several levels below them actively solicit sex from them like in the college I went to.
A truly chad looking guy would have to actively reject sex to become a virgin at 30.
Could it happen, maybe. Would such a person hang around here, doubtful.
No.299258
>>299257When i was a teenager and very drunk a succubus literally dragged me into a bathroom and started trying to pull my pants down. Basically attempted rape. I have zero attraction to succubi so will had nothing to do with it. I'm not even attractive though, there are just crazy drunk demons out there.
All wizards actively reject sex. ANYONE can get it if they actually try. Even if prostitution is illegal it's your choice to not get on a plane.
Your crabposting is fucking annoying
No.299744
>>299258>I have zero attraction to succubithat's a weird thing to say
No.300089
>>294068Reminds me of a kid I knew in 7th grade who was balding HARD. seriously he must have been like 9 or 10? How does that even happen. the top of his fringe was easily 2 inches ahead the sides of his fringe, it's supposed to be a straight line
No.300090
>>300089Genetics obviously play a part but I think that kid must've had some terrible shit happening to him at home. Stress can do that to you too.
No.300097
>>294097>>294101Jews are not high iq, otherwise they wouldn't worship saturn.
They are very cunning but low iq just like the rest of normalfags.
No.302605
>>298807>>299234lol you zoomers should just kill yourselves now if you can't handle balding because that's the very tip of the iceberg when it comes to aging
wait until you get diabetes, cancer, cataracts, arthritis, senile dementia etc
life can fuck you up in so many ways, if balding is the worst you've got consider yourself lucky
No.302608
Dutasteride is really working for me, and it's not expensive. I buy a 30 units blister in like 15 USD or so. I've been taking a pill every other day for a few years and my hairline has somewhat improved, but much more noticeable is the hair getting much thicker on top and even on the crown. Also, no side effects at all.
No.302630
>>302605this
buuuuut
early balding makes you look like youre already 42
No.302636
>>300097https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashkenazi_Jewish_intelligenceAshkenazi jews in particular are the highest IQ group on Earth.
Albert Einstein was an Ashkenazi jew as well.
No.302639
>>302636>Ashkenazi jews in particular are the highest IQ group on Earth.More than 80% of them also suffer from real schizophrenia and fatal health issues due to them all being inbred.
No.302641
>>294107>>294109>>302636Not the wizzies you've been replying to, but:
>citing Jewish owned/moderated websites as proof that Jews are the most intelligent demographicOk, bud. I'm not saying Jews aren't intelligent, they've certainly been crafty enough to scam, cheat, and manipulate normalfags for decades, possibly centuries at this point, but that doesn't necessarily put them at the top of the pyramid. A genius with morals will often lose out to the somewhat clever but amoral guy. Human history is basically that very story told hundreds of times over. That doesn't mean that the guys who won throughout history were the best and the brightest, just that they had no moral or ethical restrictions that made certain heinous actions 'off limits'. At any rate, unless you can pull some good, quality, verifiably correct statistics from an unbiased source in this day and age (good fucking luck, by the way) then I can't really take you at your word that Ashkenazi Jews are the smartest people in the world. Sorry, pal.
No.302654
>>302641Beyond the statistics, it's not enough for you that they are 0.01% of the world's population yet hold 50% of the Nobel prices in science?
For comparison, there are 2.05 BILLION muslims alive (one fifth of Earth's population) and they have gotten *three* Nobel prizes in science out of 346, or 0,86%.
No.302655
The only annoying thing about balding is needing to have haircuts every week or so otherwise the normies will complain EVEN MORE about you for being more ugly than normal. I love my current job as I get to wear a hat all day so i don't have to worry about HR visits because some retarded dumb whore complained about me for looking like a creep
No.302670
>>302654And who is on the committee that choses the recipients of the Noble prize? Fuck's sake, they gave one to Barak Obama for basically just existing. The Nobel prize is to 'smart people' what the Oscars are to film, the prize winners are chosen by biased committees to try to convince the masses that a certain person or piece of work is of exceptional quality. Nobel doesn't mean shit these days. Try again.
No.302672
>>302670Something I've always thought of that I've NEVER heard anyone note in the history of science:
You can see all the pro-Republican scientists have a lot of "their work" published during Napoleon's reign. Then, when the monarchists come back, all of a sudden it's pro-Monarchist scientists who have a lot of "their work" published. When you dig into it, they both had the same teams and students working underneath them.
There's a lot of essentially graduate student slave labor that never get credit, that has been going on for centuries if not millenia.
No.302703
>>302654A bunch of Soviet scientists have pulled out this exact move of ditching exUSSR for Promised Land, heh. Not really surprised are recognised as kosher people.
No.302706
>>298807Yes, it's a social death that can lead to serious mental health issues including suicidal tendencies.
No.303371
>>299257>I theoretically think a goodlooking guy could become wizard out of free will, but the chances are extremely low because most of them automatically get sexual experiences because succubi several levels below them actively solicit sex from them like in the college I went to.
>below them>solicitnot "demand"? Huh…
You know what? As a tall white dude, I assure you that was the case with me.
All I wanted was to graduate a fucking college! Oh, wait. Fucking… college… huh.
Maybe that was the divine joke all along. Make me write "fucking college" within the context of preserving my purity and failing to get educated into a proper speciality…
No.303372
>>299257>most of them automatically get sexual experiencesThe final level of crabbery: Thinking attractive men are just being dogpiled by pussy around the clock to the point that it's nearly impossible to remain a virgin. Elliot Roger talks about this.
No.303373
>>299257the one good thing about christianity is its almost the only way you get actual volcel chads. like actual football jock virgins.
sure its only temporary, and they eventually want to get married and breed. but its better than nothing.
No.303374
>>303373>The one good thing about Christianity is how it delays strong White men from procreating while young.Shut up, kike.
No.303376
>>303374if you think a delay is bad, i cant imagine what you think of a permanent denial like wizchan
No.303378
take 10 mg oral minoxidil or more daily
No.303439
1mg finasteride a day will keep the balding away.
No.303708
The main problem is losing the halo effect.
I was probably about a 5/10 or 6/10 before so people generally were indifferent to me. As a balding man I'm easily 3/10 which is low enough to be a target. Better to get a wig and move to a new city so I can go back to being left alone
No.304837
>started to feel the wind on part of my scalp I normally don't feel the wind on
No.304839
>>303728Every time I leave my house to go anywhere now, it’s like 3 or 4 dudes out of 10 have their heads shaved. It’s starting to look like some secret cult. It’s funny. It truly is the combover of this generation. The way I see it, it’s just another way of hiding the receding hair. It’s not “owning it” in any way. Owning it would be to just not care and let the male pattern baldness follow its course, without a care in the world, not obsessively shaving your head every other day to hide it.
There is this weird idea that if you’re showing your scalp, you’re owning your baldness, but that’s just false. The problem was never the scalp itself, but the receding hair pattern, and shaving your head hides exactly that, pretty much.
Not throwing shade at you, wiz, just something I noticed for some time, and your post really brought it up out of me. I am balding myself, but shaving is just an extra chore. Better to have a regular haircut every six months or so and let the crown show. It’s fine. If there’s a style that I feel like is “owning it,” one’s baldness would be like pic related. No hiding the pattern, no obsessive shaving, just what it is.
I mean, if you want to shave it and you like the look, that’s all that matters, really. I’m just throwing my two cents in on this shaved head trend it's been going on for a while now.
No.304969
>>304839give this man a kimono and a katana and suddenly he's stylish
No.304972
>>304839that guy is my dad's fav show
No.304991
>>303439Dutasteride has been more effective for me.
No.305005
I am going to become a fintroon. This hair loss is really fucking up with my mental health
No.305052
>>305005>be a wizard>This hair loss is really fucking up with my mental health>fin[asteride] troon…
Eh. I see no problem; you're not staggubus after all…
No.305069
>>293225>microneedlingwont work so well if youre old
No.305073
>>305069if you're old it's beard time
No.305196
how do i live with norwood 3 at fucking 20 man. i just can't. nobody my age liked me anyways but this is making things so much worse. i can't look into the mirror without crying every time.
i can't grow a beard. i can't ever imagine myself bald. i have no money for transplants. and even if i had it, with how i can't even manage going outside without wanting to die so flying somewhere where those are cheap seems almost impossible.
what do i do? how do i cope?
No.305198
>>305196Never leave your room again.
No.305199
>>305198lmao. akhchually employers barely care and succubi… why do you even bother about your hairline unless you plan of having s*x?
No.305213
>>305199>why do you even bother about your hairline unless you plan of having s*x?it makes simply interacting with others insanely stressful and scary. Anything that requires me to go outside and especially formal settings where covering your head is not an option seems impossible to me. there are other reasons why i am like this but realizing how fucked my hair is really made it 100 times worse.
No.305214
>>305199I don't want my family to realize I've been a NEET so long I am turning to an old man. I want them to continue having the idea that I am just a young kid that need some time to rest before rejoining society.
No.305221
>>305213meds + meditation to fix it. if you're already interacting with people you're basically good to go for anything. you've only got real problems if you can't leave your room of your own volition.
>>305214what will you do when they die/disown you?
No.305222
>>305221>what will you do when they die/disown you?Try to get a shit job. Maybe I have matured emotionally to be able to handle them now but I could also be stressed out of my mind like the last time I worked. If I can't handle it by then and have no other better ideas, I'll just kill myself. It's the same story no matter which NEET you ask if they don't have bux or wealth.
No.305229
>>305221>you've only got real problems if you can't leave your room of your own volition.well I'm very close to that.
Didn't speak to a single non essential person (doctor, cashier etc) for long time. I already was very socially anxious before but this really makes it worse. I have an appointment with a doctor about this hair thing soon so i hope i get some meds..
No.305232
>>305229get some social interaction instead. of any kind. idk think of a hobby or something. wiz != crab != loser. neets who preach they're happy are faking it. they all end up hollow shells.
No.305365
>>305221Psych meds like ssri will make your dick numb forever and have anhedonia permanently, good luck living with that