No.293673
You know, I've been thinking a lot about life and I finally realized something. I finally realized something after so many years of living. When I was 14 or 15, I believed that I would succeed in life, that I would soon become an adult and be able to do something in life. When I was young, I tried to find a job and learn something, but I just hit a wall. By the way, everyone humiliated me at school. Now I'm 26 and I don't want anything from life anymore. I'm literally not interested in succubi or money. I realized that because I couldn't succeed, as I got older, I lost all desire to have or do anything. I finally realized that if everything comes easy to you, you have goals and a desire to do something, and if nothing works out, you just give up. For example, I don't want anything from life anymore, I don't like people, and they don't like me either. Yesterday I overheard my mom and a relative talking on the phone and they said they hate me. You know, no one has ever considered me a person and I'm not a person, in fact I'm a nobody a loser with shitty health no job no goals in life no money and friends I'm a degenerate bastard.
No.293675
>>293674is this sarcasm or trolling?
No.293677
>>293673>my mom and a relative talking on the phone and they said they hate me. Kill them, you have nothing to lose Wizzie.
No.293682
You'll be able to smile again soon. Don't let anyone convince you otherwise!
No.293688
>>293673Mate, you are an apprentice wizArd! Follow the arcane arts, and create the beaitiful world that you secretly imagine inside.
No.293691
>>293677He does have much to lose. He risks going to prison and being stuck in a single room with some of the most lowbrow normalfags for ten or twenty years. And what does he gain? Nothing. Maybe a momentary satisfaction, which is nothing in the grand scheme of things. It will not make his mother love him, it will not make his life happier. It's pointless, even if they deserve it. If one doesn't care about money, power or pleasure then the only person he stands to gain by killing is himself.
No.293692
>>293673Yeah, same. The way I cope is that I'll just kill myself if things ever gets to bad. Until then just relax and take it step by step. I remember this stoic anecdote about an ancient greek guy who is sentenced to death or something and the hours before his death he told his captors he wants to go workout. They ask why he wants to workout when he'll die soon and I can't remember his answer but it's something along tge lines of just because. Moral of the story is… I don't know. Life just sucks. Go do something you enjoy or something.
No.293696
>>293691Murder suicide would be more satisfying
No.293699
>>293677dude, I don't want to kill anyone, this is very stupid
>>293692I agree with you, if you can’t do anything, then just at least get pleasure from it, which is what I’m trying to do, although the troop torments me a lot
I hope we will all be happy together someday
No.293700
>>293699anxiety I'm tormented by anxiety*
No.293711
You are a failure not because you fall and fail, that is normal. You are a failure for falling, and not wanting to get up again, settling for being down like an animal.
If you really want to succeed, get up once and for all, and even if you fall a thousand times, get up again, try again. In the short or long term you will achieve it, you will learn from your mistakes, and with each failure you will be one step closer to achieving your goals.
No.293800
>>293711>"Saber que se puede, querer que se pueda">"Pintarse la cara color esperanza"Why do normalfaggots never get tired of vomiting empty platitudes? Is everyone in this fucking earth an egotistical narcissist?
No.293802
>>293800>complain about life>okay heres a solution>NOOO NORMALFAGG NOOOOO!!!!just rot i guess no more help for u
No.294833
>I'm a nobody a loser with shitty health no job no goals in life no money and friends I'm a degenerate bastard
You still have time
No.294838
>>294833Not him but time for what? Working a shitty dead job. Spending your little remaining valuable yeses sprinting to where everyone is while everyone else "enjoys" their life? You usually have less opportunities too
No.295160
>>294840>26 is certainly not too late.The internet is never going to learn. For neurodivergents it's over the moment they come out of their mother's pussy. My god the level of ignorance even in a place like this…
No.295161
>>295160>If you're a little different, it's OVER FOR YOU>You never stood a CHANCE>You will ALWAYS BE DEPRESSED AND UNSASTIFIED FOR LIFE if the Myers-Briggs personality test suggested you may be an INTROVERT>Only TRU WIZARD OLDFAGS know this, stop being an IGNORANT ZOOMERFuck you, foid.
>>294840 is right.
No.295162
>>295160>come out of their mother's pussyC-section bros? We won?
No.295169
>>295162>C-section>early birth>mother was nearing 40all the best ingredients to make a retard, but yeah uhh, jus b urself, you can still turn out good, just try harder :^)
No.295178
>>293713It's actually pathetic to blame your parents for all of your failures. He sounds like a whiny male that doesn't want to take responsibility for himself. Also he's a normie and a relationship haver breeder. Why the fuck do you post this crap here?
No.295728
I'm the author of the thread. During this time everything became even worse. my mother has coronary heart disease. I’m really hurt and offended, I tried to look for a job or do something while waiting for this, but in my town it’s impossible, I need money urgently. But I can't even earn them. I also developed very severe anxiety. I don’t know, I’ll just keep this thread as a diary so that the normies have fun.
No.295755
>>295169>mother was 37>early birth >c-sectionHoly shit, same thing. I am a weird autist, the very epitome of autism. Hearing shit like 'just try harder bro' makes me want to clobber the fools who spout this nonsense.