The Road is Long and Dark

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The Road is Long and Dark Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 00:31:07 No.295208

Good fuck anons its been so long. Its been so many fucked up years of pretending and lying, trying to be fucked up false versions of my self to get by only to come back, to end up here again, wasted and posting on a dying imageboard of likeminded misanthropist, deadbeats because they're the only people I've ever really honestly related to. What a fuck. What an absolute fuck life is and fuck into the bleakest hell everlasting.
All that's left is music, a few good books, and copious quantities of spirits to keep me company till this charade is really exhausted of all it's juice and there's no course left but to put an end to it once and for fucking all.
I honestly have no excuse or aid to talk someone (let alone myself) off the ledge. Under rational circumstances, suicide is a perfectly reasonable and justified action/reaction to life. There's no real argument against it, just excuses, distractions to post-pone it. But excuses run dry and then what.
Then it's gone.
Let's hope they last long enough that nature will take it's course and do the dirty work for me. Spare the few idiots around me yet another cause of undue and irrational grief while still giving me the relief I'm lookin for.

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 04:03:53 No.295209

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 04:13:22 No.295210

You're right, the road really is long and dark. But some of us are still here and have understanding for what you wrote. Life is beyond horrific but I would advise you (as someone who has attempted suicide before) to try to remain as calm and clear-minded as possible and not to allow yourself to fall into a helpless sobbing sadness. You don't need to rush anything, whether it's a self-inflicted death or any other thing – remember each day is lived one at a time, there is no need to darkly over-imagine what may follow tomorrow, something good might come if we relieve ourselves of the panic and just embrace whatever amount of time has been allotted to us. Stay strong, wiz.