No.295458
I mean, what can you really say?
Why not? Why not stop the fucking charade if you're really ready? Because some cunt on the internet types to you "it gets bedder bro!" But what if it doesn't.
It may not get better. It may only get worse. You may only grow in your perception of life's falsity, it's vanity, it's total fucking bushtit. And really, who cares? Every life, every person is a small fry. One fucker offing himself does nothing to the global balance, it only improves his being and eases his burden of bearing of the cross of life's woes.
So why not? Why not end it?
I don't because my life is easy enough and replete with enough worthless time wasters to keep myself interested a little bit longer. But what happens if and when those run out? What happens when the well of whiskey and other distractions fails me?
A rope, a running car in the garage, a 357. to the skull, whatever. Just make it quick and easy to clean up.
Any what's the loss anyways? Nothing, there was nothing to begin with.
No.295459
well fear of death buddy
honestly i am been thinking about doing it and finally ending it all but i still have unfinished business here on this rock that i have to finish once it done i guess a bullet to the brain would not be that bad for me
No.295460
>>295459but what happens after death
some-kinda of afterlife you get send to heaven or hell maybe reincaration or just nothingless these questions made me afraid to do it but all living beings meet their end sooner or later maybe some dont if immorality becomes a thing by 2030 who knows
No.295528
>>295458OK but what is the most painless way to die (genuine question)
No.295529
>>295528a shotgun to the face
maybe pilloverdosing
or paying for euthanasia
No.295530
How much fentanyl to OD? Snorted, swallowed, or injected?
No.295532
>>295529Pill-overdosing is the most painful thing you listed.
No.295537
I'm unable to sleep due to my health issues, I will die from sleep deprivation(so probably a heart attack) if I don't kill myself
No.295539
>>295538Everyone should have access to a painless suicide method, awaiting "natural" death is torture
No.295555
>>295538everyone is a hypocrite
No.295556
In Japan suicide is considered honorable.
No.295570
shalom
No.295701
Well gentlemen, it looks like I'm somewhere in the third act. I found out recently that I will now be charged a co-pay of $5000 for a specialty drug that I've needed to survive. I just got a decent job and my own place so now I make too much money for the manufacturer's patient financial assistance program. Just when I started to make my own way too. Damn.
I can't say I didn't expect this. When I was deep into wizardom I wondered why my illness hadn't been the death of me yet. Many diagnosed die very young, but I was "lucky". Those days I had researched and planned my self-dispatch accordingly, and I anxiously prepared for it. That was a few years ago. I didn't think I'd need it again.
Thanks for keeping me company during the dark days, my fellow wizards. Misery is truly better with company. I've been down this horrible road before; fighting with insurance and patience assistane programs. Its not a battle ever wanted to fight again. I wish you all the best in your own lives and deaths.
Hopefully there's just black after this, but the idea of coming back as a ghost and partaking in antics does sound like fun.
Thank you guys. See you space cowboy.
No.295709
I’m at the point where I want to do it but “mom and dad would be sad”. If I don’t get NEETbux in a few years I’m definitely blowing my head off with my shotgun. The only thing I see in the future is me wagecucking and rotting.
No.295743
Wizards, remember kikes consider it a religious imperative to murder goyim. Here are two quick bullet point summaries of a pair of gigakikes whose anti-life philosophies sadly ensnare many unthinking souls:
(1) David Benatar. A south-african Jew who has spent a lifetime "intellectually" promoting the death-bringing ideology of anti-natalism. Whenas some jews are busied with the making of direct crude propaganda that bring about the death of goyim generally (eg, lgbt, feminism, veganism, vaccines), Mr. Benatar is busied with the making of finer "intellectual" propaganda that better brainwash smarter whites to end their own genetic lines – "having children is evil, goy, it is morally wrong, please stop". You also cannot find a picture of this freak anywhere on the internet.
(2) Philip Nitschke. An australian Jew who recently debuted his "suicide pod" clad in (((phoenician))) purple. His whole career is one big marketing campaign for death and extra death. He is also the author of "the peaceful pill handbook", these being somewhat out-dated instructions for how to murder yourself as effectively as possible. He dutifully publishes a new mortiferous edition every few months. Though unlike Benatar, you can find his picture online. Notice the saturnian/satanic one-eye symbolism in his wikipedia portrait, and also the phoenician semitic purple symbolism everywhere.
No.295757
I have a good rope. I bought a small step-ladder. I walked for hours in the forest until i found a tree that i think will work. I wrote a note and planned how to send it via scheduled message so itll only be sent after im dead. It's all coming together. A couple of days maybe and im gone. I feel firm and resolute about it in some sense, but in some sense it is still so odd and hard to realise i can be free now.
I can't do anything except think about it. For months I have not watched a film or played a game or anything. I just sit here thinking about my life and how i want to die. It is unbearable. I have a lot of money but i dont want to do anything. There is nothing in this world that i even want to do at all.
No.295775
>>295743Some wiz ending his life after careful contemplation isnt really the same as some normscum getting tricked by Jews into anheroing
No.295805
>>295743Antinatalism for genetic fuckups like most of us are was also imperative in the third reich were mentally challenged people were sterilised to avoid mental illness inheritance, so for a wizard a antinalist philosophy that supports his celibacy has no harm. I don’t give a shit if these philosophies get spread by Jews, I will not force myself to suffer through old age just because my desires align with some Jews, neither benetar nor nitschke are exactly promoted in the mainstream media. Especially Nitschke is getting a lot of hate from the mainstream press, I wish the conspiracy of governments making it for goyim easy to get MAID/euthanised were true, but the opposite is the case, people involved with the suicide-pod are getting arrested, the articles of people with autism getting MAID is rage-bait bullshit that make it seem so easy for mentally ill people to get maid but it’s not. People who want to die get stigmatised like no other group by the mainstream no matter how they suffer, but still I am supposed to believe that there is a big euthanasia campaign to kill all the goyim. Bring it on, I’m ready.
No.295811
>>295807
It's been dark triad sociopaths trying to play people on dep for amusement for quite some time now sadly. It's the pathology of the internet trolls who hang out on the farms and related sites. All losers as well as it happens, so they fit right in.
No.295814
>>295458Better to kill some responsibles out there than giving them such joy of seeing me concluding into these extreme measures.
No.295815
>>295805Because people out there are like beasts, they do not care about their future generations as they should, not caring much if they pass shitdreadful genes as long as they have their so called happiness by breeding and mating some another low rank normie since they have not fiber enough to honourably stay alone and letting their flaws die with them.
After this, they start pushing crabs about what they cannot get on their inherited madness, then humilliating then and sometimes paying the price for it all.
World's vomit.
No.295818
>>295811LoL roast in situ
No.295831
>>295829>>295830"I don't have opinions of my own, so I'll post screencaps from philosphywiki"
No.295832
Whats an easy method when noguns? I have a pull up bar but I live with other people
No.295839
>>295528Any type involving rapid hypoxia (lack of O2 in your blood). The 2 good choices I am aware of are with Sodium Nitrite poisoning or an exit bag. The prior requiring more prep on the day, the latter more prep before hand.
No.295840
>>295839I remembered the book I was trying to remember; "The Peaceful Pill". You will have to find it on your Library Genesis mirror of choice as it was too large for me to post.
Exit International don't aim this book at people who aren't severely ill but it is still a very good resource.
No.295841
>>295839sodium nitrite involves some time (10-15min?) of vomiting
>>295528shotgun to brain, inert gas, fentanyl, nembutal/barbiturate overdose. all of those are probably roughly comparable though it is hard to compare the experiences
No.295843
>>295841>>295841Vomiting means you fucked up. You want to take an antiemetic also as well as painkillers and something to calm you if you don't think you can handle the actual process.
No.295848
>>295458SO not beholding any chance of karma or God existing? Quite optimistic, damn!
No.295849
>>295844Assuming that a change in material factors would change fundamental problems with our existence is very narrow minded.
Not that SS isn't a trashy weird community. They do have good info tho.
No.295850
>>295844They could become very based, if they had driven out all succubi
No.295851
>>295849>fundamental problems with our existencenobody does suicide over this. it only becomes a problem when you're out of luck and your life seems like hell compared to other people. it's basic human psychology. the truth is most on ss are larping normalfags
No.295854
>>295851This is true, you rarely see antinatalists and efilist commit suicide.
No.295855
>>295854(((Gary Mosher))) or "Immendham" is the kosher demon currently at the head of "efilist" propaganda dissemination. Even the formulating of the word "efilism" is jewish, as it involves the satanic inversion of the english word "life".
No.295888
>>295843most people who take antiemetics still vomit despite them
No.296185
Since you are ignorant, I'll try to answer it for you. You can't do it because it's one of the hardest thing to do ever, because your whole body and mind work against it.
Now that you know, shut up and keep suffering. All this suicide posting is annoying and is all from people who are never going to actually do it.
No.296203
Wheres a good place to cut on arms that is not lethal
No.296204
im personally of the opinion you should go on a mass murder spree before you kill yourself
can any suicidal people please explain to me why going on a mass murder spree before killing themselves is a bad idea - without using religious platitudes?
No.296205
>>296203cutting yourself without severing a major artery is like wanking without cumming
No.296211
>>296204why would murder be a good idea?
No.296214
>>296203Just die normal way through a rope, its not hard.
No.296222
>>296221whats putin's goal anyway?
No.296241
>>296222Taking bits of Europe piece by piece over several decades. Then repeating the same strategy by his successor once he dies.
If you look at the world map and the size of Russia, it seems to have worked.
No.296243
>>296222-front the power of the same kosher banks that have controlled russia since the (((bolshevik))) revolution.
-continue to serve the chabad jews/advance jewish world government
-pretend nukes are real.
-pretend russia is an enemy of us/western europe
No.296269
>>296241Russia is a failed state going ER
No.296270
>>296269The question is how long tens of millions will have to suffer before that failed muscovy/kremlinoid abortion finally wholly dies.
Yes, the pidor imperial project is doomed to fail but the timescale can be mere years or even multiple decades and the amount of misery and destruction that'll be wrought amid western democratic decline and concurrent strategic incapacity is hard to fathom.
You also have to always see these theories of collapse relative to one another.
If/when the muscovy collapses only matters in as far as the position of Ukraine isn't even more tenuous with them perhaps descending into ungovernability/collapse first while being sidelined by myopic western "leaders".
The essays of Vlad Vexler helped me gain perspectives in this regard and I think they at absolute minimum hold more validity than the terms and ways I thought of this all before.
I might just about be able to disagree with him on the general stance regarding how to counter post truth populists and what would need to happen for democratic decline to lessen.
The notion of civility politics among the tide and historic trend of populist grifters just isn't going to work in my opinion.
Then again it's not really going to be my problem if I just kill myself.
I wouldn't have to experience the next decades of either my own life or of this world in general.
No.296303
How succesful are suicides by hanging?
A rope is all I have at hand at the moment.
No.296306
>>296303If it is full suspension, nobody is around to hear you or find you, the rope is strong, and you have a good anchor point to attach it like a tree, then it is very reliable. But those conditions are important
No.296312
>>295743>>295854>>295855What do you think of Adam Lanza's Cultural Philistine?
>>296270Not sure how many Russians actually deserve this suffering. I need to remind you that if you mention retard memes such as 'anti-natalism' and 'I wish I was never born' irl you probably will be equated with LGBTQ+ freaks, mocked and fined/jailed in Russia. Crabs and other delta males will probably also stab you in the back (read about the 'Male State' movement or something).
No.296334
The thought of dying young fills me with a strange sort of joy. It makes me feel glad that I'll finally be done with this shit life and this garbage dump of a planet.
No.296347
>>296334earth isn't a planet. outer space does not exist. heliocentrism with its multiple spheres revolving in a vacuum is pagan mysticism that was brought to life by the masonic propaganda group known as nasa. the sun is small and local and it moves around us. you don't even know where you are. ps: you are between two bodies of water.
No.296407
How to do it with noguns and no place to hang
No.296421
>>296407travel somewhere that has a place to hang. or buy sodium nitrate from dmc and use that. or try 'partial hanging' which doesnt seem such a secure anchor point
No.296458
>>296421how to use sodium nitrate
No.296459
Just wait, the aliens will save us. I'm serious.
No.296460
>>296407Poisonous plants exist everywhere. You can find some water hemlock that will kill you within an hour or so with a high dose. Kids die often from picking up the stems and using them as pea shooters, that's how toxic they are.
You can go an hour away from civilization without a mobile phone, eat a lethal dose and have a guaranteed death.
No.296484
curse be upon the day I was born
No.296524
>>295709>>295851>>296203>>296270>more masculine suicide methods>those normalfags are too mainstream for suicide imho>I'm going to commit suicide if i don't get NEETbux. if Putin, Kabala etc.Is this how a thread about suicide should look like? Are these suicidal people?
No.296583
I'm so stupid that I'm dangerous to everyone around me. Because of saying dumb shit my whole family will turn against me if they're not against me already
No.296597
>>296460hemlock deaths aren't pleasant