/dep/ - Depression

If you were a heavy drinker for a very long time, you will likely have serious vitamin deficiencies that are certainly affecting the health of your brain and heart. Make sure you are eating healthfully and taking a good B-complex (thiamine particularly, B1, is depleted in alcoholics).

Do not over-dramatize what you are feeling in this moment. Intense, death-whispering types of feelings do pass. I can say this from the strength of my own experience. You may well get better. Try to never make any serious decisions when you are sleep-deprived or when you are coming down from a drug high – sadness great enough to bring suicide can be irresistible at these times.

Your existence is not "some kind of biological glitch." Even though I'm not religious, I feel confident in saying that you have a soul and that this soul will survive death. Absolutely not a single person living has any accurate idea of what follows this life. And even so, you have zero reason to fear whatever follows this life. Death is a great release from physical suffering and may also be a path to a better world. I also think about death a lot, but try to be patient knowing that my turn will come and that there is no need to prematurely force it.

Right now however do everything you possibly can to better your health and to make your existence as pain-free as possible. There are wizards here who will talk with you and try to help you. You don't need to feel alone.

>>295858
interesting I appreciate it

I wish euthanasia was easily accessible

>>295860
I wish too fellow wiz

I might be able to help you with your condition. I'm quite knowledgeable on neurobiology at this point

>>295879
you think so? how

>>295857
whatever race you are, try to get to a place where you're supposed to be. like if you are white, go to a cold northern place. get in the nature there. just get outside all day even if you have shit all to do. also eat a shit ton of food and eat well. see if that doesn't fix a lot of your health issues