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 No.296071

It seems like learning English was one of the worst mistakes of my life, I am someone who live in India and doesn't plan to leave the country. Any idea how I can cope with racism online?

It's very hard to be online, my self-esteem and self-confidence has been wrecked primarily because of internet. I will admit as a kid, I really wanted to see the west, playing video games like NFS, GTA, and, watching Hollywood movies late in the night, were some of the fondest memories of mine as a child.

But as an adult I think immigrating would be a very bad idea, because I would probably be homeless in a few days because I don't know how the system works. Forget about all that, I am too poor to immigrate. So that is out of the question.

A lot of times, I just want to use internet in peace and make friends with people over online websites. But as soon as they find out I am Indian they start hurling abuses. It's terrible.

Honestly a lot of it has destroyed my self-esteem and self-confidence and I don't know how to regain it even when knowing that for the most of my life I am rarely ever going to encounter a white person.

And then there is the whole blackpill thing as well, because we Indians aren't attractive (speaking for myself mostly but still) most of Indian succubi in the West tend to date white just like East Asian succubi. So that's like another insult to injury to be honest.

Overall it kinda sucked to realise that I am so hated and life in the West if I could immigrate that is, would probably suck for me greatly. Like all the parties and fun that I saw in Hollywood movies are only reserved for succubi and few attractive men. In real life in the West I would be bullied mercilessly.

On the other hand, something good has come out of it as well, which is, I have stopped resenting India a bit because I have realised that at least I don't face racism here in real life and won't be bullied here too much. In the end, I guess it is for the best that I couldn't immigrate I imagine.

Anyways, now that I have learned English Any suggestions on how to not feel bad about myself while being exposed to extreme and never ending racism online? It really has given a hit to my self-esteem.

 No.296072

just stay off social media. even the average westerner just ends up feeling like shit when they see other people with better lives than them. out of sight, out of mind.

 No.296074

as an Englishman, all I can say is I wish we still ruled India and made it as nice as Australia or Canada is today. But, I respect your independence and hope you sort your shit out one day.

 No.296077

>>296071
As a westerner, yes, people are racist against all browns and blacks. Everyone sticks with their own kind over here, rarely do people have mixed children.

Most white western people don't live the Hollywood life. The Hollywood life is for rich, connected, attractive and high class white western people and attractive succubi.

Most average western people will never live the TV fantasy, nor will most immigrants who come here.

 No.296083

>>296077
Correction - in the post covid world, most immigrants wont even be food deliverers. There is a 12-18 month que for doordash and wolt in Europe.

Drug dealing as a last resort? Nope. Ultra violent albanian gangs have driven out even the Italian traditional mafia groups out of most EU countries.
They will kill you and your family if you try to grab any significant market share from them.

OP hit the nail on the head. What these people will experience is homelessness, very low social benefits, racism and lack of jobs. That is the objective reality in 2024.
Also, many will become so enraged and bitter upon realizing these facts, they will commit a stupid crime like assault, rape or robbery and go to prison, after which they will be deported to their home country to be abused by local officials.

There is no escape or "out".

 No.296086

>>296071
Correct me if I am wrong, but I was under the impression that indians were actually white in a long distant past only to racemix. Now they are no less racist among themselfs based on how far from the original white ancestry they are and whnever they emigrate in big enough numbers they bring this with them.

 No.296087

>>296071
I honestly wonder what it's like to feel bad about racism. I'm hispanic but I've never seen a "racist" comment I was legitimately offended by. Usually it's a comment clearly made from a position of insecurity, like a powerless crab saying something.
All the non-degenerate white people I've met were always raging liberals who bent over backwards to be nice to me.

 No.296111

>>296087
Well, you've gotta admit, it's hard to be an Indian, I doubt Hispanics even receive a fraction of racism that Indians do.
>>296086
Well majority of Indians are brown so that eliminated institutional racism, but yes fair skinned Indians do look down a lot upon other Indians. Nothing could be done with regards to that.

People don't like it when I say this here (because few whites here won't geomaxx, which I respect) but looks are objective, attractivity of races is largely objective, most of the good looking Indian succubi and white passing Indian succubi in the West tend to date white men. In all races of men, white men have it the easiest. There is some truth to white privilege.

Although I would argue things are more brutal for East Asians, their succubi hate them, and I think at this point in life, I hope we can all agree that they don't hate their men because of "culture", "patriarchy", or "traditional gender roles" but because of their skin colour and looks.

Being told you're inferior again and again, also accepting that at a subconscious level, and constantly being made fun of and wished that one was dead does take a toll on the mental health on someone.

And that is THE question, how to undo damage done to self-esteem and self-confidence due to this?

 No.296112

Just say you’re from Mexico or Argentina they are identical to Indians in looks

 No.296114


>>296077
>rarely do people have mixed children.
wishful thinking



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