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 No.296071

It seems like learning English was one of the worst mistakes of my life, I am someone who live in India and doesn't plan to leave the country. Any idea how I can cope with racism online?

It's very hard to be online, my self-esteem and self-confidence has been wrecked primarily because of internet. I will admit as a kid, I really wanted to see the west, playing video games like NFS, GTA, and, watching Hollywood movies late in the night, were some of the fondest memories of mine as a child.

But as an adult I think immigrating would be a very bad idea, because I would probably be homeless in a few days because I don't know how the system works. Forget about all that, I am too poor to immigrate. So that is out of the question.

A lot of times, I just want to use internet in peace and make friends with people over online websites. But as soon as they find out I am Indian they start hurling abuses. It's terrible.

Honestly a lot of it has destroyed my self-esteem and self-confidence and I don't know how to regain it even when knowing that for the most of my life I am rarely ever going to encounter a white person.

And then there is the whole blackpill thing as well, because we Indians aren't attractive (speaking for myself mostly but still) most of Indian succubi in the West tend to date white just like East Asian succubi. So that's like another insult to injury to be honest.

Overall it kinda sucked to realise that I am so hated and life in the West if I could immigrate that is, would probably suck for me greatly. Like all the parties and fun that I saw in Hollywood movies are only reserved for succubi and few attractive men. In real life in the West I would be bullied mercilessly.

On the other hand, something good has come out of it as well, which is, I have stopped resenting India a bit because I have realised that at least I don't face racism here in real life and won't be bullied here too much. In the end, I guess it is for the best that I couldn't immigrate I imagine.

Anyways, now that I have learned English Any suggestions on how to not feel bad about myself while being exposed to extreme and never ending racism online? It really has given a hit to my self-esteem.

 No.296072

just stay off social media. even the average westerner just ends up feeling like shit when they see other people with better lives than them. out of sight, out of mind.

 No.296074

as an Englishman, all I can say is I wish we still ruled India and made it as nice as Australia or Canada is today. But, I respect your independence and hope you sort your shit out one day.

 No.296077

>>296071
As a westerner, yes, people are racist against all browns and blacks. Everyone sticks with their own kind over here, rarely do people have mixed children.

Most white western people don't live the Hollywood life. The Hollywood life is for rich, connected, attractive and high class white western people and attractive succubi.

Most average western people will never live the TV fantasy, nor will most immigrants who come here.

 No.296083

>>296077
Correction - in the post covid world, most immigrants wont even be food deliverers. There is a 12-18 month que for doordash and wolt in Europe.

Drug dealing as a last resort? Nope. Ultra violent albanian gangs have driven out even the Italian traditional mafia groups out of most EU countries.
They will kill you and your family if you try to grab any significant market share from them.

OP hit the nail on the head. What these people will experience is homelessness, very low social benefits, racism and lack of jobs. That is the objective reality in 2024.
Also, many will become so enraged and bitter upon realizing these facts, they will commit a stupid crime like assault, rape or robbery and go to prison, after which they will be deported to their home country to be abused by local officials.

There is no escape or "out".

 No.296086

>>296071
Correct me if I am wrong, but I was under the impression that indians were actually white in a long distant past only to racemix. Now they are no less racist among themselfs based on how far from the original white ancestry they are and whnever they emigrate in big enough numbers they bring this with them.

 No.296087

>>296071
I honestly wonder what it's like to feel bad about racism. I'm hispanic but I've never seen a "racist" comment I was legitimately offended by. Usually it's a comment clearly made from a position of insecurity, like a powerless crab saying something.
All the non-degenerate white people I've met were always raging liberals who bent over backwards to be nice to me.

 No.296111

>>296087
Well, you've gotta admit, it's hard to be an Indian, I doubt Hispanics even receive a fraction of racism that Indians do.
>>296086
Well majority of Indians are brown so that eliminated institutional racism, but yes fair skinned Indians do look down a lot upon other Indians. Nothing could be done with regards to that.

People don't like it when I say this here (because few whites here won't geomaxx, which I respect) but looks are objective, attractivity of races is largely objective, most of the good looking Indian succubi and white passing Indian succubi in the West tend to date white men. In all races of men, white men have it the easiest. There is some truth to white privilege.

Although I would argue things are more brutal for East Asians, their succubi hate them, and I think at this point in life, I hope we can all agree that they don't hate their men because of "culture", "patriarchy", or "traditional gender roles" but because of their skin colour and looks.

Being told you're inferior again and again, also accepting that at a subconscious level, and constantly being made fun of and wished that one was dead does take a toll on the mental health on someone.

And that is THE question, how to undo damage done to self-esteem and self-confidence due to this?

 No.296112

Just say you’re from Mexico or Argentina they are identical to Indians in looks

 No.296114


>>296077
>rarely do people have mixed children.
wishful thinking

 No.296280

>>296071
Is India like a Bollywood movie? Do people keep breaking into elaborate dance numbers out of nowhere?

 No.296281

>>296114
In my area it's not uncommon to see hapas, mulattos, etc.

 No.296283

>>296280
Haha, no unfortunately that doesn't happen, I hear that dancing can be cathartic. Not that I know how to dance.
>>296281
True and most of them are WMXF, ngl sometimes I struggle to understand how come some white men here are virgins, maybe they missed their chance to geomaxx.

 No.296287

>>296283
>missed their chance to geomaxx.
Average man in the west doesn't have the means to drop everything and go overseas. They probably don't have the desire and want their own kind.

 No.296288

>>296286
the internet is full of them
americans are retarded too

 No.296292

>>296288
I agree, Americans exported this retardation

 No.296313

>>296287
This rarely gets brought up. Even most rich ugly men in the west prefer celibacy if they can't get a white golddigger.

Going to some wretched asian country like Myanmar just to take home a poor pitch dark wife is admitting to your own society that every succubus around you considers you a reject. It's a very unpleasant stigma.

There are legit hapa couples, but the vast majority of the time it's either a very fat ugly old man, or a desperate ugly autist going for the bottom of the barrel.
That's how their home society will view "geomaxing".

 No.296365

>>296313
I read some skinny r9k nerd who went to Japan was having sex 1-3 times a day for his 2 weeks stay. Not sure if he was buying hookers or paying for all of it but he said succubi approached him just asking for sex and he asked why me and not another jap and they just said your white. It doesn't seem that complicated, just get some experience with hookers and then go to other countries to get witches pregnant.

 No.296366

>>296365
it's been a while I went to r9k. I'll go right now to see what it is all about nowdays

 No.296367

>>296366
whaow it was awful, I stayed 45 second and leave

 No.296370


 No.296397

>>296071
Social media has warped your mind of what the west in real life is like. The U.K. had an ethnically Indian PM; he was not well liked but Indians as a demographic in the U.K. are incredibly politically successful.

In the USA Indians are very rich and have one of the highest income averages of all races in the USA.

The aggressive response towards Indians online is a backlash against a lot of Indians who speak English getting online in the last 10 years and cultures clashing on English speaking parts of the internet.

People would screenshot absurd and hilarious flirting attempts Indian would make online. Hence the whole meme ‘show bob and vegans’ stuff. Indians on math and science videos constantly spamming nationalist Hindutva shit about how everything was invented in India. Insanely autistic Indian behaviour online. People hated that. It gave Indians a very very negative impression of Indian culture.

However, I guarantee you that if you go to a progressive city in America or London then you are unlikely to have much/any racism thrown your way. Most people will just not talk/ignore you IRL.

Social media is not representative of real life.

 No.296398

>>296071
As an Englishman, social media has given me the impression that if I were to visit India I would be flayed alive, ripped limb from limb and my body fed to the dogs as revenge for colonialism. The Hindutva online hate the British; they only seem to hate Muslims more.

However, I have talked to English people who visited India and they said it was fine. No problems. Nobody even brought up colonialism.

The point is that social media behaviour exaggerated sentiments.

 No.296424

Maybe Indiachan is more your speed?

 No.296431

>>296397
Indians in New York, Silicon Valley or London are the top 0,01% IQ cream of the crop of India.

You can't compare them to the literal poo flinging 60 IQ apes in Bihar or Gujarat who can't read or write and physically assault people out of sheer frustration.

 No.296432

Indians date out of their race at roughly the same rate in the west, but yes the rates for east asians are alot most polarising.

 No.296442

>Any idea how I can cope with racism online?
Simple: you kill yourself and take as many of your inferior subhumans along with you as you can.

 No.296451

>>296442
>inferior subhuman
You know what website you're on and why you're here. Don't you?

 No.296461

>>296451
I am merely short and ugly. It has no bearing on my character or integrity even if society thinks so.

 No.296469

>>296461
Not according to Aristotle.

 No.296788

Indians are literally hitler
they even had the swastika long before nazis



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