/dep/ - Depression

I should have been more mean and agressive as a kid/teen. I regret not being rebelious enough, not doing enough bad shit growing up. Not talking about awful shit like killing people or shooting up school but just being more rude to everyone, fighting back more often than I did, throwing tantrums, etc. When you're a minor you got inmunity under the law to do whatever crazy shit you want as long as you don't kill anyone. I lament I never used that power to create more chaos around me. I regret not using my inmunity to cause pain and suffering on my peers. I wish I had more balls so I could have showed teeth earlier, done more mean shit I don't know. I fucking hate people and as an adult you can't throw a tantrum like that. I should have been a problematic kid instead, maybe I would have grow some balls I don't know.