No.296568
autism is just being self-aware amongst npcs. instead of following the script, you question things too much and have your own values outside of culturally inherited memes which creates unavoidable friction when dealing with people. there is no room for thinking otherwise you ruin the flow of action. like a manual walker, except you are manual living. "anon is clumsy and awkward" "anon can't understand body language and can't take a hint" anon doesn't receive the same commands as us or he ignores them for some reason. anon is an anomaly. we must exclude and gaslight him until he conforms or self-destructs. the only solution ends up being isolation and communicating with other "autists" on the internet and just being a passive observer to all events.
No.296569
Being born with high-functioning autism is literally one of the worst hands you could possibly be dealt in life to the likes of literal paralysis and schizophrenia and literal not a single normalfag seems to acknowledge this.
No.296587
High functioning autism is so horrible, You are normal looking enough to be perceived as a person and to have all the expectations of personhood put upon you, but everyone can notice that your practiced movements are fake. No amount of copying normiegroids will make you look like one, because normiegroids can spot a fraud from a mile away. High functioning autism means you look like a person, but there's something fundamentally off about you that makes people uncomfortable. Le uncanny valley effect.
If you have autism stop trying to win in a game that is rigged against you and try to get a disability so you can neet in comfort while pursuing your special interests.
No.296594
having autism ruined my life i will never understand this world and i will never be able to act like other adults or properly take care of myself
No.296596
>>296579>unforgivable trait in social relationshipsSocial relationships require social skills, which the autistic man does not have, and has great difficulty cultivating.
>but also a general death sentance for jobsBeing able to function among other people, and not rubbing them the wrong way, is a much more important skill than whatever your job entails. I wish it were not so.
As well as the entire concept of job interviews, where no questions are ever relevant to whatever the job is about and is just a barrage of questions meant to test your social capacity.
>"So what are your strengths?">"…I'm applying for a janitor position, how is that relevant?"Nope, your ass is out the door.
No.296600
>>296589Then your costs of living and taxes are probably so low you can just do any code monkey shit on the internet, trade some shitcoins or do some scamming
No.296601
>>296579People don't like men in general, especially autistic men.
Female autists play on easy mode comparatively.
No.296602
Doctors have been wanting to diagnose me with autism for years but I've been resisting it, I'm not autistic I just think differently, yeah I'm unemployed and on disability, basically my entire life screams autism but I don't wanna let them label me like that, fuck norpers
No.296610
>66% of autistic adults have thought about taking their own life
>35% have attempted suicide
>between 11-41% of those who die by suicide present autistic traits
>40% of autistic men are virgins
>85% of adults with autism are unemployed
>the average autism life expectancy is around 54 years old (72 for the entire population)
What's up with this curse? Holy shit.
No.296611
>>296602I feel the same, though I guess I'm good enough at imitating a normie, because no one's out to get me like that. I think people want to put a label on everything so they can have a predefined way of treating you. Once they label you as autistic, they will just treat you like a stereotypical autistic, and not like an individual, unique person.
No.296612
>>296610>the average autism life expectancy is around 54 years old (72 for the entire population)That's the optimistic number from a certain study.
Another study was a lot more pessimistic and said that the average life expectancy for an autistic person is 36 years old.
>40% of autistic men are virginsThat's surprising. I thought that number would be above 50 percent at the very least.
No.296614
>>296612>I thought that number would be above 50 percent at the very least.In reality, it probably is, but the study factors in snowflakes and attention whores who aren't really autistic, they just got the diagnosis.
No.296618
Im really happy that theres no treatment for autism, it means i can neetbux and not be expected to improve
No.296620
>>296618based leech, all anti-autism in this thread makes me sick
No.296624
>Be too autistic to work
>Be so high-functioning that the lizards who control the NEETbux won't give you any because "You can work!"
On an unrelated topic, how many stories would I have to fall from to die?
No.296627
>>296618Not everyone, autism or otherwise, can get on neetbux.
Even if neetbux is technically available as an option for an autist, he might still get fucked over because whoever made the decision to deny him neetbux was in a bad mood that day, or some other shitty reason.
>>296620>anti-autismIt's self-hatred. And for good reason.
>>296624>Be so high-functioning that the lizards who control the NEETbux won't give you any because "You can work!"You have to convince them that you can't work, even though a normalfag might think otherwise at a glance.
See if you can get help from a lawyer or something.
>On an unrelated topic, how many stories would I have to fall from to die?https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/jumping-high-building/>Stone states that jumping from 150 feet (46 metres) or higher on land, and 250 feet (76 metres) or more on water, is 95% to 98% fatal. 150 feet/46 metres, equates to roughly 10 to 15 stories in a building, depending on the height of one story. No.296629
>>296624>the lizards who control the NEETbux won't give you any because "You can work!"They must have some clearly defined criteria, do you know what they are?
No.296630
>>296624But u can work, u just need a supporting environment ;).
No.296652
>>296629>They must have some clearly defined criteriaOf course they don't. Neurotypicals thrive on putting others (especially those who they see as beneath themselves) through vague and invisible hoops to jump through and not even telling them that there are even hoops there let alone where they are
No.296661
>>296659I used to before I turned to Christ. My favorite resource before I switched sides was this:
https://puredhamma.net No.296705
I am autist but nothing like NEETbux or similar even exist in My country
No.296731
>>296730
Best bet would be to see a psychiatrist. Just keep in mind some of them are quacks with an agenda to either over- or under-diagnose.
No.296741
>>296738Disturbing how even literal downies have a better chance at getting a job…
No.296746
>>296738>>296741im 32 and pretty high functioning but ive lost half a dozen jobs this year. i only walked out on one because it was so shit. another i dropped the role but they said they'd put me in a different position then it never happened. i did have one sort of ok job (it paid well atleast) but they fired me without any stated reason.
No.296747
>>296738yep, and there's retards on here who think you can be just as happy as normals being autistic