I've been sitting in my room all day with the blinds shut. It's not even like I feel particularly sad, just... nothing. I watch the world move on, people going about their lives, but it feels like I'm frozen in time, like I'm stuck watching a movie I can't

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Anonymage 12/15/24 (Sun) 22:25:53 No.296722

I've been sitting in my room all day with the blinds shut. It's not even like I feel particularly sad, just… nothing. I watch the world move on, people going about their lives, but it feels like I'm frozen in time, like I'm stuck watching a movie I can't interact with.

I tried reading, but the words just don't sink in. I thought about playing a game, but even that feels like too much effort. I just stare at my ceiling, wondering when this fog will lift—or if it even matters anymore.

Sometimes I envy normies. Not for their shallow lives, but for their ability to feel something. Anything. At least they don't just fade into the background.

I don't even know why I'm posting this. Maybe I'm just hoping someone out there gets it.

Anonymage 12/15/24 (Sun) 22:44:31 No.296723

Different modes of dissociation. Staring into the void. Moving out. Go through hell. Become sleepy. Give up ambitions. Take the daily pill. Repeat. Oblivion.

Anonymage 12/16/24 (Mon) 00:45:53 No.296726

maybe you shouldn't think that feeling like this is a problem that needs to be solved? and rather just calmly allow yourself to feel nothingness for as long as you need without self-reproach or guilt?