/dep/ - Depression

I'm a thirdworlder loser, I can barely make enough half decently eat monthly.

My father fell sick, due this he's now slowly loosing his sight due cataracts.

I begin to see grey spots in my vision recently, I thought it was because of my lack of sleep. But isn't getting better and sometimes I feel this mild headache like somebody is pressing his finger in my head.

I don't know what I'll do if I fell sick to..

I want to leave, die, and disappear but I can't while my dad is still alive.