/dep/ - Depression

>>300485
haha

>>300443
Too fatigued for hobbies

Have to serve adult children for my job

Do errands or uni shit during my time off

Life is pain dayo.

>>300485
>that picrel
Now that's a blast from the past.

>>300511

speak your mind without hesitation and explanation and without seeking validation

lead conversations or they're too boring for you to be in
never socialise you just dissociate with a haha

I used to chain smoke, I'm still alive, chain smoked for I dunno 10 years maybe. I should be dead then I think

>>300443
>I work from my bed.
What do you do?

>>300661
How did you manage to quit?

>>300666
I can't say who I work for but I'm an middle manager executive. I am autistic and in my country because of disability discrimination laws they have to let me work from home or whatever other adjustments I if I need that unless the job can't be done that way (e.g. if I was a carpenter)

Move part time then take an extended career break, switch to an easy job and live low cost. Maybe that's the way

>>300735
It's a funny story. I was having chest pains and one day I promised to God I'd quit if he he stopped the chest pains in that moment, it did and I took that as a clear sign from God and it was easy as hell because I believed God wanted me to quit. Which taught me a valuable lesson, it's not even important if it was God or not, faith made it super fucking easy, you need faith either in yourself or some higher power, faith will make quitting easy, faith can make anything easy

>>300742
this. motivation is overrated. confidence, not arrogance, is key.

well done anon on quitting. hope your life goes well.

>>300742
But then there's millions of rules and sacraments in the bible that overwhelm me and differences in their interpretation

Instead of complaining that the rosebush is full of thorns, be happy that the thorn bush has roses, they say. But if I just feel a vague faithfulness to a monotheistic god with a personal relationship and no theology then asking god to do things only seems to work a fraction of the times for me

>>300742
This is why I quit, or atleast heavily cut back on my alcohol consumption. If it just acted like a heart attack one day I'd continue drinking until I died around the 45~55 mark, but at only 31 I had extreme abdomin pain and several other issues all related to my drinking and my doctor said it's only mild damage, it would get far worse and potentially stay like this for decades. So I got better