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 No.300761

suicide is the best thing you can do in your life. you can never go wrong by doing it. the only reason people won't do it (besides obvious reasons like instinct of self-preservation and fear of unknown) is because they think there is something good ahead in their life and you just have to wait a little. and so our life is wasting like this, eternally awaiting while going through phases of misery and humiliation over and over again until you're dead from "natural" cause.

 No.300762

>>300761
think 'bout your aul ma

 No.300764

Shut up faggot. Stop trying to get young men to kill themselves. If suicide is so great, do it yourself.

 No.300765

>>300764
i'm not saying you should kill yourself. i just say it doesn't matter if you live or die, you're already dead, you just don't know it yet. your decesions won't change anything. it's all a stupid circus of pretending and make believe.

 No.300767


 No.300768

now is your time to seek spiritual growth, OP. you have gained insight that INTOLLERABLE suffering exists.
you have yet to find a way to LEAVE. you have NOT found it in suicide - you are still on your computer typing.

LEAVE

in life, we carry a huge sack with us, filled with all kinds of things that we think we are, and that we think is true. also, things we do not even know we're carrying.
you'll consider stopping your heart, but you won't consider emptying that sack? you won't consider leaving all that weight behind?

you are not your thoughts.
someone is commenting on things - in your head. that someone is not you.
someone is constantly complaining about how things currently are.
someone is constantly trying to change things.
someone is constantly worried about the future.
recognize that this is not you. stop being asleep.

relax into feelings and emotions - stop reacting to them impulsively.

stay focused on the present moment.
focus on your senses, on what you can feel and observe.

you are not what happened to you, you're not your job, you're not your virginity.
you're a guy sitting on a chair looking at a screen.

 No.300769

>>300768
>you're a guy sitting on a chair looking at a screen.
i know that, thanks.
why i'm looking at the screen? why i am here? for what…

 No.300770

>>300769
>why i am here? for what…
Go try random new things until you find your purpose. Your purpose is NOT to go online and try to tell dudes that suicide is OK and they should do it.

 No.300771

>>300769
there does not need to be an answer to the questions! leave them unanswered!
start wondering again, like you did when you were a child.

why ARE you here?
what WILL happen?
and who is wondering this?

 No.300772

>>300770
it's just my raw unfiltered thoughts. can i be sincere and not pretend with opinions at least in this corner of the internet? what i said is obviously my subjective experience, but i know most people are not that different and special like they want to think so probably other people think like me too. it gives me a psychological relief sort of. it's just a pondering upon death.

 No.300773

>>300772
>it's just my raw unfiltered thoughts. can i be sincere and not pretend with opinions at least in this corner of the internet?
Not if your thoughts and opinions are that men ought to live hopelessly and end their lives early because of it. Keep that faggotry to your diary or carve it in to your wrists like a good little teenager who just discovered Buddhism throuh Wikipedia.

 No.300774

>>300773
somebody ends his life because some anonymous wrote something on anonymous imageboard? are you serious. keep your normalfaggotry out of this thread please.

 No.300775

>>300772
>gives me a psychological relief sort of
yes, you're EDGING. edging for that sweet relief.
start GOONING!!

the problem with suicide ideation, is that YOUR EGO LIKES IT TOO, not just your tortured soul and body.
you'll be edging and edging and your ego stops you from cooming - that would mean that the ego disappears.

when you stand on the cliff looking down, suddenly your ego is REAL quiet, and all you feel is your trembling body. leaving wizzie alone once more.
or perhaps, it comes up with the idea to go home and keep edging, figuratively and literally.


there is a way to gain PERMANENT relief.
it's time to learn about yourself.
look inward.
you HAVE to carry a light with you, when you descend down into your subconscious.
that light is present moment awareness - some light meditation, consciously breathing, or just sensing what you can sense through your skin etc.

you NEED that light as you look inward, into your thoughts and emotions.
without that light, you will lose yourself in your thoughts, and all you come up with is worthless esoteric crap.

leave everything you see as it is. do not try to get rid of thoughts or emotions.

 No.300776

>>300774
>somebody ends his life because some anonymous wrote something on anonymous imageboard?
Yep!

 No.300777

>>300775
At this point I'm not only convinced but sure that this poster must be an AI or using an AI.

 No.300778

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 No.300779

>>300776
You really think so? This argument seems to be of no substance. Promoting suicide for anyone but yourself is pointless and unnecessary I would agree but thinking someone kills themselves over a random image board post is even dumber. No way wizchan or any chan has such influence on making life changing decisions.

 No.300780

>>300778
Go back to wherever you came from.

 No.300791

>>300761
I agree with you life is nothing but waste also it's really painful to wait for involuntary death, assisted suicide should be legalized for everyone

 No.300800

>>300791
If you want to die, then go die.

 No.300801

>>300800
getting over the survival instinct is extremely hard. It is possible to want to die and be struggling to complete the process

 No.300802

>>300801
>It is possible to want to die and be struggling to complete the process
No, not really.

 No.300804

>they think there is something good ahead in their life and you just have to wait a little. and so our life is wasting like this, eternally awaiting while going through phases of misery and humiliation
Not true at all. Some people just genuinely enjoy their life at the moment and so they want to continue existing.

And I don't understand the connection with your op pic. It's from eastern religion but eastern religions don't encourage suicide? You misunderstood something. If anything killing yourself is an act of cowardice and weakness according to eastern religions because it implies you still care about the world and let it influence you. Nirvana or whatever doesn't mean killing yourself but existing in a state of mind which is in complete calmness and peace all the time.

>>300802
He is right. You can long for something but lack the courage to do it. That's like living in hell.

 No.300809

>>300801
Our bodies are prisons of flesh, we're designed to suffer and struggle, death is the only hope we have

 No.300810

>>300802
you have no idea. It is shocking how the body reacts when you try to kill it. When i put the rope around my neck it's like another entity, some ancient lizard brain takes over my body and punches me out. I still think i can defeat it but it is a real barrier

 No.300816

>>300804
>That's like living in hell.
No, it's like living on the surface of Earth where you just need to smarten up and stop believing that death is something to hurry, or you just need do it.
>>300810
>I still think i can defeat it but it is a real barrier
Want to defeat something? Go defeat evil.

 No.300817

>>300816
I don't understand at all what youre trying to say

 No.300823

>>300816
>just do it bro
Epic.

 No.300852

>>300801
I heard stories about children or early teens cmmitting suicide sometimes over trivial stuff such as exams stress, I wonder how they managed to beat S.I

 No.301971

>>300810
ha ha


i had exactly the same feeling when i tried to mine bitcoin in 2010

 No.301996

What do you think about running and smashing your head in the wall? I just tried it sitting and kinda hurt and I saw a bright flash. I don't even care about being a vegetable or whatever

 No.302000

>>301996
Being a vegetable seems better than this because it would take responsibility for my life off me which I can't handle anyway.
I want to write in my will for my family to throw my corpse into the tracsh

 No.302002

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>>301996
>What do you think about running and smashing your head in the wall?

 No.302009

I relate to all of these posts a lot.

Only child,
Mediocre parents,
No friends in high school,
No gf,
No job,
Interests nobody gives a shit about,
etc,

I've decided to go to college 10 hours away from home to try to restart my life. Have any of you guys tried any thing similar?

 No.302097

>>300761
I like to think about it as a form of control. If I manage to have the means to end it all quickly if something very bad happens, like:
>get broke and unemployed
>contract severe illness that will make me suffer for years, like cancer or some degenerative disease
I would be way more satisfied and secure about my life.

I mean, being a reclusive PC potato will only get you so far. You will become seriously ill eventually. Your brain won't just stop working and *poof* you're dead. Now a shotgun can do exactly that. So that's my number one thing to buy, but it's difficult to find in my country. I don't trust "painless" ways to commit seppuku.



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