No.301029
It's reciprocal.
No.301031
I never talk because nothing comes to my mind
And if I do get a thought, it's usually stupid or rude
And also I don't think with words, more like jumping from one object to another, it's faster than having to internally voice everything
On the internet it's different because there is time to form sentences
Can anyone relate?
No.301036
>>301031Absolutely. I've been having this issue throughout my whole life and there's just no cure for it.
No.301064
>>301028Nah, people simply don't care about you. If they see you, they will just think "what a weird guy" or something similar, then go on with their lives
No.301065
>>301031It is because you don't speak, you must speak to develop the ability to speak, it's simple .-.
No.301085
>>301030
>or worse, they like you and consequently demand more socializing from you
Are you trying to humblebrag?
No.301240
>>301064Wrong,specially with people you see and interact everyday
No.301274
>>301030for me personally, Im fine with a bit of smalltalk but I dont really wanna be close with somebody, sadly nobody wants to talk to me because I dont smile and never initiate conversations myself
>>301031not really, I mean youre probably pretty young if you cant sort out your thoughts
No.301279
I get it at work a lot. I've overheard a lot of conversations about me which are quite horrific. The worst part is when all the old staff leave and all the good favour you've earned with them also departs with them. They never liked me initially but over time they realized I'm a good man who won't hurt them, and they loved that and therefore loved me. I caught them slacking off, doing illegal things etc and I was just like "Not my business mate" and after that they are like AWESOME!!!. The new ones hate me despite the fact I'm a decade old vet at my work. It's exhausting
No.301286
I've been told my voice sounds aggressive, even when I try to speak normally. It's insanely annoying having everything about you commented on constantly.
No.301309
>People willl always hate you if you're asocial and never talk.
No, not really.
No.301358
I wish I could figure out how to have a personality. People always tell me I seem sad. Really I'm just indifferent. I think I have schizoid personality disorder. I think a good way to seem happy is to make jokes, but I can never think of anything humorous or witty to say. Instead I just try to have an appropriate reaction whenever someone else says something, but most of the time that isn't enough to seem normal.
No.301363
>>301309das rite, chad gets a pass because its cool and mysterious when he does it. but when an ugly man does it he is planning to shoot up the place and must be bullied to death, because yknow, that will obviously deter him
No.301374
>>301028I think it's mostly about looks. If you look good people will like you, if you're ugly people will dislike you, no matter how you behave.
No.301710
I'd rather not talk and not do anything
There's a curse one me that everything I do or say is wrong
No.301712
>>301710Same. The right ideas just never come to me. It's like all the dialogue options I get to choose from are bad. Actually I had a somewhat related dream last night. In that dream I was demented or something, thoughts would escape me and I would lose my memories. I would struggle to keep my mind focused and would forget what I was told just a few moments ago. I disappointed many people because of my forgetfulness.
How do people keep track of so many things in their lives? It feels like my consciousness is a single bead on a string. When I jump to another string of thought, I lose track of the previous. I guess the minds of people with good brains are more like webs with many things going on simultaneously.
No.301713
>>301712I feel like there is some daemon inside of my head that sometimes deletes certain trains of thought and injects his own lies. Like when you get close to suicide then suddenly "you want to try another day". Or when your parents are lying to you he says "they are just retarded they definitly arent trying to hurt you or something"
No.301724
>>301709
>I have done absolutely nothing wrong.
and thats your problem, you were supposed to do things wrong. you were supposed to break and bend the rules, to break the law, to hit on roasties, to fight the faggots that hate on you, to move around and meet more people until you find a group that accepts you. for normalfags its all about taking some risks and moving forward. normalfags dont really dwell on their failures too much, they gotta keep moving.
but you will never be a normalfag or one of them and you dont have what it takes to be a normalfag.
your life will be all about comparing yourself to normalfags wondering where you fucked up.
>This ostracization and loneliness is crippling
its really not and eventually you get used to it.
No.302118
wear a "cough cough" accessories - "some people wear weird perfumes this day, cough cough"
No.302121
>>301713ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN is not just a funny hallucination in Harrier Du Bois' head, but also a part of one's brain map
No.302129
>>301028>People willl always hate you if you're asocial and never talk.>There is no way around it.I have a strange idea.
If I manage to learn the language of the hearing impaired-no-voice and enter their small world in my city, would anything change?
I don't want to romanticize this thing, but I see it as another possibility.
excuse my poor Engrish.
No.302130
>never talk to anyone nor give a reason for anyone to pay attention to you
>no one pays attention to you
WHO WOULDVE THUNK.
Literally just say what comes to mind. That is what the "normies" are doing. They see a hot succubus and tehy ask her out. They see someone doing a cool thing so they walk up to them and ask about it. It comes easy to them because they havent built up a complex that makes them overthink themselves out of action.
No.302131
>>301724Its so dumb how this works. It is like everyone is playing this stupid game where they tell you not to do something and you are supposed to do it anyway. Society doesn't have to be like it but it is.
No.302134
I know what I need to do to be more social. I need to watch modern entertainment, like stuff on Netflix. That way I can relate to people better and understand how modern people interact.
But I can't bring myself to do it. It always makes me feel so inadequate to watch modern entertainment. I always feel like I'm the butt of the joke.
I always see myself in whoever is getting made fun of. Like if I watch Squid Game I'm sure they shit on some guy and I'm going to relate to the guy and feel like crap about myself.
No.302188
>>302134its called "empathy"
try watching pr0n parody of Squid Game instead of the real stuff (IF your ELECTROCHEMISTRY stat is high enough)
or play Disco Elysium, for i dunno
No.302194
>>301028I have a recipe for a shaky cocktail of hate and tolerance.
Switch cities, provinces and towns.
Wear something stereotypical of your home county, combine it with "autism awareness" merch or such.
Boom. Your quirkyness is now "plausible" spread between *being around autists too much (not "personal" autism) and "not local" feel (you're from some distant area for locals of the city you're in now)
>>302129AFAIK, the world of gesture "speakers" is:
a) has several "systems" of gestures, just like languages
b) the "systems" don't correlate with real world languages.
c) we live in XXI century. Set up a chatbot, hand out strangers your business cards that inquire them to use non-vocal ways of communication. Effectively, you'll throw their pep talk into a proper chatbot.