No.305056
Oh, I believe I have something to say on the topic. You're only getting banned/rejected because you want to chime in. You create an illusion of kinship in your head, then wonder why things turn out ugly.
>pepe
Don't want to come off as mean, but I feel no pity towards you.
No.305058
>>305055>banned from everythingyep, I don't even bother signing up for anything at this point
i miss the old internet more and more every day
No.305059
>>305056Everybody, who is seeking for people, hopes that there is familiarity with them. What are you reprimanding me for? That I hope?
No.305060
>>305059I'm not reprimanding you for anything. I'm telling you that you stab your foot then complain that it bleeds. Grow some self awareness.
No.305062
>>305060You are criticizing me for hoping. That I'll "chime in". Right? But that I hope is an instinct that I do not control. I cannot control what I want. It is a hunger.
No.305063
>>305060Are you only informing me? I already know that expectation is necessary for disappointment. That is very trite. I am aware of it, of course. I take the risk out of desperation. You see. I do it consciously.
No.305064
Am I rejected, because I want to chime in? Is it true? I know that people are disgusted by the starving. But would I be fed, if I was not hungry? No. They rejected me, even when I had not wanted them to accept me.
No.305065
I am here of no fault of my own. This is the cross, on which they crucify me.
No.305071
>>305055Are you alright wizfren? Please take care of your mental health. I respect you.
No.305072
>>305062>It is a hunger.Detox after eating poison.
No.305075
I think op changed IP and enjoys the company of his frens again.
No.305076
>>305071I do appreciate your commiseration, anon. Thank you.
>>305072You're having a point. I hope that I will recover.
>>305075FYI I have never been diagnosed with schizophrenia. And I do not think I am suffering from it. Of course, the ignorance of it is one of the symptoms. I know that. However, I do not hear voices. Nor do I hallucinate. People, who are not doctors, accuse me of being a schizophrenic.
When I am feeling very desperate, then I wish I was. Sometimes I do that. Then, I would have somebody to talk to.
No.305077
>>305075I could post from my phone, if I wanted to. But what is the point? I want them to accept me. Genuinely, you know. I do not want to trick them into being with me. That is meaningless.
No.305078
It is very interesting. It is them, who do not believe in objectivity. Not me. They'll tell me "reality" is, what we "agree" it is. That is to say, what they dictate me. The implication: You are only "sane", if you comply. And, if you are not "sane", then you'll not be tolerated. That is their "sanity". Tamensi movetur.
No.305079
>>305077I understand what you are saying, I have been through more or less the same, many times over and over again. If you want I can drop you my e-mail, but keep in mind that I'll never be able to give you the full extent of what you desire.
No.305081
>>305079Perhaps that is what I have been waiting for. Drop it.
No.305082
>>305079Here's mine: simonc159789@proton.me. Write me, if you want to.
No.305092
Also you use big tech mail providers so please let me know if my cock emails weren't delivered.