Do you still hope things can turn for the better?

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Do you still hope things can turn for the better? Anonymage 01/14/26 (Wed) 15:47:18 No.305228

I think age 31-32 was the point where I realized I'm too autistic and weird to ever have 'normal' things in life.

I will die either institutionalized or in some shitty rental with nothing to my name. Nothing that I dreamed about will ever become true.

Anonymage 01/14/26 (Wed) 22:50:03 No.305233

That depends on what you're talking about. Do you mean whether my former dreams will ever come true? No, they won't.

Anonymage 01/15/26 (Thu) 09:02:48 No.305238

it is impossible and I know it, ruined body, traumatised and slow mind, no money, etc. theoretically I regain a little bit of vitality, to mentally sit out my life as I truly am, maybe do some small things, and hang myself before I deterioate further

Anonymage 01/15/26 (Thu) 10:29:32 No.305240

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I don't have any hope of ever having a normal life, my fear of slowly drifting away from the people I know now will probably come true. But maybe I can still be financially successful.

Anonymage 01/15/26 (Thu) 10:52:49 No.305241

We're not born to be happy.
This planet is not for us it is hostile.
Very few have a decent life without issues.

Anonymage 01/15/26 (Thu) 15:22:47 No.305244

>>305241
Very well said. You need to have 0.01% tier luck to actually have a life worth living.

Anonymage 01/16/26 (Fri) 19:45:54 No.305271

I've never actually had any type of dreams. I'm probably an NPC or whatever kids these days call it. There was a point in time where I wanted to have a lot of money but I've never actually seriously had my sights on any type of specific work or education.

Anonymage 01/17/26 (Sat) 13:28:55 No.305282

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Honestly, my life is full of the moments where I asked for this, and now I have to live with it. Feels lainpilled…

…guess I need to friendmaxx.

Anonymage 01/17/26 (Sat) 21:31:17 No.305290

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I wonder what are those normal things in life OP mentions. Because things like owning a home and the such are becoming more and more scarcer.

Anonymage 01/19/26 (Mon) 02:48:21 No.305307

Three days ago was my birthday. I realized it when my mom hugged me and said, “HB, honey!” After that, I started thinking more — and I ended up cursing my own existence.

It feels impossible for me to live the life I wanted. I can’t isolate myself to read books or study music, math, and philosophy. I don’t even know if I would call that life a dream — maybe it is one. It feels so fucking annoying and utopian when I stop everything to think about it.

I think I’ll die in some stupid loneliness I once believed in. I stopped cutting myself, but I no longer take my meds for depression, schizoid personality disorder, and misanthropy.

Like another anon said, “We’re not born to be happy.” If that’s true, maybe all I can do is sit down and watch my whole life turn to dust in the wind.

Fuck.