When it rains it pours

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When it rains it pours Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 04:25:18 No.305537

Whenever things seem like they are finally taking a turn for the better I cant help but think its just the setup to kick me down harder.
It has happened every time now sooner or later
I was happy to be done with school, but the adult world turned out to be no better and if anything worse
I was happy to get my license, and proceeded to crash my car and I havent driven for a long time now
I thought I was happy with drugs and that opened an entirely new hell for me when it got bad
Offcourse I am unlikeable and annoying so I havent had any friends through all of it
Years older and nothing except the pain and damage of failure after failure to show it for it
Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
Hope is a tool for further suffering
I am trying again to improve my situation but its likely i will end up somewhere worse then before in the end

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 07:03:24 No.305538

Why do you think you are unlikeable around other people wiz? Finding people IRL can be tough but online friends will tend to be more tolerant

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 07:03:50 No.305539

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Welp, get some tea to enjoy.

If it rains, buy a disposeable raincoat or carry an umbrella around.

But if you're gonna carry an umbrella time, make sure its a cane umbrella

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 07:16:46 No.305542

You should solve your drug problem if you haven't. It won't make you happy but I am sure it will make it much better.

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 07:24:23 No.305543

that's the life experience of pretty much almost everywiz i talked to about it. what you don't realize somehow is that the real deluge is that there's noone to whom you can cry about it. suffering is silence alone is an entirely new domain of adventure. but you should know

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 08:21:10 No.305544

>>305543
welp i meant suffering 'in' silence but i don't suppose anyone cares?

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 08:44:10 No.305545

>>305544
welp, thank you for fixing the typo
>suffering in silence is a new kind of adventure
There's some nice depth in this /wiz/dom actually.

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 09:49:24 No.305547

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>>305537
OP, I can assure you I had a lot of uneasy moments that feel like some kind of divine punishment for taking it too easy.

Say, today I took very easy on a bus and missed my interchange. Waiting a new bus took way longer than planned. Feels like its either my lack of preparation for an opportunity to switch - or some kind of play on my feelings. Given how hard it is to predict things, I can only recomment to set 3-4 apps to get some of your needs covered.

Say:

weather app
an app that gives you reminders
pomodoro times app
an app to use as your 'milk list'

and keep some canned food and/or cash around, maybe

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 11:40:16 No.305549

Every fulfilled wish we wrest from the world is really like alms that keep the beggar alive today so that he can starve again tomorrow

Anonymage 01/28/26 (Wed) 12:59:15 No.305551

>Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
Cherish the moment, I guess…
>But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Same anxiety here… same anxiety…

>Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
I kind of wish to move to Stockholm - just so *we both* could have a little laugh over Stockholm Syndrome, no burning desire to switch countries.