/dep/ - Depression

Are you physically healthy? Without pain? I'm also guessing given the plaintive tone of your post that you aren't anywhere near 35+?

If you can answer "yes" to these questions, believe me, you have ZERO need to be feeling the way you are…and are moreover far far too young to be feeling this way.

> due to subhumanity made me a retarded chud beyond repair. I'm a foid-repulsive khhv hikikomori

You need to stop using this absolutely idiotic "in/cel" jargon right now. You also need to abandon this mentality of being "repulsive". I imagine the greater part of it is self-imposed.

Have you tried working out?

>>305757
What did your genetics do? Make you retarded, deformed, short?

>>305759
>>305762
I'm a mystery meat (literally hailing from godforsaken central asian turkic territory and half-white), so I look like a bastardized-randomized skyrim character, I couldn't form a sentence until I was 4, I was diagnosed with selective mutism (+ social anxiety disorder, but I probably have avpd and/or autism) and I'm generally speaking severely limited in my abilities. Emptiness is the only consistent feeling I ever experienced, I don't have hobbies, can't be motivated to even play just a simple game or watch a movie. I'm completely smooth-brained, probably on the edge of retardation if not actually retarded in the medical sense.

>>305761
My body starts scratching painfully if I engage in too much physical activity due some skin auto immune disease I have

>>305768
With this amount of self awareness, even if all you say is a totally accurate assessment, you are perhaps just slightly dumb at worst. Retardation would be what you see on tiktok. Cooking food in the plastic. Cooking tinned food in the tin on the stove. Not looking before crossing road. Trust me, there are really stupid people out there