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Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.
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No.310008
Everyone at work is turning against me. What have I done? I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.
No.310009
>>310008>I am so weak. I want to cry. I wish I had the courage to blow my brains out.This is why. Male weakness is picked up on by the instincts of other humans and even by some animals. You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability. You can get lucky if your coworkers are females with children who will endear your weakness, but that's quite shameful.
No.310012
>>310009>You are being filtered out of the community struggle because you are determined to be a liability.I should have locked myself in a university.
Life is so shit and humans are scum.
No.310013
>>310012>Life is so shit and humans are scum
You can always kill yourself and free the world of some shit
No.310031
I had what seemed to be a panic attack yesterday after taking ketamine and weed together. My extremities were tingling, my chest felt tight and sore, I really thought that I was overdosing and dying. I was driven to the hospital and examined. I was not in danger it seems. However today I still feel exhausted. My head feels heavy, my body feels light, my chest still feels tight. Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms. I am sorry to dump this shit here but I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.
No.310032
>>310031>Do panic attacks cause lingering symptoms.Yes? In fact it will get worse?
>I don't have anywhere else to communicate with people.You have your drug dealer.
No.310033
I just realized that despite being racist online all my childhood friends were mixed race. It's wild how I've had this blindspot for so long.
No.310035
>>310033You have to realize that racism is mostly just a base instinct that people developed in order to protect the tribe. It's a way to bond with others and form a group identity and then use that group identity to gain power over others who are not part of that group. It helps to protect the genetic code that created you in the first place and ensure that it is continued to be replicated. Humans are subject to the forces of natural selection, that's how we were created. We have always banded together with those more similar to us and fought against those more different to us. That was developed in a paradigm of scarcity which the industrial revolution and the exploitation of fossil fuels has changed and made obsolete (for the current time anyway). I say put your racism in your back pocket for now while society is peaceful and bountiful and save it for times of strife.
No.310037
>>310035>while society is peaceful and bountiful I know disparaging hikkikomori is against the rules, but are you living under a rock? The entire Western world is crumbling under race riots right now. Succubi are coming together in the millions to show solidarity for one who murdered three babies. Jews in Morocco sent an estimated 17,000 young men to rape and pillage Spain as punishment for the Spanish government disavowing Israel's genocide against everyone they border with. Historic churches across North America are being burned. Bishnoi gangsters abroad are dressing up as armed police and arresting elderly people to extort money from. The new Chinese school curriculum teaches that the Japanese are literal demon spawn on stolen Chinese land. GTA6 was leaked entirely and you'll be able to play it for free in about a week.
>and save it for times of strife.Racism isn't obsolete. There's always a need for it. Every other race is being racist against you, so the normal healthy reaction is to be racist back.
No.310039
>>310037>Every other race is being racist against you, so the normal healthy reaction is to be racist back.racism was the prisoners dilemma all along??? woaw
No.310043
>>310037In times of plenty you gain more through cooperation than through conflict, so racism is actually counterproductive. If you don't think these are bountiful times it's only because you have no understanding of history outside of the very recent. We throw away more food these days than we eat. Famine has been almost completely eliminated. Your average person has an extremely luxurious life with access to electricity, indoor plumbing/running water, heat/air conditioning, refrigerators, internet, TVs, etc. The only reason it feels shitty is because of capitalism making us all into wage slaves who are dependent upon pleasing and serving the capitalist class to get everything we need and want. That doesn't mean we're living in times of scarcity and poverty. Quite the opposite. We are pretty much at the peak since we didn't deal with global warming and that is going to chip away at our prosperity from here on out. Long term we will probably get more prosperous than currently, but only after centuries of decline thanks to global warming and mass extinction.
No.310048
>>310037>>310035I think you're overestimating racist people tbh. My family is filled with racists and they're exactly the types to throw their own under the bus for profit. It's just a mean spirited racism where they flaunt superiority and laugh at others for being different. One of them even employs jeets and has them doing yardwork for him.
I think it's like this with brown racists too. It's not like they're not constantly fucking each other over.
I guess I see the logic in it but I'm sorta tired of it all. I just want to live around good people.
No.310049
>>310048>It's just a mean spirited racism where they flaunt superiority and laugh at others for being different. One of them even employs jeets and has them doing yardwork for him.This is basically how the instinct manifests. When people develop attitudes of racial superiority/inferiority, it justifies treating minorities worse and gaining more from doing so. It's very common for racists to employ minorities and to pay them less than the market rate for labor. They say, this person is no good, they aren't worth paying a normal amount. The more people who do this in society, the more the prices that minority can charge go down. The "true" market value of minority labor is thus effectively reduced through racism and that ends up benefiting the racists who are in the majority. A non racist may end up paying a rate that is higher than what they actually have to pay because they don't buy into the racism and believe that person deserves to be treated fairly.
You will often see that the less successful someone is, the more racist they are. This is because the untalented need to rely on such instincts to get every benefit they can. This instinct is naturally expressed higher in people with low intelligence because it's what works best for them.
No.310071
>>310068I subscribed to the newsletter of this YouTube grifter years ago as it was pertinent to my reluctant field of work. Yesterday I got an email from him in my inbox. The body text in the preview read: "Want to know your next five years? Look at the last five."
Yeah.
No.310083
Well anonymous here but anyways I can't stand fucking life I have a Job I have money and I still have no friend's not a single gf in my life and I genuinely cannot stand life anymore everywhere I look I see people hanging out with others or I see a nice loving couple but worse part is that I'm really scared to talk to strangers and randoms even at my job I tense up but I have money and a job but not a single fucking person in my life what should I do?
No.310087
Been having some shitty dreams lately. The one I just woke up from had me nauseous and physically tensed. My cat's started waking me up from them sometimes by stroking my head, which is unintentionally creepy to wake up to in itself but at least she cares.
No.310088
>>310087your cat can sense the gloomy energy that emanates from your body while you have bad dreams and sense as well bad spirits
he is a guard and protector and astral energy patroller so he naturally wants to keep you safe at night
No.310089
>>310088My cat's my best friend. I'd kill or die for her. She's been curling up against my chest lately instead by my feet as normal, so I do believe she's trying to help. Pets are the 1 good thing humanity's managed, and even then some breeds of animal are just too unethical to keep perpetuating.
Waking up to my scalp being stroked by toe beans is still a creepy feeling. But it's well-intentioned so I shouldn't be ungrateful. I'll have tuna salad for dinner so I can reward my small guardian with a bit of tuna. It's the only 'human' food she likes.
Do you have a pet that protects you?
No.310090
>>309965What is this painting?
>>309965 No.310102
Porn binge hangover. Its real. Its happening everywhere. It could happen to (You)!
No.310135
I'm old, dumb, have negative social worth and network. No matter how hard I try to catch up, even in "vibes" alone I fail everytime. It's pretty obvious imageboards are outdated formats, the once selling point they had which was anonimity to say whatever you wanted eventually worked against itself so that only subhumans like myself inhabitated them. That much is clear, what I want to know is where did everyone go? Are they on the next big thing already, some super secret social network where you're carefully vettoed before being allowed to as much as look inside? Or did everyone actually give up and choose ldar'ing?
No.310137
>>310135They all went to the sharty.
No.310154
ringing in my ears for fucking 2 weeks is going to be what makes me go outside to go to the doctor. if this doesn't fix it i might end up finally killing myself. i always thought i'd wanted something to push me to the edge but i was wrong, i still want to live for some reason. just not with fucking robot crickets screaming in my brain all day and night. it's impossible to get comfortable sleep. i really didn't realize how good i had it until this
No.310155
>>310154That's sad, I hope they can help you
No.310156
>>310155they probably won't, i feel really alone dealing with this shit. everytime i try to ask my family about it they tell me things will subside and be okay/it won't be permanent but i don't believe them. and i know panic researching isn't helping and asking for reassurance isn't but i don't know what else to do. i havent gone to a doctor for anything in over a decade and my entire body is probably fucked. i never thought it would catch up to me like this, or rather i knew it would but i didn't expect this. i don't want to live like this
No.310157
>>310154>ringing in my earsHave you checked your blood pressure, little one?
No.310158
>>310157i haven't, i honestly don't know anything. as i said in my other replies i have not seen a doctor in over a decade, so i have no idea what is wrong with me, but i feel like i am fucked beyond repair and there's just too much to even attempt to roll back
No.310176
>>310157well i went outside to a doctor and managed to get a prescription for antibiotics, it's apparently just an ear infection and i'm a retarded faggot. though my blood pressure was pretty high when they checked it, and i don't know if that's how i am at all times or if it was from stress. going outside again made me feel like shit though, it's a depressing hellhole outside. at least now when i am forced to eventually wageslave i will have the proper documents to get my ID
No.310177
it is simultaneously comforting and weird feeling having a loaded pistol next to me in my room all the time and being aware all my problems could be over in the next 10 seconds if I wanted them to be
No.310180
Went to buy things for mom and the guy at the shop was yelling at his fat middle aged relative for being too slow and absent-minded as usual. Society is evil man. When I was slow or make mistakes my parents were relatively nice with me. Normies in the bigger society are a different breed. I'd genuinely go on a mass killing if I am stuck in a working environment like that.
No.310181
>>310180what did you end up buying?
No.310184
>>310183This increases free radical testosterone in the bloodstream. It is a good meal for a wizard to eat every day.
No.310186
>>310183No, my mom resell them online at a mark up. Most people online just buy the lowest price available but you get some people here and there that decided to buy hers for some reason.
No.310196
I still wish I had a copy of that indian wizard thread
And I wish I knew what happened to that guy whod post in circles about wanting to draw and learn math and how he had to say something but never found the words. I hope every wizard and loser I crossed paths with is in a better place be it dead or improved his life, normalniggerfaggotkikescum excluded ofc
No.310211
All the money I had stashed away hidden for my teeth got stolen by a meth addict succubus who, ironically, had no teeth.
I called the cops while following her away from my home and they said they were on it. So i stopped tailing her. Then an hour later they were like lol we're not gonna send a car out.
She knew where my hidden stash was and took nothing else, she only took half of it too which was weird. I came home to her on my property and her shoes by the front door. Which makes me think she lives nearby and has been in my home before.
No.310212
>>310199Mine were like this. Basically: "mom I need help with ___" "No one helped me with ___ when I was your age"
I still don't fucking get it, as a parent you are supposed to make your kids life better than your own, but if you're a kid and you expect that, it makes you entitled or spoiled (one of my parents favorite words)