No.311663
If ordinary people were nice to me, it would be a trick to play me and take advantage of me, and if there were people who were honest and kind to me, the chances were very slim. The difference between being kind when someone helps someone who stumbles and falls on the street for a while and falling into poverty or long-term depression is very big, and I think, if I fall into depression, whether financially, mentally, or anything else, ordinary people will just laugh at me and when I'm no longer in trouble and fine, ordinary people will just take advantage of me. That's why I think making a chaos attack is better than being helped by someone.