>>311335imagine looking at that mouse and thinking to yourself 'the only reason that guy has everything and i have nothing is because he was lucky and i was not' even still, like a dragon guarding its hoard. to think this, even if it's only once, that is much more damaging than not having that mouse.
consider.
severe depression as a stand-alone is a total meme. you can literally think your way out of it and with the right food and exercise you are cured.
necessity is the mother of invention, people like that guy, who are loaded with wealth, have literally no problems, of course they're going to be 'stuck' in depression. you have no reason to get out.
if you had a reason to get out, if you were desperate, you would. yours is an affliction of affluence, it's a luxury that the poor version of yourself couldn't afford and wouldn't have.
that is the cold hard objective reality of your situation and i sincerely hope you can make sense of this and fix yourself up because people like you, in the past, actively made me want to kill myself. you are a reminder of how far we have fallen as a society and that people are only lover's of themselves. depression is self-absorption, this is where the 'illness' comes from, there are times it is valid, and times it isn't. this is a time it's completely invalid and the self-absorption facet can be cured and your depression cured by
giving out of your poverty
go do something really difficult for you in your depressed state, charity, helping people that really need help, something difficult for you to do, something messy and uncomfortable for you to do that you don't like, something that really helps people and is a service, not money you can throw at them which as you said is meaningless to give away.
you're blessed to get this post today.
what a wild trip