Thinking about life direction

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Thinking about life direction Anonymage 03/27/26 (Fri) 15:50:23 No.323194

What is it that you want in life?
Sometimes I want to be a quiet wandering tourist in the world. Just read history and politics and watch the geopolitical events unfold as a spectator. A tourist in the human race, uninvolved with everyone.

I remember being in primary school as a little kid and being uninterested in playing with anyone. I just wanted to wander in my own thoughts and wander in the playground aimlessly. I sometimes observed the other students. Boys playing football. succubi huddled in groups talking. Not wishing to take part myself I just analysed.

Sometimes I wish I had some great talent to such a degree that I change the course of human history. Write a world changing philosophical novel. Be a fierce Nietzschean warrior like some pirate or French Foreign Legion member. Ridiculous delusions.

Live for pleasure? (Freud) Live for power? (Nietzsche) Live for meaning? (Frankl).
What do you do? Life is so short. I am 31 years old. My body is not where I could be. My achievements are not where they could be.

What do you live for?

Anonymage 03/27/26 (Fri) 16:26:05 No.323196

>What do you live for?

realistically? i live for the internet. only thing i want to do these days. i get up and sit on my compy and just fuck around on the internet for 16 hours till it's time to sleep. that's it. everything else is just a distraction or temporary hassle that keeps me away from the internet.

the other thing i like is sleeping. night dreaming and day dreaming. i have a tulpa that gives me some comfort.

Anonymage 03/27/26 (Fri) 17:25:09 No.323197

i wish i could own nothing. ownership is a burden, rich people are always miserable.

but i have to own stuff because otherwise i would have to rent it, which means i can't have it instantly whenever i most need it and everything becomes cumbersome.

if i knew how much i am hindered by having to have a place where my computer sits and where my tools are, i would have never accumulated anything besides 2 pairs of clothes, a backpack and a laptop and a bowl, a spoon, a fork and a knife.

having to pay to exist is the worst trap it is such a bad system.

Anonymage 03/27/26 (Fri) 17:36:52 No.323198

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>>323197

this would solve the dilemma completely. i could live on a motorcycle and have a home with all my tools with me at all times. i would not need a credit card, i would not need a bank account, i would need none of this shit and just move to the country that gives the least fuck.

it's just shit that .zip files only work in the digital.