Looks like I am going back to the psych ward

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Looks like I am going back to the psych ward Anonymage 07/24/26 (Fri) 17:38:50 No.325118

>get put on clozapine because of "religious delusions"
>get told if I miss two doses I need to be re-titrated onto it, in the assiduous care of the psych ward no less
>yeahsure.pdf
>inevitably miss two consecutive doses while I'm out of town, which I often am since I work on a farm half the week
>try to get myself back on the stuff
>crash hard (felt like my whole body was shutting down)
>welp that was no good
>report to the emergency after looking into what I should do, including contacting the pharmacist
>end up spending two months in the psych ward while they put me on clozapine again
>My original doctor peaced out (like he was never seen again)
>the succubi doctor who took over my file goes on vacation
>its coming up to my discharge date
>The doctor who took over for the doctor who took over for my original doctor is now discharging me
>great at least I'm now free even though I have to take a drug this dangerous
>go to the pharmacy for my second refill
>There is no refill (the son of a GUN didn't even order for my prescriptions to automatically refill
>in the meantime my community psychiatrist unilaterally schedules me to come in at the crack of dawn this morning without asking how that works for me (I have trouble waking up early especially on this crap)
>I miss the appointment even though I pulled an all-nighter so I might make it there
>I have 1 full dose of clozapine left (I lost some of the 25mg tablets)

Welp that's it, they got me by the balls. I'm going to be in and out of the hospital for the rest of my life because of this incredibly dangerous stupid medication.

Anonymage 07/24/26 (Fri) 18:01:00 No.325120

not sure what to tell you, wiz. wean yourself off the stuff as soon as possible and pray that you don't have permanent brain damage. psychiatrists were lobotomizing people and giving them electroshock therapy a few decades ago, now they fuck you up with experimental drugs based on a flimsy "chemical imbalance" theory that has been debunked many times. if you can, you should sue these fuckers for putting you on the stuff, but the law is probably on their side and since you were committed, you're always going to be treated as a second-class citizen.