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Junior Wiz in training here. (Interned successfully since birth for Truecel Crab Corp. Ltd.) I find myself literally unable to go through life I am in a perpetual state of rage as a man.
It's just that I find myself incredibly bitter, not happy with my career, not happy with my life, not happy with my anything at all, I am trying to self improve but still, when I see succubi getting jobs like bartending, being a flight attendant, a hotel receptionist, etc. etc. it's a big deal in my turd world shithole, which sucks as well because the audience of this website is primarily from the first world so people here don't understand what life is truly like in a shithole.

Either ways, I want to give up the desires to be with a bitch, how can I do that? Whenever I see a couple I almost end up crying, knowing that its something that is never made for me, whenever I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end. I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.

And while I am struggling to literally have enough money to feed my stomach, succubi get jobs just by existing, because of diversity and yada yada. Now, I understand that I am not entitled to anything, but the least that normie world could do is let me have a job, that gives me a sense of purpose or something.

I hate it, I am angry all the time, I can't sleep, I rage walk all night, I have destroyed my hearing by listening to loud music, I have tinnitus now. Just because I am born with inferior genetics with regards to attractiveness doesn't mean that I have to suffer. I feel like I am literally going insane, I spend a good part of my day just seething. How do I stop this? I have started to bald, and watching a video related to crabs reminds me of the tale of a man, who was crazy and homeless, I made a lot of fun of him when I was in grade 3, I now fear that I might become like him, a crazy hobo, literally mentally ill. I am terrified, angry, and incredibly sad and lonely at the same time.


Maybe apply to some jobs that don't require you to be a pretty boy. If being ugly is your biggest problem, then you must be smart and socially skilled already?


There aren't any. However, I am doing a degree and trying to skillmaxx. But yeah, there aren't many jobs here and I am slight below average or average.


>waaaaa life isn't fair!

get over it fag


kys roastie


That anger you feel is because you still haven’t accepted reality. It happens because you still hope things will eventually change.
At some point in life however, you accept your fate; things never changed, nor they ever will. That’s when the anger is all gone. You stop feeling rage, but that’s because you just become unable to feel anything at all.

Life feels like a bitter movie ending at that point, but not one you actually feel bad about, more like an eternal sunset that you just want it to end so you can finally breathe the fresh air of the night. You just want to turn the tv off and go to sleep. It’s weird, hard to explain. You could even say it’s liberating.


> If being ugly is your biggest problem, then you must be smart and socially skilled already?
this made me laugh more than it should. Oh, the naiveté.


> I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end.
>I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.

I'm of the belief that in most cases success is something established in advance.

Normalfags don't struggle with socializing in the same way you do.
Normalfags don't struggle with making friends.
Normalfags cruise through college and land a job via recommendation or nepotism. They just have to be there, show up, and things somehow will work out for them.
And when things don't work out they still work out because they have help and support from others.

Wizards don't have any of that.

>I spend a good part of my day just seething.

>How do I stop this?
Your life has to change for you to feel different and have positive emotions. I say keep trying and never forget to do things you like and find fun despite all the bullshit the world throws at you. Good luck.


I am trying but it's just so easy to fall back to hatred and anger.


Realize that this hatred is internal thing only. No one else is being damaged by it but you. No one else cares about it, no one else knows, so why bother with it?
My tips: focus on what you like, try reading less news, avoid doom scrolling (including this site), read some book, study topics you like and realize that you would not be happy in boring normie job or some normie relationship. You are looking for something that fits you.


May you be cursed in the name of Saturn and Uranus. May you never experience joy for the rest of your life.


I only feel hatred towards normalfags who hate virgins.


It seems to me that you have self-imposed this suffering onto yourself by denying yourself your natural wishes. You can try to sublimate your desires and use that energy to pursuit something you're interested in. Then again, some things never change.


Strategy and authority, man.

>crying when seeing couples

Despise what you cannoy have. Such is the best revenge

Think about this all. Who is really to blame for your situation?


Only cure I've ever known is age. Young men should be hateful and disgusted at the present state of things. It has been our chief motivator throughout history, regardless of our station. It's not for all men - everyone is different, and there are those who make the pacifist and pleasant life work for them. In this society, men are made into the worst versions of themselves and the ugliest aspects of sex are glorified and shoved in your face. We're not giving the option of a constructive life in peace. There will never be peace again if the bastards ruling us continue this.

Oh and for the people who are part of "the club", life is easy for them. They have jobs handed to them. They laugh at those who have to suffer. Laugh at them. Those people get to parade around and throw in our face their "success" won entirely off of ritual sacrifice and torturing anyone in the world that would tell them no. Then they tell us to attack each other over lumps of horseflesh, kill each other for shitty Wal-Mart jobs. It's a death cult and they're laughing all the way to the sperm bank that they make us do it. Satanic race. Failed race. Never forget it.

If you know what the US today is, it's a "first world shithole". I saw guys come from the fucking Congo who saw New York City and the monstrosity on display, and they said that the US is worse than their home. Worse than a warzone where slavery is normal. That tells you how disgusting living under the eugenic creed has been to those who haven't been lied to all of their life and told this is normal.


Negative thoughts are essentially proven to also hurt your own brain. It's possible to get addicted to cortisol release and create a dark spiral, which I suspect is behind a lot of this. You'll want to raise inhibitory factors and lower neuroinflammation. This is identical to the depper supplement treatment post I just made…

raise serotonin, raise gaba, take anti-inflammatories


no, that's bullshit. You shouldn't be trying to wait out an issue like this, it's a natural response to the shitty world we live in but ultimately chronic aggravation is only hurting your own brain while not achieving anything. Fight club was a great movie but you don't want to be those people. Anti-inflammatories and inhibitory factors are what the angry depper needs. You can be psychologically mad without setting your brain on fire 24/7 and priming cortisol release. This is a huge social problem and probably the root cause of most of the dep posts I see on this site


It's bullshit we have to live like this, but you'll go mad trying to change a society that refuses to the bitter end to change, because the people who benefit see no reason to ever do anything else ever again. It's not something you can struggle against with any reason or intellectual trick. The people who engineered this have more information than you on the relevant matters, because you have a life to live and the people who did this make it their career and enjoy it. It's the only thing this sick race knows how to do with any sort of efficiency, and they're still lousy at it. They only need to be better at it than us, who would rather not participate in such a shitty and pointless world.

I never said "hate 24/7 and orient your life around the assholes". Nothing about life requires us to live like this for their sake. I do hate most of my life, but I'm an unusual case where I have to. I made railing against this beast my hobby, so I enjoy the hatred. Not everyone can do that or should, and I do take breaks and find pleasant things. Hatred puts all of the good in this world in a framework that makes the good that much more for me. If I didn't hate, could I have any passion for anything? That is my weakness, though. I think most of humanity hates this shit, and the people who think this society is a viable model for anything are sick fucks who should not have been allowed to hold this authority. Eventually, they won't. The people who really rule the world use "those people" as their weapon to cull the population while they sit in their castle and get to live in relative luxury, with slaves and shit. It really is that easy "up there" and they laugh at anyone who thinks this death cult they set up for us is normal or acceptable. They laugh at you so loud that it's a wonder anyone can go on with the farce without bursting out laughing at its absurdity. I would have thought Trump was the point Americans said "seriously" and wouldn't even entertain the farce they're doing. A good number of Americans did exactly that, will tell me politics is fake and gay, and it really is. But, the tea leaves have told us something about the next shit coming down the pike, and this is intrinsically interesting for paranoid me.

As for Fight Club, it was very obviously about the author being a homofascist at heart and thinking that this was a meme to spread for the times. It works as a character piece to analyze the homofascist phenomenon, and how support group culture was vampiric and sick. It's not something you'd actually live by or think is appealing, unless you're a complete fag looking for that fix of "pleasure" put in front of him. The men who buy into that are not just miserable losers who are bored. It was a guy with bitch tits from cancer and hormones with a soft voice, whose soul had already been shattered. Besides, all of the Nazi street thugs were just there. The real heart of the Nazi Party was in the middle class professionals, and if street thugs weren't readily available, any thugs would be recruited without regard for any ideology. The ideology was a thing that could get them faggots who work for free and will even buy the Nazi "services" to encourage their faggotry. The real truth is that shitty people will find anything, and most people whose lives are angry and ruined don't become homofascists or have any particular political program, or a need to find such groups. Most of us angry people just sigh, let the world do its thing, and find the real happiness in simple things. The lowest class has no buy-in whatsoever with anything political nor any "agenda" that requires such social clubs or an ideology of glorifying violence or any emotion. We live what life we can because that's what we do. That's why I hate - to defend this small stake in the world I do have, because I must. Hating for ideology or some faggotry is even more pointless than me acceding to the society and letting the brain fog take over. But, I don't have to do either of those things. I hate the appropriate targets. Towards most of humanity, even the shittier people, I feel no hatred, and didn't abandon some sentiment that humans would recognize.


>If being ugly is your biggest problem, then you must be smart and socially skilled already?
That really depends on how ugly you are. If you're normalfag-tier, sure you can cope by being smart or by being a clown. But if you're a walking abomination, you won't even have the chance to develop social skill and being smart won't be of much use to you. I speak from experience.


As an older wizard, I have bad news for you. It doesn't get any better with age unless you're a conformist normalfag who managed to blend in with the rest of the cattle. It gets worst actually, because you realize that your best years are behind you and all that is left is decay. If you think you're full of hatred and rage now, wait until you get older.


It does get better with age if you take the effort to integrate your experiences. I'm an older wiz and am grateful for all that life has put me through, all the external hardships, damage, learning lessons and also internal happiness and beauty. This is the only place you will find happiness. The outside world is a desert, you are the fountain.


I agree with >>217390 on ways it can be better, but I'd also say that age doesn't cure it on its own. Really comes down to finding something you actually want to do in this world. I'm angrier than ever, but I'd rather be angry and hateful than live in the trap I was in during teens, or trying to deny it like I did in my twenties. As soon as I got out of the school trap I was trying to live some sort of normal life, only to see the whole country going insane - just as I predicted would happen since I was a child, and kept asking why anyone went along with what they were doing to the country.

The way age helped me was to have a worthy target for rage, to understand better why humans turned out the way they did and how it really was their fault. We had the misfortune of living in a Nazified country where "project, project, project" was violently imposed, because they had all of this wealth accumulated by better men to loot and destroy. All of that shaming and all of the ideology exists purely as a cover for them to keep stealing everyone's shit - all of it. There's no great secret or purpose to any of it, and it was particular to our time. In another time - say I were born 30 years earlier - I would have reached middle age just as the country and the world went full Nazi insane, and would have been among those purged by the "boomer remover" trend, if I could live that long. Since I know of Boomers who knew everything they lived through was a travesty, and the worst of them prevailed, I have enough standard of comparison to know how it goes. The millennials did the same thing but much worse, just as they were trained, and like the earlier generations, the victims were made to suffer all of the costs. The aim of the looters is to tell you "this is all there can ever be", but history doesn't work the way their theories insist it does. They have to edit history to sell their idea, and when that doesn't work when people retain a few brain cells, they have to produce hitherto unknown volumes of shit, and then forcibly drug and destroy the mind to make this plunder a thing to sell. The past was hardly "good", but there were actual struggles and a concept of class mobility. By the middle of the 20th century, class mobility was effectively destroyed, and the aim of those who won has always been a full eugenic caste system. So, we have been made to suffer so much for this scam, this retarded theory of society that will only produce predictable failure, just as it did for the Hindus. But, retarded aristocrats love that, and they can't even say why.

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