>>216692that is one thing i don't really understand, on the one hand there are catholic saints, although they can't be called saints while here on earth because they could always change their mind to follow satan. supposedly it is required of us to believe in the existence of at least SOME good people. the problem is that i am so drowned by drama both in family and at work, people always behaving like trash, trying to find a way to backstab each other, being blatantly fake through and through that it is leaving me seriously embittered, i long for such solace, to witness someone who doesn't enjoy being evil, that the perceived missteps are just that, missteps, a human mistake instead of being the product of malice. i am struggling with murderous thoughts because of this non-stop barrage of shittiness. how can you call anyone a friend if that is all that exist? there has to be a counterexample, one, a single, living one with a genuine heart. i can't find it.
i haven't explored other imageboards in ages, i only stick with this one because in blue boards wizards behave really well when it comes to posting images.