No.217250[View All]
I try not to think about them. I don't know what's inside of me, that keeps kicking me. Like I have to go out everyday, cause I can't be a NEET, so lot of my time is sadly spent out of my house, and I like nature and seeing things.
But all I see all the times are couples, get my blackpilled views vindicated, which sucks cause blackpill is killing me. It hurts knowing that you're trapped in a chain. But it hurts even more knowing that there is no prospect of losing it.
And I find it hard to hold back tears when my coworkers and trainees talk about succubi, I just feel so inferior. Years of being mogged as a child has destroyed my confidence. I want to live myself and I can't even do it.
All I do is spend most of my time in the imaginary world that I have concocted in my imagination and it's killing me. It's truly killing me. I see no meaning of life, perhaps no one.
But I see the purpose of life, which is to continue itself, every creature does it.
I hate the fact that I will never have a son, I saw a man with his son on the back of a scooter on a mountainous road. I will never be able to pass down the tenderness of the old and wise to the young and brave. I don't know why I live and what for and why seemingly everyone is out to punish me online and offline. My biology and longing for companionship is killing me. I wish I was born earlier or later when there will be Android Femoids.
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>>217288Satan wants slaves. And you disgust me with your simping
No.217376
>>217372Are schizos breeders?
>illiterate idiocy No.217385
>>217372none of that is what schiz looks like. A schiz will misunderstand literally everything you say and can't understand metaphors. They talk in a disjointed fashion with no logical connection between paragraphs usually. I hate this LE PILLZ LE SCHIZO meme so much.
>delusionsdopa excess in the pfc
>flattened effectreceptor blockade from ap's, overstimulation of d receptors causing dieoff
>disorganized thoughts/speechagain pfc
>hallucinationsprolly overstimulation of 5ht2a, which has been damaged by excitotoxicity
>reduced speech, lack of initativeagain damaged d-receptor groups
It's a disease where your basic receptors all get blown out from too much nt, and if they ever get activated again in an abnormal brain even weirder stuff happens. Not some meme poster on the internet posting about ayyys or communism
No.217434
Yall are using Maya wrong. I just leaned on a mean spirited insecure high class (smokeshow tho) exes body image, and improved myself while I got a fat chick fwb. She cracked under double delusions and now is carrying my ass financially and on the couch starting the day drinking a tub of ice cream. She's gotten slow and happy with anything, esp me and stupid and almost..sometimes…
No.218144
what i do is realise that there's nothing i can do to get a female anyway. i'm a genetic inferior to 99.9% of men. that realisation made me a volcel even as a 13 year old, up until now in my mid 20s.
No.218149
>>218146Real volcels are normies guys that can get laid occasionally but decided it's not worth their effort because they're not Chad.
No.218157
>>218149That's like saying the homeless are just ordinary folk who refuse to buy a penthouse in Manhattan as if they had true opportunity to do so.
Guys who have tried dating or apps for years and never got a single, not one, succubus interested in them… Aren't "voluntarily celibate". They are crabs.
Wizards who never even wanted to date or have sex nor made any attrempt to so so are volcels.
No.218158
>>218157The point is the average looking neurotypical guys who could get casual sex once every 6 months with an uhly succubus if they really put effort into it, throw in the towel and say fuck it, it's not worth the effort.
The amount of work they need to put in compared to a handsome faced 6'4 jock who is ripped (who even gets succubi hitting on him) is absurd and stupid.
The modern market by far gives those guys the vast majority of choices, while normies get leftovers, and the ugly or weirdo young guys get literally nothing.
For the guys in the middle the juice is not worth the squeeze so they just stay at home and play video games with their buddies or watch sports.
No.218161
>>218158Yeah, nonvirgin normies who just aren't that attractive can be volcels.
Ugly failed normies who are virgins despite hitting on hundreds of succubi and tried to match 5000 tinder succubi are not in "voluntary" celibacy.
No.218703
forgot i could comment on here.
i don't regard females as humans, they are annoying, handicapped, faggots that god punishes by making them cum eating faggots. they are basically just feminized men with zero value.
No.218705
>>217250Honestly? no I wouldn't.
The main reason why I'm a wizard is because I'm ugly. Being unatractive will mold your whole personality. Ugly people tend to be introverted because they've had bad experiences while socializing due to their appereance while good looking people tend to be more extroverted because they get positive feedback from others.
No.218706
>>218705>Being unatractive will mold your whole personalityIf you mean "mold in a bad way" then
>projecting this hardIf you mean "mold in potentially a good way" then yes I agree
No.218792
There isn't a "quick cure" to this. Age tends to make clear how pointless this really is.
I spent a lot of time dreaming of becoming a eunuch and cutting off my balls purely to make clear "this is what I think about your society and I refuse to reproduce ever to feed that beast". I will never do it, and now I don't have to since the desire is effectively dead. But, it does remind me that I felt better rejecting this disgusting society than I ever felt participating in its rituals. I never felt lonelier than when the prospect of meeting succubi was presented to me, like I'm talking to a succubus and the crushing sense of failure was worse than ever. I had no idea what to say to them. How could I, after all of this? If she would accept me, I would be obligated to refuse her and tell her that it is far too late. I tell everyone I can to turn away from all of this. The bastards imposed eugenics and artsem anyway, and they are pushing that aggressively so the state Nazis can take the children and make them all into screaming Satanists like the people who imposed this.
No.218795
>>218792Why did you have to ruin an otherwise excellent wizard post with that schizo stuff about satanic screaming nazis?
No.218885
>>217250>breedingYou must experience life at its worst possibilities to cure yourself from such idiotic, egoist desire
No.218947
>>218887this is just cope, admiting you want all that sweet material but denying it for the sake of a loving God is much more honest
life is not suffering, we either suffer due to our circumstances or suffer by choice, absence of suffering is living like a NEET
No.218948
>>217250Take a break from the internet. The internet practically worships succubi. Even the men online who claim to hate them do nothign but talk about them. This tells the brain that succubi are inherently more valuable and reinforces the idea that you are a pathetic loser for not being able to get with one.
So take a break and let your brain experience something else for a bit. When you come back on the internet remind yourself at how succubi obsessed everyone seems to be. Not everyone is like this, btw. The internet tends to make it easy for the worse of the worst to find each other and spew their toxicity.
No.218950
>>218947NEETing is only heaven if you also have some additional discretionary funds. Then again, to begin with NEETbucks are rare on this planet.
But if you get both NEETbucks and some form of income from your parents or relatives, you can live a very, very good life on this planet with zero work.
No.218955
>>217250On the whole of it, it sounds to me like you're doing precisely what I used to do which is that you're deeply romanticizing a life that you were told was the goal of every man: to find a good, loyal wife, have children, and cultivate a productive, healthy family. This idea was fed to you by people (be it your parents, teachers, media, or society around you) who were told this by the established order to encourage people to breed more people to be used however the nation sees fit, be it laborers, soldiers, etc. Granted, this wasn't always a strictly bad thing, in better times, people could derive great joy from family-life. In this day and age, however, it's all just feeding into the bloated machine that uses human lives as a resource to keep itself alive.
Most of the "happy couples" you see and hear about embellish their own success. They will tell others how happy they are, but what happens behind the scenes typically falls into one of four scenarios:
>1. They're an elderly couple who came from a different era with a better economy and better living conditions in general. Their success cannot be replicated in these modern times.>2. Their relationship is actually shit but they don't want other people to know.>3. They're degenerates behind closed doors and the reason their relationship 'works' is because they're both guilty of the same foul deeds that most others would not accept them for.>4. (The most common) Their relationship 'works' because one is completely capitulating to the desires of the other.(i.e. pussy-whipped/dick-puppet) So one of the two is enjoying a comfortable, easy relationship, while the other (the subservient one) is slaving away to maintain the illusion of that fairy-tale relationship so they don't have to be alone.In any case, don't trick yourself into believing that everyone is so much better off than you when your only evidence for that idea is the carefully crafted illusion of bliss that they project to the world. Normalfags have always been image over substance, don't be fooled by the image.
>>218887This. Learning to let go of one's own attachment to the material world and stop caring about 'normal life' in general isn't easy at first, but it is well worth it and it feels amazing.
>>218947>this is just copeI disagree. To place great value and desire in something that one does not and cannot have will inevitably cause that individual to suffer emotionally, "suffering by choice" just as you said. To relinquish one's self of that desire is to unlearn a harmful way of thinking and thus relieve one's self of that self-imposed suffering. That is not 'cope', it is basic logic and reasoning. What's more is that many cultures and even religions emphasize the importance of letting go of one's own attachment to this world before approaching death. For example, in Christianity, Jesus says (and I'm paraphrasing a bit here) that his children must shed all earthly ties before death and embrace him in order to be fully accepted into heaven. Regardless of what religion, philosophy, or culture you look at, they all understand (with a few exceptions, like the ancient Egyptians) the same basic truth about life and death: you can't take this shit with you when you die, so it's probably a good idea not to get too attached to any of it.
No.218958
>>218952Plenty of people would kill to be in your situation.
No.218973
>>218955of course that being an envious idiot will also lead to suffering, what you make out of that envy is what will make that suffering ordered or disordered, act on it like a faggot we call that a sin; no need to be religious to understand that is part of the human condition. simply deny to act on that envy and take the emotional hit because God and (most) philosophers are in agreement that act on it makes you a filthy faggot, refusing to ignore the emotional movements of that envy is actually the ordered way to manifest that love for God. will you feel envy again? only time will tell, you never know.
now here is the core of the argument that we most likely disagree, is that we are all human and we feel great pleasure on stuffing your belly with that delicious pizza or jerking off to loli porn, we acknowledge with our own senses that both are good as in pleasurable, and pleasure is associated with good and that is mostly true, i won't take that from materialistfags - if we are good as beings, then our characteristics, feelings and what have you are to be good by deduction, the question then are in our actions; we are capable of killiing beings, insulting others, destroying the fame of these beings and what have you, to which for the most part, killing a human for no justifiable reason will be agreed to be evil, having someone cheat or steal are also considered evil almost universally.
are we to discard all that is pleasurable just because of a few instances that might trigger envy? absolutely not, that is a great mistake that leads many to misery for no good reason, it would only be good if that is a personal act to love God just like chads from more traditional times would make a scene accompanied with a bouquet of flowers just to show a succubus that he loves her, which in most despiction of such scenes the succubus is shown as flattered. now let's go back to the fat fuck who is bloating himself with pizza and jerking off to loli porn; so he is feeling all these pleasures, what exactly makes it disordered? the pleasure itself? no, it is the seeking of that pleasure for something a human wasn't made for, a dick is made for breeding and the pleasure we get from sex is, let's say, a reward for the attempt at having a child with that succubus, the succubus will get a kick out of it too; the fat fuck is also bloating himself with pizza, he wasn't made for that either, the pleasure of eating is a reward for giving nutrition, for taking care of the body which is the temple of God; watching loli porn is also disordered for the same reason jerking is, the naked body of a succubus prepares the male brain to coom right in the pussay. in short, for each characteristic we have been given, there is a purpose to it that should not be pointlessly denied unless you just want to please God, otherwise it is all a waste of time, an empty gnostic act and yet not a definition of what gnosticism is because gnosticism encompasses a reality much greater than just disregarding the material.
No.218983
observe, look at all the stress and misery that a woe-to-man adds to your life…
every one of my male friends died long slow and hard…
no bullshit, just fact, i have 1 friend who is twenty years older than me (93)the misery his hoors put him thru has always served as a caution…
it ain't efn worth it in any way shape or form…
No.218985
>>218983You contradicted yourself
No.219005
>>218973I think that fundamentally, we are at least in agreement that there is an importance to be placed upon self-control. In this current scenario that we are examining, the self-control takes form in the act of refusing to cause oneself suffering by giving into feelings of envy over things that others have. Where we seem to deviate from one another, however, is how that self-control is achieved. For me, that for me self-control is more about denying importance to most material pleasures and thus avoiding the temptations that come with those things. Your view on the matter, and please correct me if I'm mistaken, seems to be more about indulging those pleasures in a way that is more sensible and healthy than the behavior of a normalfag or failed normalfag. I consider neither your way nor mine to be incorrect, however, as I do not see either philosophy to be a case of 'one size fits all.' It is more about the individual and what approach best suits them.
Also to clarify, I only disagree with your claim that disregarding material things is a 'cope' as I consider it to be one of multiple possible methods to rejecting the normalfag mindset. But as I said, I believe that your view is no less valid than mine, we simply choose a different approach that best serves us in our individual situations.
No.219030
I've never felt very lonely, because in my mind being with a succubus has never felt like a real possibility for me. Now I'm about a year from wizardom and the thought of being with a succubus sounds awful from even a practical standpoint, what a horrible pain in the ass it'd be to have to put up with one. I could spend an eternity alone on my computer.
So yeah, give up on even the possibility of being with a succubus is my advice.
No.219031
females = trouble, strife, agro, stress, an early demise, ungodly expense, on and on and on….
i have made it to my 70's without one, all my married friends are dead except 1 and he is insane…
i have missed nothing except pain and ungodly misery and strife and etc.
No.219033
>>218985 how/ very tired here rotten night from all the bints packing to move away.
i could never stand to have one of the creatures around…
No.219040
>>219031Holy shit, youre 70? How did you even find this place boomerwiz?
No.219244
>>217250It's all carving your way into /sig/ and tantric fap/seminal retention.
There is no need to stop thinking on them if you properly manage to exert full retribution (edging benefits) from your libido.
Semen retainers often notice the effects of that practice on their own presence, how they become more… magnetic. Yet succubi outside never get ghosted heavily enough. World of coom…
No.219261
>>219244>There is no need to stop thinking on them if you properly manage to exert full retribution (edging benefits) from your libido.i think it's still weird for us to actively lust for them, even if we detour this lust from the path it follows with normals, i.e., of trying to sleep with them. i think all lust for 3dpd should be given up and redirected to "2d", which was always better anyway (scare quotes because to even refer to it as 2d as if it were merely a subset of our 3d world is a mistake).
>>219005>Your view on the matter, and please correct me if I'm mistaken, seems to be more about indulging those pleasures in a way that is more sensible and healthy than the behavior of a normalfag or failed normalfag.no, he's speaking from a teleological christian perspective where it's proper or not according to the purpose for which god made it. so his argument against fapping to lolis is that it's always "disordered" because the purpose of cumming is reproduction, which is in essence the same as the materialist atheist evo psych perspective, with only a key detail being different.
it's also another example of an idea i had considered some time ago, that the cultural evolution of the most developed western societies from christianity into materialist atheism is a very natural one because the former already has the conditions to turn into the latter, and it naturally does so when it confronts certain facts about the natural world. basically, though the two perspectives seem opposite, they're both still just different positions within the same narrow paradigm.
No.219269
>>219031Feels like a lose-lose situation. Either enter a shitty relationship and be miserable or be a loner hermit and be miserable.
No.219303
Ask yourself this question; if it were a sandwich would you eat it ?
No.219318
>>219269Failed normalfaggotry
No.219319
>>218947This post must be some deep fap brainrot
No.219321
>>218948The internet bootlicks succubi unless any us dares to exert opposite influence. Dont let the anti mgtow mania scare you, they were banned from reddit for something
They must be like a damn bane to the narcissistic pride of femtards
No.219501
> I just feel so inferior. Years of being mogged as a child has destroyed my confidence. I want to live myself and I can't even do it.
you can go to a monastery and become a monk, there's always a possibility
No.219529
>>217288>>217293>antinatalism is satanic>satanicWhat are you guys smoking
No.219573
>>219529it is. Life will never cease to exist no matter what some jewish "scholar" says
No.219598
do succubi naturally enjoy seeing men suffer?
No.219607
>>219598Yeah of course, they think of whatever Chad that hurt them and used their easy loose ass, and think to themselves haha finally revenge. Yep…
No.219638
You just got talk with people, its hard on the start but yolo.
No.219727
>>219608is Akihiko Kondo our guy?
No.219731
>>219598YES. Many times suffering themselves when they do not achieve it.
look for the ethymology of the word "wo-men"
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