>>218041I dont know what happened to my post, I accidentally the whole thing somehow and then I didnt feel like typing everything up again and just sort of gave up.
it was somewhat like this: I'm 35 and as Wizardly as it gets, been here since the first wizchan too, back then I used to post more but since the last decade or so it got less. kinda dont have the motivation anymore so I usually just lurk here and I dont really have all that much to say anyway as I spend my days as a recluse NEET hikki.
overall I'm not even THAT depressed, life is sort of okay at times but aging sucks. got a heart problem (not from vaccines, was born with it) which is getting worse, my eyes are getting worse with every year and overall my health is slow and steady going down the shitter, I'm also losing my hair, havent jerked off in years and I'm just tired all the damn time. if I make it to 40 I'm probably still gonna be here somewhere but I also feel like I gotta get off this shitty ride soon because it sure as fuck aint gonna get better but I dont worry too much about suicide, I expect to randomly drop dead.