>>219479>feelingRemember that they have such company out being social, and social in terms of normalcy always had bootlickery in it. Observe that person closely, listen to their words, they will say time to time things you wouldnt want in your mouth.
When I stopped being a failed normo in high school, I started caring about my looks only to spit on any female attention I would receive about them.
31 years old and I still have this sadism on me, in spite of how much times normos told me "you will regret not going for this blah blah". Had I gone for whatever they would have played with me like a toy:
>Do you want to come here?>Why so quiet?>Etc, etc…That constant anxiety for getting female attention was killing me, yet the truth is, that this attention easily drops no matter how deep or long, nor the type of the relationship be. They do not want men, they want their power, their status, their vis comica, their whatever…
They are like that quote about the world: "when you laugh, the world laughs with you, when you cry you cry alone". This disgust I feel is what somehow keeps shame away when faced with these "harem guys" with so many succubi on them around me. It has this scent of coercion, subtle and stingy… but I decided long ago: if succubi go after some man we do not estimate much, that should not be taken as an error from our judgement, but rather as succubi being at his level and therefore despicable. Such was amongst my motivations towards wizardry when I started this path