>>220477This.
It's also the reason I don't want to live much past 40 or 45.
Reading stuff online, it's disgusting how broken, geriatric, fragile peoples bodies are already at that age no matter how healthy you try to live.
There are tons of people as early as age 45 who need incontinence diapers. Who have complete erectile dysfunction. Severe joint pains and back pains despite eating healthy and doing sports. Severe skin conditions and heart issues.
Life is just a shitshow once the last of your youth is gone. After that you are a worn out weirdo propped up by modern medicines, surgeries and ointments so they don't lose you as a consumer who spends money.
I'm 37 and utterly terrified of aging. To me life is about to end, and at the stage where you get dementia and such, it's already over, you only exist as a void zombie.