I literally can't function as a normal human

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I literally can't function as a normal human Anonymage 04/20/25 (Sun) 17:52:11 No.223294

Hearing music I liked drives me insane. I am compelled to dance and start hallucinating (the same stuff, usually charging a machine gun nest or riding a tank or some other war kino bullshit). Thing is, it gives me so much dopamine high it turns into a thorough addiction. I can't even read mangas anymore since every 2 page is interrupted by me running around the floor. Let alone reading actual stuff.I'm winging it by residual intelligence and parents being rather well off. Managed to convince boss and coworkers for the last 7 months ( in my bullshit job) that I'm a competent guy, but they always notice something's off when performance review comes up. I'm fucked. Its over for me.

Anonymage 04/20/25 (Sun) 17:57:42 No.223296

probably wean off music (during productive time) slowly over time

Anonymage 04/20/25 (Sun) 18:21:26 No.223298

>>223294
I had the same issue then stopped suddenly. I wish I could help you but I don't know exactly what made it stop.

Anonymage 04/20/25 (Sun) 18:47:14 No.223302

OP I am also suffering from a similar problem as you. For example, I open Sonne as my favourite song + Adolf Hitler conversation and I imagine myself giving orders to the soldiers. What causes this?