/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>224494
no more thinking

>>224494
>Watch some ASMR to experience a shred of female affection
Crabs can't go a single post without mentioning that they still want and need succubi.

>>224496
Being a Wizard™ has taken its toll on me, and I don't see the point of pretending it hasn't.

>>224497
just get a body pillow

>>224494
>>224497
what asmr succubi do you follow?

>>224493
the same as this except the phone

>>224493
I can tell you how my day today was for example
>Wake up
>go to uni
>sit alone like its normal because it is normal even if Im an outlier because nobody cares about me
>dont understand shit award
>skip last lecture tell myself Ill do it at home
>do it at home for remaining 8 hours of the day and only manage 10%
>admit to mommy that I have 0 friends when she asks me about how Im doing with getting a gf
>try to alleviate the pain of failure, of being 23yo and sucking at life, by telling myself that its fine if I kill myself next week
>watch youtube and twitch daily out of habbit
>remember that what Im doing is not nearly enough even though its so draining
>think about how I would have more energy if I was a sociable normalfag that goes to gym
>to top it all off Im also sick for a week already and have produced a bin full of used tissues, I dont feel so well
>no job would want to take me so my net worth is 0
the worst part is that Im 23yo

>>224568
I thought you were much younger before you stated your age, rought shit, that kind of crap is tolerable when you are a teenager or 22 years old (max).

>>224568
Similar but been spinning my wheels in this situation for years and nearing 27. Haven't made any friends at uni but luckily still have some of my fellow wiz apprentice autists from HS who still live in the same area and are either NEET or low skill wagies so I still get to play vidya with them and hang out sometimes. Right now my routine is
>wake up
>walk dogs/feed them
>go to work or turn on the work laptop if it's wfh day
>don't do anything either way but have to pretend I'm busy so my boss doesn't suspect anything
>try not to think about the fact that I need to write a report about this internship for uni and I have nothing cause I'm not doing anything
>try to get myself to study some on the side if I'm not working already but can't bring myself to, I'm too stupid to understand it quickly and become too frustrated/scared to go on and face my retardation
>just kind of read and watch stuff and wait for the day to pass until I can go home/turn off the work laptop
>exercise a little bit usually and walk the dogs again
>tell my mom my day was fine when she comes home from work
>try not to think about the fact that I'm probably going to fail out of uni after over 5 years with no degree because I'm too scared/apathetic to do anything and I'm approaching 30 with nothing to show for it.

>>224500
your mom xD

>>224585
Fuck, get the fuck out of here, stupid Normies and Crabs and Russia

>>224568
maybe wizardchan needs a /uni/ board to collectively solve stuff like yours… with AI.

I mean, I am a college dropout. Could have handled it if I had an AI to explain me some "obvious to "everyone", but actualy mystical for a wizard" moments

>>224568
>>think about how I would have more energy if I was a sociable normalfag that goes to gym

More energy lmao. Lies normalfags tell themselves.
Don't fall for the modern temple of self harm and body dysmorphia. Sports are supposed to be fun and relaxing, gasping under weights and toiling like a slave are anything but. It's exhausting in the long run, the body and the mind take plenty of resources to recover. Or at least go there and run the treadmill while normalfags kill themselves slowly in order to attain the coveted instagram body. Just go for a brisk walk in the park.

>>225704
Can confirm. I tried the whole gymrotting lifestyle before. If you genuinely enjoy it, the working out to failure, meal prepping, seeing your weights increase then that's fantastic and more power to you. But most people just fall for it as some kind of coping mechanism, hoping to attain some kind of value if only you reach a certain level of aesthetics. Still looking for a kind of exercise that doesn't feel like exercise and more like a fun activity, though.

>>225704
You know what, I have autism and I went to the gym religiously for 5 years to "become more NT".

Not once was it enjoyable, it was just annoying torture, extra laundry and sensory discomfort from an overheated body that wouldn't cool down for hours after showering.

I did look physically better, but it's just not worth the misery and drudgery. Fuck the gym. I'm 10x happier now without it.

>>224493
7AM or around
Trash around lazily - microwave some home dinner/soup
teeth, face routine, sometimes fingernails, not shaving

maybe tossing some laundry into my washing machine (has a timer to start 9-10 hour after I go)

Bus (2 comfy near-empty buses pass by at the same time, no interchanges, comfee)

Work (all the tasks by boss gives + some "laying around" stuff to process)

food time whenever I want (I don't want to go eating untill all the urgent stuff is done… normally)


bus to home with a trip to a supermarket on my street

home

no gaming, just interwebbery

wash
go to sleep

hear some biker go VROOOOOOOOOOOOM RATATATAT VROOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooommmmmmmm…

realize I forgor something, get up
go to bed
realize I forger to turn on my AC
turn it on
grab a small BT-speaker/mp3 player
put on some quiet music to fight my "hyperacousia"

unironically have a comfy sleep on my matress

>>225707
I never found it enjoyable, but I must admit, it made me healthier and feel healthier too. My drive to do anything at all completely vanished after quitting physical exercise.