/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>224597
>i can technically play them if you forced me to, but it's completely tedious and feels like work
100% same as you. thank you for your post

>>224597
>but you're basically always using 100% of your conscious attention and it never gets off-loaded into your subconscious
Not true in the slightest. This is the kind of shit schoolteachers tell students to scare them in to learning the useless curriculum.

>>224599
No, he's right. I'm an autistic 31 year brazilian who is basically a shutin and I still get bugged by 18-25 year olds to fill in for their semi-serious squads because I played the game daily since I was 4 years old (until around 23) and I never ever lost the motor skills or techniques). I was also in the youth academy for Corinthia which is a top tier adult team

I can still beat 20 year old defenders as if they started playing this year.

In every single other thing, every 20 year old would beat me to pieces. I will never know anything as deeply as football because it's so deeply ingrained in my subcobscious and muscle memory through millions of repetitions.

>>224596
I'm lazy as fuck too but whats worse is that there is like hundreds of things that interest me and that I'd like to pursue as a hobby, but obviously this is impossible, you cant have hundreds of hobbies because the day has not enough hours in it and you arent immortal so its not like you have infinite time to do what you want and its also impossible to remember everything.
So I end up doing nothing instead or just dabble in things for a a couple days to a week at most, then abandon them and move on to the next or spend months inbetween doing nothing worth mentioning.
its also one of the reasons why I cant hold down a job, even if its interesting in the beginning (it never is) I get bored with the work quickly and then just quit, cant imagine doing one thing for the rest of my life like many NPC normalfags do.

>>224602
Are you a brazilian NEET?

>>224605
It's really hard to be neet here because social security is nonexistent. My parents keep me alive and I help them as much as I can. I also cook them several days of meals
at once to reduce their stress.

>>224606
Then you are a NEET, but just don't have NEETbux, are your family well off, because I think is hard for a third worlder to NEET when it comes from a poor family.

>>224597
Yup. At the end of the day, I can't really be too proud of myself when most of my current art mileage came from mindless and occasionally angst-fueled scribbling in my formative years. I'd never even get started with something so complicated as the mentally rotted blob I am today. Never mind the fact that I've done very little in the way of actually being responsible throughout my whole life.

>>224611
Oh, you misunderstood. I work like a slave and have one day a week free. The salary is so low it's not enough for even a one bedroom apartment.

I use it to contribute to my parents living expenses, I buy food, I buy them medicine etc.

Brazil is literally hell if you're born poor. I have a uni degree in material sciences and that wont get you anywhere in this country unless you are related to politicians or CEO:s personally through blood.
I'm relegated to a literal warehouse and there are 100,000 people in line to take my job if I don't do every single thing and whim my employer demands.

>>224617
Brutal, just brutal, I know the feeling, wage slaving and capitalism is nasty, even worse in a third world country, still can't fathom how people can defend capitalism, sound cucked as fuck, also, I guess no NEETbux on Brazil.