No.226040
whenever i meet a new stranger online, i will ask them, "what sort of websites do you go to? do you have online friends?" and 9 out of 10 times, they won't respond at all. i think they do nothing, too.
i hate everybody so bad, i hate everything mainstream, i hate all the dietary and lifting weights and political garbage on every image board, i hate reddit, i hate trannies, i hate every single thing children like, and i hate every single piece of children's entertainment produced for the past 10 years, i hate anime and japan now because their jokes are unfunny and look like steven universe with cgi now, i hate succubi in japanese video games, i hate every single thing on every streaming service, i played all of the good video games i have 1% of interest in, i hate rap and 99% of people listen to rap even old people, i watched every movie, i read every comic book and i read every novel i want to read as of this year and whenever i try a new one i am disappointed, i don't even want to talk about entertainment media anyway i go to /tv/ and i have nothing to say about movies i watched.
i don't really know what i want to talk about even. Whatever it is, it's not being discussed on the Internet. so, i have no frame of reference.
when i talk to people online now, even people i like, i'm very stressed out because i have nothing to say. I sit in a chair and get angry that the Internet sucks.
reddit failed normalfaggots killed gothic king cobra because they were angry he sat in a chair. It made me want to kill myself. It made me want to post on the Internet even less. i deleted what few accounts online i have and privated my Steam profile yesterday after thinking about how reddit murdered king cobra, because I am "retiring" from this place and have given up any hope for an online friendship.
i hate everybody so badly.
i don't know what sorts of replies to expect.
i will just ask you, too. What do you do on the computer? do you post diet and fitness advice all day here? thats why i hate even this place now, it's all the same every image board.
im meeting with a psychiatrist tomorrow because i hate everything so bad i want to kill myself and i am thinking of suicide every single second i'm not distracting myself, but i don't want to die, i want to stay alive. i have my reasons.
No.226043
>>226040I dont even use the internet as much anymore either, outside of jew research and wanting to learn about how computers work. Maybe I talk to AI and browse wiz, sometimes music, but even youtube I dont go on anymore.
Yeah the internet is genuinely fucking lame now.
No.226044
With the new online verification laws like the KOSA and the OSA, we expect you to have to come out to join society enthusiastically.
The new laws will be implemented as quickly and effectively as possible to enable users to benefit from its protections.
We keep you safe.
No.226046
>>226040what I do on the internet?
>hunting down books to read and research stuff>browsing shithole sites like 4chan, mostly for news>play multiplayer videogames where I can shoot normalfags>dick around with AI making pictures and videos or roleplay scenarios>gooning to stuff>buying and selling crypto shitcoins>looking up stuff I want to buy>watch youtube videos>online bully normalfags No.226047
>>226040>i will just ask you, too. What do you do on the computer? I don't do anything besides look at porn and watch youtube shorts.
I've tried to do other shit but it's not fun. Nothing is fun. But hey that's life right?
No.226048
>what do you do on the internet
The internet is only fun for the first few times using it. It's not been interesting to me for over 12 years. I'm just here because… What else is there to do?
No.226053
>>226048How many times have you used the internet? I don't want a length of time; I want the actual number
No.226054
>>226053I don't remember the last non-internet day since the late 90s, so since 1999 to 2025, which is nearly 10 000 times.
If each "time" is roughly 8 hours, that means 80 000 hours, or 9.12 years.
I've spent 9 years of my life, almost a decade, staring at a screen.
No.226055
>>226054>I've spent 9 years of my life, almost a decade, staring at a screen.I literally just said I don't want a length of time
No.226056
Some of the most honest words I have read lately.
We were not made for this sensory information overload on the internet. There is do much data, so fucking much data. It is fucking ridiculous. Everything is there yet nothing is really there.
No.226058
>>226048best post so far. if i stopped using the computer i'd stare at the wall like slingblade instead. there is absolutely nothing else to do besides sit at a computer. everything else costs money. going outside on hiking trails etc is effectively the same thing as staring at the wall.
i laughed so hard i cried at memes and made posts on /b/ when i was 12. then very soon it's just repetition and you've seen it all before and you develop a tolerance to laughter like it's a drug. i laugh maybe once a month now.
>>226056yes. and none of it is interesting enough to study. i'd rather watch a random youtube video i dont care about than apply patience and willpower studying boring subjects such as medieval europe, which is boring and difficult. recreational academia won't make me any money or improve my life 1%, so study is purely for fun. and if it's not fun to you then why would you waste your time?
i am OP and today i spent 12 hours organizing files on my computer and looking at pics on /toy/. and i am on cymbalta now so i don't kill myself. and now i am playing total war medieval 2 but it's very hard and im not having fun because it's too hard. other times games are too easy. i think it's similar to the laughter sensitivity buildup where after you have played enough games your threshold for fun becomes almost impossible and maybe it's why older people will do things like play Postal 2 for an entire 15 years because there's no point in trying something new.
No.226059
>>226056What's wild is if you leave for 4 months and come back, it literally feels as if absolutely nothing has changed and there's nothing new.
But when you use it everyday, you feel like there's constant new information.
There's both constant information and no new information.
No.226060
>>226056No, everything is there but you have no way to utilize any of that information in your personal life without money and resources.
It's all simulation and mental masturbation with no aim.
No.226061
I use internet to satisfy my intellectual interests, which vary from reading the news to watching people dying, I specifically research dark topics like cancer stories and true crime to better comprehend the suffering that exists in this world, I also love to interact with my wizfriends
No.226067
Bots outnumber real people on the inteSpecialrnet rn that makes me feelkinda
No.226068
Try getting off the internet and try the real life
No.226069
>>226056
>We were not made for this sensory information overload on the internet. Sssss
No.226071
you are just boring and retarded.