>>227564>but ironically, I enjoy being a khhv.Same here! (not OP)
(it hurt a lot when my parents broke up. KHHV is cozy as in not breaking up if we were never mates.)
>I just wish I could improve at my hobbies.Back in my days, learning new stuff was my hobby and I LOVED studying. Unfortunately, various narcissistic people were "mean", vicious to me.
They would do stuff to convince me to quit living in a shell, to drop a truth bomb at me, to call me a shut-in and stuff. As result, they were attacking me with phrases like "school isn't everything", "teach you stuff your school has never teached you?", "be simpler!", "you only PRETEND to be better than other" and stuff… and I didn't know some meanies have narcissistic personality DISORDER. Truth is, I only learned what NPD is an hour ago or so. Didn't know my mere existence was enough to hurt an ego of some future Uber guy.
At the end of they day, I got a job that pays a lot and has no people to harass me on how pale I am/how boring I am/how wizardchan-tier I am