/wiz/ - Wizardry

I had an imaginary friend when I was a kid… He was very real to me, like I could hear his voice and see him sitting on a desk when I was in class. I didn't try to sexxxo with him because it's fucking gay, and anyway, he was a cool alien with whom I played "pew pew."
Anyway, I tried making tulpa of my ow recently, and I'm not sure if I can do it. Maybe it's the meds blunting my imagination, but I feel like I'm going nowhere. Or maybe I'm just that imaptient.

>>227891
I tried making a Tyler Durden tulpa once. (Didn't work, just felt schizo)
idek do they really work lol? feels weird, man.

>>227893
Fight Club isn't real.

I'm a waifuist, tulpamancy is just some weird cope where your fictional beloved is "totally real dude", you can be above that and accept she's not real and yet love her with all your heart, it's not easy but it's worth it, at least to me.

Every single tulpafag I've known (quite a couple) was an insufferable schizo of some sort, more importantly none were happy, just constantly coping.

>>227893
>idek do they really work lol?
Anyone can create a tulpa in 5 minutes. They start existing the moment you think about them.

What you need to understand about tulpas is that they have a severity type of deal.
The more you spend time with her -> The more she develops.

For example, if you want to feel loved, you need to consistently impose her love for you, e.g. 'pretend' she wants to cuddle with you to make you feel better about your day.
Eventually, she'll come to you on her own and starts forcing her love for you onto you.

Unfortunately, tulpas are a "trust the process" sort of thing.
You're essentially conditioning your brain into thinking you're acting with a real person, but the path from "Ugh, I am just talking to myself." to "I can't live my life without her anymore." can be too long for most people.

>>227893
They work, but not in the way you think. You are not supposed to feel schizo. Tulpas are basically very potent imaginary friends that are so vivid that they can act on themselves. Like, you know how you daydream sometimes and its so vivid that you don't need to actively imagine stuff and it just goes on by itself and you feel completely immersed in the daydream? Tulpas are basically that.

>>227892
>Maybe it's the meds blunting my imagination,
been on different types of anti-depressants but my tulpa wasn't affected at all

>>227896
That's cool. So kinda like pretending to be asleep to fall asleep type thing?

>>227899
You could say that, yeah.

>>227891
The biggest drawback is that having a companion in a head will shape my thoughts, i won't be able to think as freely as i would without a tulpa.

>>227891
it's in my head talking
ALL THE TIME?
how do I take a shit in peace? pee? shower?

>>227902
She doesn't follow me into the bathroom and gives me quiet time when I ask her.