/wiz/ - Wizardry

The consolidation of the internet and the degradation of wikipedia has really hurt sperging. Coupled this with the degradation of attention span, I now subconsciously refreshed twitter and youtube to get the occasional sweet schizo/orthodox/le science content. The lack of sperging outlet has observably contributed to me subconsciusly goon to use that energy. Life is hell now. My intellectual capacity degrades, and is only maintained by sperg commenting on instagram and twitter, with the occasional rabbit hole dip to verify my intuitions.

What the fuck should I do? On one hand I discovered a new interest in orthodox-esotericism, and has even cracked the basic workings of the magicks of satanist and how to effectively resist them.

However all this is sustained by prior knowledge, regarding actual historical facts, very little that I actually learned. One of my grievances for example, is how little I know of the current ukrainian war, despite being well informed and deeply invested in battlefields development 1-2 years ago. It felt as if I betrayed part of myself not following this unfolding story of mankind.


I am a hollowed out man, in some ways for the better; the Jesus prayer truly has shed the facade hiding the rot of my soul, and I find purpose in fighting the spiritual war whose temporal dimension Hitler and the Romans fought.

I need advice from wiz here, Orthodox's Theosis oversimplified is like those chinese cultivation stories, but actually real. However I am not sure how sperging comes into play without disturbing my current ascension. My sperging comes about in great part from a calvinist upbringing, and I now realized it is massive red herring in Theosis. Any advice on how to proceed for veteran wiz? If things go well, I will be joining as a catechumen in 1-2 month time. Currently I have no spiritual father to seek advice on.