No.282798
liquor store needs to open
No.282901
My LSD order should arrive in a few days, but now I am becoming anxious. Last year I had a lot of positive experiences with it, but also few terrible ones. Might see what microdosing does, although using it once in three days sounds like nothingburger.
No.282907
Without alcohol i cannot fathom how the depressed individual navigates life, it must be truly horrific. A toast to all of us, who are cursed to walk this shithole earth in a life of suffering and sadness.
No.282962
I recently got diagnosed with minor liver disease due to alcohol and prescription pill abuse. If you're long-time users like me, I advice you to get a complete routine check. If you drink scan your liver for fibrosis, etc.
Even if you're suicidal, you're better off not getting sicker than necessary, heavy use is a big burden by itself.
No.283000
NEETbux coming next week, I'll blow it all on alcohol, heroin and smokes. It's so nice that you can buy drugs on the streets easy in my area. Also nice to be on NEETbux but I am sure there's going to be a day where I'll be forced to either stop drugging or find a job but for now I'll cope for as long as possible.
No.283002
liquor store
No.283012
>>282961Maybe try some lsd? I heard shrooms are more introspective and heavy on the head while lsd allows you to enjoy shit more. I've been somewhat depressed until yesterday. Took 140ug lsd tab and it was great, feel refreshed and at peace with myself.
Just don't do it when you feel like utter shit. try to get your mood to neutral at least and let go negative shit.
No.283016
>>281964>any of you guys ever ended up in a BAD part of townI go there every other day. It's not really a hood or anything but it's a pretty bad place compared to the rest of town. People there sell drugs open on the streets you can get speed, xannax, heroin, weed, all kinds of pills it's pretty impressive honestly the only problem is the price. If I have money I go there and get heroin, weed or speed. After years of buying I even started to know which dealers were legit which were fake since it's very easy to get scammed there trying to buy drugs.
The whole part of town isn't all that dangerous too fortunately it's possible to get robbed but as 6'3 white man I've never had any problems other than street nigs walking wide trying to bump into people looking for problems but I still carry a knife just in case. Either way I am buyin drugs having a knife with me won't be any worse.
No.283020
>>282961>Feel like I'm missing out on normie life>Take mushrooms>Contemplate how Saint Computer has given me all for basically free>Love ComputerI have been doing this weekly for 2 months now.
Keeps my mind away from the filthy dirty 3d reality and into the Good and Cool PC world for atleast half a week. I plan on MKUltraing myself into the perfect Machine state long term.
One Day I Will Be Computer
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZxTcixbfE8&ab_channel=XH No.283286
>>283020my last words will be a beep code
No.283305
>>283120You can't be completely independent from everyone and everything, you are a physical being interacting with the external world for sustenance and are shaped by it.
But I will be when I merge with Computer and then All is only Me.
No.283669
I can't quit drugs. I am able to get off them for weeks or months but I always come back because I have nothing else. Nothing bring pleasure or joy to my life other than drugs.
I'm a total fucking addict and I don't see any way out of it. thankfully what I'm addicted to isn't meth or heroin.
No.283677
>>283669Why would you ever quit drugs?
I've been coding on amphetamines for years and never increased past the "middle" dosage by scheduling correctly.
They're just tools.
No.283678
>>283677Mostly because I'm afraid of somehow losing access to them, either from lack of funds or else, and I don't like being addicted to anything. It gives a feeling of lack of autonomy.
Also, they mess with my sleep. I'm also a stimulant lover.
No.283682
had a bad acid trip the other day. It sucked. Made me crave to carve my arteries and let the blood flow so I could disappear forever. And yet there was this dread that dying is impossible and I will wake up again, perhaps even in worse reality. Jesus, what a hell trip that was.
No.283697
>>283682Tell me about it lad
No.283752
>>283682Sounds like an average Thursday morning for
No.283770
>>283682>And yet there was this dread that dying is impossible and I will wake up againWell, duh.
No.283925
>>283752felt worse than usual
No.284004
From the 13th to today, I have consumed 270 gabapentin pills. Each one was 600mg of gabapentin.
That's 12 days of swallowing gabapentin pills like they're candy or something.
That's an average of 22.5 pills a day.
That's an average of 13500mg of gabapentin a day.
The prescription label instructs the user to take 3 times a day, which would be 1800mg a day.
I'm gonna miss those pills, can't get anymore for 3 months!
Welp, back to the good ol' DPH! At least now I don't have diarrhea anymore!
No.284007
>>284004How nice is gabapentin?
No.284146
Did close to 300mg of ritalin, if not a bit over. Feeling good and coming down.
No.284149
>>277276yes, addictions are self-harm.
No.284208
Sometimes I buy a couple 40s or tallbois and get smashed while watching star wars or playing guitar. I can't drink hard liquor anymore because I used to go through a couple liters a week for a couple years and I hate it now.
I used to drop a benzedrex tube in a can of monster for a good buzz but they recently lowered the dose of propylhexedrine and its not worth it anymore. It was good for playing guitar or video games if you can resist the urge to jerk off. It also makes you feel like total ass the next day.
I tried edibles but I'm one of those unlucky bastards that can only smoke weed or dab because edibles do nothing. That shits also expensive.
Sometimes I just chug a bottle of cough syrup and disassociate for a few hours, but my tolerance is going up and I need a break.
I thought about buying heroin to off myself but I know I'd be tempted to try it first.
Currently I'm just smoking tobacco and chugging coffee every day because they're dirt cheap and I never run out, though I might try ketamine or something if I can find it.
No.284226
>>284007not that wiz, but it feels kind of like a more interesting opiate and gives really refreshing sleep. I would probably use it more often but I noticed that it raises my heartrate for quite a while after a dose so it sketched me out too much.
No.284914
heroin withdrawals. I can't explain how I feel, everything hurts and is scary.
No.285360
>>280329Not illegal for long, anon.
No.285473
>>277838DXM is fine if you can actually control yourself. It's a pretty nostalgic and fun experience IMO, but it's not something you can do every day and feel fine. So many idiot teenagers either binge on it or take something with acetaminophen, CPM, or some other gnarly shit, then everyone freaks out when they fuck themselves up.
Always wait 1 week per plat between doses, use DXM only products, and don't trick yourself into thinking this is some kind of "limitless" style drug. I've seem idiots go psychotic on this shit, or act totally oblivious when they can't take a piss because of urinary retention from binging and then blame the drug because they can't do their own damn research.
No.285483
just cant stop drinking wine to save my life
No.285488
I can’t stop smoking weed.
No.285750
>>285473I'm not that guy but I did DXM first time yesterday and it was a life altering experience. I took pills that have pure DXM, about 10x 30mg, and I had crazy closed eye visuals. I've been smiling like an idiot the entire day today. I can't and won't do this anytime soon, that was truly a rough but good experience.
No.285949
I want to be a gutter drunk again.. lying in a pile of clothes and garbage, cigarette butts strewn about, just grinning with a half gallon in my belly, making a fool of myself and getting rehab threats … that's what I wanna do. But of course I don't drink daily anymore. Responsibility is a bitch and a burden, huh?
No.286105
>>286104Germany is illegal in Cockfighting. This is a sexual enhancement drug that gives you huge cums and rock solid penises. By patent law, they can't sell the these pills as a jizz aid with these ingredients without paying royalties to the person that owns the patent for their use for such. So they were tested on roosters, found that it doesn't immediately kill them, and then sold as "cock fighting" pills which nobody has a patent for the ingredients being used for and is also an adequate euphemism for having a big hard boner.
A lot of stimulants, opioids, and legitimate medical care can be bought in the form of animal products. Fentanyl for example used to be something you could order online as a bovine tranquilizer, becoming a controlled substance after people started using it to kill their roommates. You can buy testosterone for bulls and pigs that has varying effects on human men. Even antibitoics can't be bought over the counter without a prescription, but chemically identical and just as safe versions can be bought for aquariums from any pet store.
No.286530
Hit some THC vape thing. It doesnt feel like hitting a blunt at all.
No.287617
>>280106>>280108>>280103i'll watch it. God bless, wizzie.
No.287621
rain rain go away was actually pain pain go away but made in a children's rhyme nice and easy
No.287943
>>287617Been a long while since I checked this thread, didn't expect any replies to my half-year old posts. Hopefully you enjoy Nurse Angel Ririka. Technically, it's an old chinese cartoon aimed at young asian succubi, so it is unusual for old archmages like us to have a good time watching it. But if I like it, surely a few other wizards can like it, too!
No.291442
>>277271Chocolate and nuts of a variety. I flee from drugs like from leproseries.