No.293996
>>287560>>293940DON'T DO IT. YOU'RE TAKING YOUR IDEATION FAR TOO FAR
No.294006
>>288189Look up Desert Fathers, there is absolutely meaning in living solitary, and that is getting closer to God. Life is way too precious and it is God's creation which is good
No.294012
Jumped in the river last year but I didn't put anything heavy on my person so it looked like an accident unfortunately I was found half dead and very hypothermic a week in hospital then a month in an asylum
If I would have died i wouldn't have known
there wasn't any pain I don't even remember being cold
I told myself I would try at living just once more (I've been suicidal for 23 years now)
But as I suspected it hasn't worked
In a few weeks time I will travel to the coast where there's 100m cliffs and with the help of a bottle or two of wine I will depart this shit abuse filled life I've lived
No.294019
>>294012It takes a lot of courage to jump into the river, did you faint? Was it painful? How did people found you? I'm interested to know more, recently an old lady in my town jumped into the river and died
No.294022
>>294019Yeh I passed out whether it was the cold or the alcohol I don't know was found by a rower no pain nothing as I said if I had died I wouldn't have known
No.294100
>>290736You'll be non existence before you feel the heat of the shotgun. Jumping gives you plenty of time to regret your decision.
No.294102
>>294100Believe me if you regret it you weren't ready
No.294151
>>294148Im fine with them dying tbh
No.294152
>>294148for some people life is just torture and suicide is the answer
No.294153
>>294152The only thing suicide is an answer for is the question "How can I make all the people who hate me a little bit happier?"
No.294157
>>294148this has been known for quite some time. here's just one thread from a blackpill (relatively new social engineering movement) website in which a prominent "admin" asks others how he can increase the male suicide rate.
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-can-i-push-more-people-to-commit-suicide.432953/ No.294169
>>294153>The only thing suicide is an answer for is the question "How can I make all the people who hate me a little bit happier?"But you're uh, fucking dead. Why the fuck would you care at that point?
If they are that shitty where the death of some nonmalicious nobody brings them joy, that could be indicative of bigger personal issue. Less likely, they just might be sociopathic, psychopathic, narcissistic, or just plain evil.
No.294401
>>293603Someone answer my question please stop convincing me to not do it. “Bipolar” has fucked up my life and these meds are BULLSHIT. I’d rather put a slug through my brain than keep trying. The meds and therapy actually made it worse and religion is bullshit. God definitely didn’t create this disgusting earth.
No.294432
>>294204The rich use Switzerland. It is actually quite easy to get euthanasia in Holland, you do not have to be rich.
No.294516
>>294432That’s compete bullshit, it’s not easy to get euthanised anywhere unless you are old and terminally ill.
No.294546
i wish i could kill myself but im too much of a coward. i fantasize about killing myself so much.. overdosing, jumping off of a building, shooting myself in the head, u name it.. i have plenty of files on my hard drive which are suicide related, theres so much suicide guides but im too much of a pussy to attempt
No.294547
>>294546i dont want to die in my sleep or just some accident, or natural death. i want to kill myself so i am in control. so i know what to do, clear my digital footprint, delete all my files, etc… if i die naturally i wont know when to. that's why im scared to sleep because im scared ill die in my sleep. god, im so stupid
No.294548
im gonna die before this week ends. im telling my parents today that they are motherfuckers and im leaving and not coming back. anything else i should do? Guillotine by train here.
No.294554
>>294516It is not bullshit, I live in Belgium. Young people get euthanised frequently here. It is easy in the sense you only have to prove some kind of chronic suffering and find a doctor which is willing to do it. Even if you pass the requirements the doctor isnt legally required to do it
No.294556
>>294554You're quite lucky for living there. It seems it's only available to Belgian citizens. You should appreciate what you have in Belgium. I could only imagine the joy I'd feel in being able to secure my own certain release from this life.
No.294560
how difficult is it to find pentobarbital? where can i find information about how to properly use pentobarbital for suicide
No.294562
>>294560Extremely. I thought it was hard to find 10 years ago, but it's become even harder. I wouldn't even bother thinking about getting it unless you have a good deal of money set aside and are not impulsively suicidal.
They have become a meme and I often see the drugs used as usernames on websites that attract dorks like here.
No.294563
>>294554>>294556I DO wonder; how has 50% of Belgium not unalived themselves after a wild spree, given that easy way to quit turbo-samsara (Earth on 2024)?
Like, how does it function, grunts work at the factory 8 hours a day + 2 for commute, preparing, etc , for 30 decades for meagre pay…
No.294564
>>294563>unalivedThis isn't Reddit; there's no need to use such dumb phrases. You won't be banned for saying "committed suicide" or "killed themselves"
No.294570
>>294548Not by train dude it's a bit selfish putting a train driver through that
I know a train driver it absolutely affects them
No.294571
>>294570>I know a train driver it absolutely affects themYea, by giving them paid time off
No.294628
I have a pullup bar in a doorway. How can I use this to an hero? I've heard people use shit like sholaces in prison (Uncle Ted) and it works, but I can't figure it out.
Also I live with others so I'd do it like at 3 am, but would I start thashing around/gasping and wake people up.
Help an anon please.
No.294630
>>294629I'm already six three 190 lb of muscle, still want to die.
No.294631
>>294630Kill those who made you wish to die.
No.294633
>>294631 Can't kill mental illness
No.294634
>buy a 10 liter canister of gasoline
>Pour gasoline all over yourself in your bedroom when nobody is home
>light yourself
>Burn instantly
>guaranteed death as you won't be able to run out of your house fast enough, and the house burning around you will kill you for certain due to CO2 poisoning
Explain to me a more foolproof method?
No.294635
>>294633Agreed. Suicidal ideation is a mental illness.
No.294636
>>294634That would hurt like hell and you'd survive probably but be over 9000 times worse off
No.294683
I keep hearing about the fentanyl epidemic here in the US. Supposedly this stuff is everywhere and it's killing people on a regular basis. I know it's probably a long-shot to ask here, but does anyone here know how to obtain some fentanyl, preferably in pill form? I know how what it does to the body and mind to cause death, and it sounds pretty peaceful to me, so I would like to go out like that, I just don't know where people are buying these pills from.
No.294684
>>294683>preferably in pill form?The amount of fentanyl that is guaranteed to be fatal is so small that it can't be pilled. It's only really available as a powder.
No.294685
>>294630Even this place IS full of chads huh
No.294717
>>294684By 'pill form' I meant those knock-off painkillers that are laced with fentanyl, I should have been more clear on that. I remember seeing a lot of news reports about imitation painkillers that were made to look like over-the-counter stuff, but had fentanyl mixed in and were lethal. Supposedly the way they caused death was by making the body and mind so numb that the person no longer breaths automatically, and without immediate medical intervention the person suffocates painlessly. It sounds like a great way to go.
No.294893
>>294892are you trying to kill yourself with this plant?
No.294896
>>294893Yeah, poison hemlock and some opiate sedative is an effective and easy self euthanasia method. It's what they historically used to euthanize the elderly. The opiate keeps you sedated and calm, the hemlock freezes your breathing and you just suffocate.
I'm not sure about how I'll go about acquiring an opiate, do you think enough codine would do the job? I guess I can find some poppy seeds to grow.
No.294898
>>294896>freezes your breathing and you just suffocate. that will be painful
No.294918
>>294898It's considered one of the more peaceful methods of going, it's what they used for euthanasia in ancient times. If you're passed out when the paralysis kicks in it's exactly like dying in your sleep, it's like pneumonia, one of the best death's a person can have.
No.294924
>>294892I've spent three days looking for it now and it's just nowhere to be seen. I'm going to try going further out into the countryside to find it.