/dep/ - Depression

got a job doing dishes on a college campus. havent worked in years.

>>292065
If you ever kill yourself take a big ass loan and go to someplace nice and have fun before kys.

That’s what I want to do, I already have a big pre approved loan from my bank just some clicks away, if worse comes to worse I will just take it and spend 2 months having fun and then kms, they can ask the body for repayments :)

Has anyone actually moved from a wageslave job to an actual career in their 30s? I'm dying here.

>>295043
I did this in my early 20s and then failed to go through with the suicide and instead just LDAR'ed.

Now I'm in my mid 30s and still need to wait a few years until my credit history goes back to blank.
Then I can do it all over again but this time I'll likely go through once the cash runs out.

Its been 2 years since I started working as a software QA, the job itself is easy and I just have to go to the office one or twice a week, the pay is good for my country (not India but some Latin America shithole) standards but an absolute joke for US standards (if you ever wonder what they do with all tech jobs that go through lay offs in the US)

>>295055
Part 2 because the board sees to think that my post is from a bot for some reason

They have been giving relatively small raises every few months but I fucked up my tracking (they do track the activity on our work laptops using some spyware) and had less productivity hours than expected and they told me that I’m not getting a raise this time.

I fixed the tracking issue and my hours improved, but I’m told that I may not be getting any raise never ever no matter how much i improve my hours or productivity, basically they told me that I will be stuck forever in that company,

I don’t know what to do, the job is easy and I don’t really mind it, I have time to watch anime and play games, but it really makes me angry being told that I won’t be getting any rewards at that company.

>>295048
I genuinely hope so because I'm in the same boat, but I also have my doubts. I see places online where people swear up and down that it's doable, but of course those are normalfags who have things that wizards do not, like social connections and a support network.

work dress codes are such commie fuckin bullshit. just let me show up in a polo shirt and jeans and fucking work

>>294965
>>293466
This wiz here, I already got fired because my manager said I didn't look "urgent enough" despite me going the same speed as everyone else coming early and staying a few mins past break. I know it's not really my fault, but I can't help but feel guilty. I always hated how 1 person's opinion of you can dictate if you get to keep your job.

>>295078
The deltoid of the succubus makes her protruding olecranon look even more skeletal.

Any wiz making 100k per year? How?

>>295078
Sorry to hear that wiz, but don't feel guilty about it. You should never feel bad for not fitting the mold of some worthless normalfag. They only ever want you to be a good, compliant little drone so they can pump up their own production/sales numbers to look good to their bosses, who will do the same with their bosses. Be relieved that you aren't a part of the ass-kissing train that is modern business.

>>295055
>>295078
>I always hated how 1 person's opinion of you can dictate if you get to keep your job.

Agreed, its such total BS but is human nature. Only way to avoid it is somehow having such an amazing niche, rare, and valuable skillset that you get more freedom/respect. But being honest vast majority of us are completely replaceable and that only becomes more true as the years go by.
>>295069
I don't mind it as much since I rarely buy clothes anyways and im horrible at dressing myself. Keeps it simple for me to just wear generic business casual.
>>295056
I interviewed for a QA position many months ago. The interviewer was a total prick, extremely rude and condescending towards me, would yawn loud as fuck during my answers to his questions and generally acted obnoxious like he was bored and I was some peasant wasting his time. Suffice to say didnt get that job.
>>289727
I really, really hate my current job. It's in finance industry and is about as far out of place as I could be. Its all hot blooded sports watching normans. They want to talk about sports and golf and shit i literally give 0 fucks about constantly. Its a cubicle farm with 0 privacy or personal space. Even when we work from home its these endless zoom calls lasting the entire day and they froth at the mouth if you turn your camera off even for a moment. Furthermore, it's basically sales and they put extreme pressure to reach weekly quotas. The entire experience really overbearing and draining mentally.

Ironically the job I had before this was my favorite ever: night time security. That job was so fucking peak, I literally was alone the entire time, no one around, just me and my laptop and random buildings or parking lots. God I fucking loved it so much but the pay was shit, hours inconsistent, and worst of all that company constantly failed to deliver payment on time (biweekly often ended up being 4 - 6 weeks waiting for paycheck and they'd only give 2 weeks of what they owed you).

Wondering how I can escape this rat race ASAP

>>295129
I've got wednesday and the rest of the week off. I just know that everyone, including my boss, is going to ask what I'll be doing over the weekend. They do it every fucking time. I'm just going to be on my computer jerking off the entire time. What can I tell them that won't make me sound like a loser?

Working in a call center now. Their training process is beyond fucked. Basically its just 2 supervisors and a group of like 15 of us, when we have questions theres this forum where we post threads with details and they provide answers (at least they're SUPPOSED to). Problem is they are very selective with when they will help you or not. Espescially for the more difficult situations they keep leaving me hanging. They didn't actually explain many important things with how the system works or even where i can access basic information. So ill be on the phone with some poor customer for literally over an hour, most of that time they're just on hold,and then the supervisors just decide to ignore my pleas for help and I keep bumping the thread over and over and they keep ignoring it and replying to other people instead. I feel so bad for these customers because they're getting fucked over and I'm getting minimal or 0 support. Some stuff I literally cant do and need clearance for but they just ignore me so im stuck either BSing the customer or essentially wasting their time until they finally give up and hang up. I want to tell them just hang up and call again so they'll get another worker who can probably actually help them, but the calls are recorded and id get in huge trouble if they caught me doing that.

The fucked up part is they are never mad at me, always they say thanks for my help despite that i basically just wasted an hour or more of their life with what realistically should have been a 5 minute fix but idk how to do fucking anything and constantly being left out to dry by the people whose job it is to be training me on this shit. Its so draining. I dread answering the phone everytime because probably 1 out of 4 calls go like this.

Earlier i asked for help like 5 times in a row across 20 mins and meanwhile they were ignoring my thread and joking around with some succubus in another thread instead. In general i notice they seem to especially help the females and for males they give vague nonanswers or just outright ignore us. Fucking hell.

>>293425
I feel like this is calling me out specifically

>>293427
The damn IRS has all of us cursed with their nosy ubiquitousness. No free lands to selfsubsist.

And they still vote for their jailers, the normals

>>290067
Based

>>291119
Fuck off, you crab.

>>290557
Sounds like another non-generator doing generator stuff. Ok, man. Have it your way.

>>291269
Do you know how to craft a bomb?
Cover you face and hands, if you ever gather balls to do what must be done.

>>291250
Same here! Anxiety abandoned me and I sleep better!

>>295129
My error when trying to do that was thinking that I needed to find some alternate source before abandoning shit. But no, I did not. Just neeting hard at mom's. I could have just kept myself dying for wagecuckers out there.

Splenic.

>>293241
Probably another wizard. You delta males know not where nor how to attack! You end up like muh supreme gentlecrab: killing many while none of them being whom he really wanted to kill.

>>293475
Get out of there right now! Or rather distribute that software anonymously, the bastards must be earning a fortune at your expense if such are the conditions of your contract!

Do fucking something, investigate them, put some "innocent" flaw in the code to make it yours later in life or to render it obsolete, use your head!

Wage slavery is torture if you have anxiety. The only way to earn more money is by taking on more responsibility. The tasks you perform are more critical to the company, that's why they pay you more, so if you screw up your screw up becomes worse. All those confident chads can just do this with no problem but for me it causes constant suffering.

>>291156
>racist

Cope seethe and dialate

Holy shit have norms just decided to have copious amounts of sex lately? Fucks sake they seem to be buying condoms more often than normal this time of year. Been seeing them buy more and more at my work lately.

>>295922
Normal as the weather gets colder normies shack up with one another and spend a lot more time getting intimate with the same partner constantly

Anyone else ever done jury duty? This shit is so fucking boring and doesn't even pay well, not to mention the 1.5+ hour commute just to fucking get there. What a scam, this feels like communism; not to mention I got a fine from some fucking whore ticket inspector while on the way there last Friday.

>Be wageslave stuck in same job for 3 years
>I got a rise denied because of stupid reasons
>Have lots of debt and very little money for myself

>Check some dudes blog about anime and reviews and shit
>See how he brags about whaling on retarded gacha games
>See how he spent over 20k on gacha shit for some waifu pixels.

>Feel like killing myself.

Damn, Things like this make me wonder if being born is even worth it, I hope abortions are never outlawed again, people who are destined to be born on lower middle class or lower should be aborted or euthanized.

>>295922
Jews have ramped up having white people in particular be distracted by sex and relationships with succubi, to pacify them, to have them willingly become a slave of the Jew.

This is an American/European phenomenon, as white people are now needed to be enslaved and taxed to support Israel and to die for Israel's wars. American patriotism has also ramped up, to rally Americans to die for Israel.

Within the span of 2 months, white people went from being blamed for slavery and all ills of the world, to now being so dearly valuable and important. It has flipped 180 degrees, since Jews currently need white people to be productive for them.

>>295922
Oh god, I remember working retail having to give "people" (normalfags) condoms knowing they're going to have sex later. I remember this one racemixing degenerate couple kissing in front of me for no fucking reason while I was just trying to do my job; it's despicable how in-your-face normalfag affection is.

>>296039
Race-mixing is promoted to lower the average IQ of the population, so Jews can more easily lord over the raceless, atheist and low IQ goy cattle.

In the Soviet Union, Jews labeled all productive and high IQ Russians as "kulaks", then sent them to gulag concentration camps, tortured them and then killed them. Jews killed over 60 million Russians to lower the average IQ of the Russian population, to more easily enslave them through communism. Jews consisted of 80-85% of the early communist government. Jews also killed 6 million Ukrainians through a forced famine, by stealing all of their grain harvest and then letting them all starve on the streets.

Today, Jews have almost completely genocided the Ukrainian population and are now blaming all ills of the world on the Russian people, of which they already tortured and killed during the Soviet Union. After leaving Russia in ruins, they fled to the rats nest of Israel to persecute, torture and genocide the Palestinian people.

There is nothing below that of Zionist vermin

>>296039
did other normalfags kissed in front of you? with their gf right in front of you?

>>296039
I bet those normalfags mocks you when back home

>>296042
And rightfully so

>>296043
unfortunatly yes

A co-worker is being fake nice to me. What would you recommend to do so he would fuck off? I think he's jealous and trying to get me fired

>>296045
what clues/hint do you have?

>>296012
I wasn't selected on the last round, but I ignored the previous 20 years of summons without any problems. I've always had jobs that make $1 or $2 over minimum and couldn't afford to take a week off to play Matlock, Brooklyn 99 or Monk or whatever.

>>296045
I throw my support to other people when this comes up. My job is super fractured and I can choose my own projects until a boss comes around to wrangle everyone (once or twice a month). Upper management still sees me working, clocked in on time, and helping the new recruits on training so they know I'm worth keeping.

I am constantly terrified of losing my job. It is a part time thing I do from the comfort of my home. It pays just enough to get by and doesn't take much effort. I got this job by being extremely lucky and should I lose it I wouldn't know what to do with myself. It is horrifying.

I really can't motivate myself to do work. I'm just procrastinating so hard it's ridiculous. God I hate this useless shit. Modern labour is beyond ridiculous. I see how our country is going broke. It's because of useless tasks that help nobody that waste time that make everything inhuman.

>>296054
I'm in the same situation. I can't get NEETbux but really can't deal with working jobs on physical locations anymore. And moving out of my shitty parents' home means I always have the fear of homelessness looming over my head. Moving back into their place is not an option either since they refuse to let me either NEET or work from home so I'd be stuck slaving in a warehouse again for their pleasure.

>>295352
My job is like this too except for the customers never being mad at me part. I usually feel very pressured to do things as quickly as possible. From 08:30 to 09:00, we don't even have supervisors to talk to for some reason so if a customer calls in a that time, they're pretty much just screwed.

I've had some conversations where people didn't realise I hadn't hung up yet and I could hear them make fun of my monotonous way of speaking. One time had a guy tell me I sounded like I'm dead inside.

>>296039
It happens every single goddamn shift when I work. Unfortunately I work at a convenience store/truck stop during the night hours and it sucks major donkey dick. Like fuck these people in particular and their complete idiocy and retardation…

Later this week I have an interview for a job as an "Online Shopping Assistant" at a supermarket. The hours are 4AM-8AM i.e before the shop actually opens so I shouldn't have to interact with the public. Basically I would just go around putting items into plastic baskets for online orders and then place the baskets into a van for the driver to deliver later that day.

It's 16 hours a week, part time, so I would only be making like ~£830 a month however my rent is quite low so this would actually cover rent, food, gas & electric bill. If I actually get 16 hours every week then my monthly outgoings would be like £50. This could see me surviving for perhaps a few years as I have a couple thousand quid saved from my last job so I can tank £50/month living costs for a while.

Obviously getting up at 4AM will put most people off but I reckon I could do it; I go to bed fairly early most nights anyway to escape the misery of waking life. I like the idea of being finished my shift at 8AM, thus basically having the entire normal day 'free'.

I hope I get the job. The application didn't even ask for a CV. Surely there cannot be many people who would take these shift times and only 16 hours a week. Wish me luck brehs.

Does anyone here have to do Christmas shit? Like secret santa, night out with the coworkers. Fuck all this. I'm already an ostracised guy. They're probably get rid of me if I don't show team spirit by participating. My secret santa is some 20 year old kid I've never spoken to and know nothing about.

>>296261
just give him chocolate

Anyone else noticing how white succubi become more and more karen-like this time of year? Had to deal with a shitton of them this week. I fucking hate it.

>>296319
stress because of coming christmas maybe?

First time wageslaving tomorrow and I haven't slept for two days fuck this piece of shit body

I work as a cashier for a gas station and it’s unironically a comfy job and isn’t stressful. For 8 hours, I’m either standing processing payments and lottery stuff or sitting down when there’s nobody coming in during certain hours. I get paid $14/hr for this.