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getting angry, getting frustrated edition

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Don't know about other countries but in UKwe got friday and monday off. Tuesday now so the shit begins once again. And of course the work has piled up so there's twice as much to do. God I just want my life back.


Jesus fuck I can't stand working at the fucking convenience store. Some of these people smell like absolute shit and don't even look like they take a fucking shower. It's the absolute fucking worst.


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Convenience store jobs are hell.


I'm surprised how fat, ugly and grotesque everyone is nowdays.

I'm the only good looking fella around.


No fucking kidding. Especially in a town where 99.9999% of the local population is actually retarded.


You don't belong here


Government just announced that they'll be cutting 50,000 people (25%) of people off NEETbux as their target, and I had my doctor pressuring me to get a job and saying go to therapy. I think they're sending me to a therapist to rugpull me and say I'm healthy enough.

The thing is, my family doesn't actually want me to work now. After years of working, they see I'm happier and more lively not working. One even said to me "being broke is a minor problem to you, but you're so full of life and happy not working, you just seemed perpetually stressed and miserable holding a job".

Idk, I guess I'll cry hysterics if I have to to make sure I'm not one of the 25% axed. I think the plan is to degrade me from a sickness benefit and then give me an ultimatum in that I have to take a shitty job or get nothing.


What's the point in socializing at all?

I have nothing in common with these people and I don't care about your inane bullshit. Just leave me alone.


oxytocin, mental stimulation, probably many countless benefits we don't even know about. Your evolutionary history selected you to be social, it is a form of torture to not engage in community activities. Even if Normies are absolutely retarded


I love every day I get to spend painting, renovating, watching series, cooking, reading books or sleeping.

And I detetest, loathe and hate every day I have to spend time with normies who spout their endless ignorant, loud, racist, brash stuff which mostly is just one ape trying to one up other apes by making others feel bad in various ways and they enjoy it.

I need 2-4 weeks of alone time to recover from a day spent with those monsters.


This is just normalfag bullshit. No, you don't need to engage in community activities or socialization.

Of course normalfags are happy socializing and participating in activities because they gain support, resources and opportunities, which makes them feel safe.

Their ability to socialize is also effortless. It takes no effort at all for them with no thinking required. Contrast this with a high functioning autistic person and one single insignificant social interaction could trigger non-stop thinking about the interaction for 2 weeks straight.


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>Your evolutionary history selected you to be social, it is a form of torture to not engage in community activities. Even if Normies are absolutely retarded
>human evolution selects for small tribal groups for ~240,000 years
>dunbar's number remains low after 7,000 years of civilization
>hypersocial normies are retarded (maladaptative)


you should ask yourself that question considering you're socializing right now. Why not just ask yourself this question in your own head and not post at all on this website? Maybe because interacting with people is just better than being alone. You get access to more of the hive-mind that way. You are only a part of the hive-mind. Your conscious thoughts are all based on other conscious thoughts that were inserted into your brain through the process of interacting with other humans. You are only complete as a human while interacting with others. Otherwise your existence has no meaning and you remain unable to interact with the rest of the hivemind, and like a drone that's been cut off from its master, you are nothing without it. Much less capable. I mean you want to know how to do something, well you go to the human hivemind to find it out, right? The internet (and books before it) has created an interface device for accessing the hivemind, but ultimately it falls flat because you can only take in information, not interact with the hive mind like a real and complete human would be able to. Of course, now with AI this is changing, but you still came here to ask your question instead of posting it to chat GPT, didn't you?


Socializing on the internet is not the same as socializing in real life.



It's still communicating dumbass, how about not post shit and talk to no one, then you will truly understand real loneliness.


I think you both have reasonable points tbh. While writing paragraphs on an imageboard is not really a subsitute for irl socialization it is still a social exchange. It would indeed feel lonelier if you stopped posting altogether and just used the internet to watch stuff. I think if you're unable to socialize irl then the internet can definitely help with getting your thoughts out but it shouldn't be confused for real life because if it really was the same, then you'd be able to communicate with people irl as well.


God I hate work so much. It's not only working hours. It's the fact that you have to structure every little thing in your day and week around work. When you go to bed, what you eat, house chores, when you wake up, which transportation means you use, the physical and mental energy that you put into work that you lack otherwise, the weekend that you spend dreading about monday to come, the social pressure. I feel like every inch of my life is drained from me and for the next 40 years I'll be in hell and then I'm old, sick, ready to die. School sucked, uni sucked and work sucks even more. You don't learn new stuff you just repeat old stuff. I'm constantly mentally drained, work is literally killing me. I notice that when I have vacation, after a week I'm somewhat relaxed, when there's still a week left. But with work I'm always either aggressive or dissociated, in a bad mood, never doing anything for myself, it steals all my joy and will to be a decent person, it makes me a bad person but i am trapped in a cage, an animal chased to a dead exit by predators.


Now I'm starting to drink during and after work. Life's great, isn't it?


Your post made me stop looking for a job, the grass is always greener it seems, I'm sick of being broke but I forgot how absolutely miserable working can be.


Society is designed to farm normies. You have lost in life if you aren't one of the oppressors (either born into a rich family or got rich through exploits).

Employment in the US doesn't differ from slavery. Not even at higher salary tiers. People at all income tiers commit suicide or get medication for severe depression due to how awful it is to grind 40 years of your life to make some rich guy even richer.

The only way to fool your brain into thinking this is ok, is by buying toys and trinkets with said salary. When the mind realizes it's just a useless smokescreen, cognitive dissonance makes the employee go crazy or dependent on intoxicants to keep coping with the fact he is a slave for someone else.


I now have 60 months of $500 car payments to look forward to, definitely going insane or kms before I own it.


The law protects evil people. I do not have the money right now to pay the ridiculous fees of a lawyer.

I am trapped. No one wants to help me. I have asked for help and it has only made my situation worse.


That's insane. You should have tried to get a car that was used and older.


It's beautiful isn't it? Only the rich gets to truly win while everyone has to keep working, I just want to join them to fucking retire and be left alone forever, don't wanna exploit people but i'm also not born in wealth so my only option is to try to become some clown e-celeb or something.


I really ran out of options, not exactly spoiled for choice when you go broke fixing a car and have to choose between getting scammed by randos who roll back the odometer or scammed by the stealership and their tacked on fees.


Yeah working in a convenience store in the center of hillbilly world is the most bullshit thing on the goddamn planet. Especially if it's a fucking "truck stop" where truckers that smell like LITERAL SHIT come in just to buy some food and bitch at us when it's not at the price they want. Fuck them in particular. As well as all the other retarded piece of shit that enters our doors.


For fucks sake. Working in a convenience store on a Monday near the interstate is a fucking death sentence. Like can the retarded hillbilly general public stay their asses at home or work? Like don't you fucktards have lives or jobs to get to instead of bothering the fuck out of us? Like get the fuck out of here and leave me alone.


One of my supervisors is such a lookist bitch. She will be all chatty and friendly with everyone else and skip right over even saying a simple hello to me. Maybe i just give off wiz vibes. They also keep putting in a bunch of no fun allowed rules so when im not busy i cant even doodle/do a crossword. Thank the Lord I have my fidget clicker thing.


had one team to install a device on the grid. told them to just mount it, it's already recording no need to tamper. got it back after a week. they mounted it and stopped the recording. every goddamn time it's some stupid shit.


Do you think it's foolish to kill yourself over finances? I used to think such a thing was stupid when I was younger. "Who cares? It's all an illusion anyways, why die over something like that?"

Either i was naive or else i have become a fool (or both perhaps) Because currently I am seriously considering eating a bullet due almost exclusively to money problems.

Im working 7 days 12 hours a day plus 1hr transportation both ways bringing the total closer to 14hours. I cant catch up on rent. On bills. I kept reling on payday loans which then pull from my account at the worst possible time. The job pay schedule is extremely unusual. I got ripped off by used car salesman for nearly all my money, also I spent so much money hiring car rentals or rideshares either to get to work or else to get to dealerships to look at cars.

No one will sell me a car because my credit is fucked, or the ones that will offer me 72 month 25% interest rate loans that would ruin me even more.

The final insult is that I finally interviewed successfully for a well paying job, finally saw a light at the end of the tunnel. And then after months long background check/onboarding proces, they send me a notice that I am having the job offer revoked due to poor credit.

No im not making this up, its a real thing which i learned now the hard way.

Seriously wanting to just fucking die at this point. The system is rotten. Its built to break you down and kill your spirit and soul. I don't understand why anyone bothers with this circus. Basic self sustainable is impossible to accomplish. Why bother when my entire life is work?


Why does a job employer care about your bad credit?

If you can't handle rent and transportation, try living somewhere cheaper. Maybe you're just not built for the hustle and bustle of the big city.


Buy bitcoin


It's not foolish to kill yourself when the situation doesn't allow you to live at peace with yourself. Maybe you should try some more desperate moves, but if nothing at all works and nobody offers advice and you can't go on, what's foolish about exiting? At that point it feels more like an invitation from demiurge that your life here is over and it's time for the next circle of hell.


It's foolish because you don't know the metaphysical implications of your death. You run to escape, but your death might lead you to a worse situation and you don't know what that is and whether dying a violent death through suicide is the same as dying peacefully, or whether life had the specific purpose of preparing you for the next life and after you die, there is no going back to correct mistakes.

Not even talking about a classic Christian conception of heaven/hell but even without a god or conscious being directing the whole thing, the laws of the universe might settle on some organization, one that perhaps leaves your soul intact, conscious, able to suffer after death. My metaphysical nightmare is that you simply feel the last thing you felt before you die, like a song stuck on the same note repeating endlessly. Maybe for you that's going to be the feeling of a train going over your head or the pressure in your neck and head while hanging.


If you wageslaved 12 hours a day without weekends all year round to no particular end metaphysical implications wouldn't concern you in the least.


2 minutes of metaphysical "hell" and you'd do anything to go back to your boring job and the chance to at least change your situation.


proceeding from your logic we should all haste to get exit bags and exit peacefully, because what if i get hit by a car and die in horrible pain and then have to suffer it over and over again in some metaphysical "hell". you're just rationalizing your welfare.


>dude the afterlife could literally be anything, there is no god, we're lucky if it's nothingness but there's an equal probability that you could be stuck in a random trans-dimensional state for all eternity
>so you're saying…….that it beats a normal life in a 1st world country? i reckon i take my chances instead of moving to a different city.


are you retarded?


It's a very basic idea. Try a little bit harder to get it before you project your own stupidity.


>It's a very basic idea.
>just be a normalfag to not upset metaphycians
yep thank you for confirmation


Wow, he really doesn't get it. He's not trolling, apparently it just went over his head. Another round of explanations and hope some neurons activate or leave the lil twerp to his fate? Fuck it, I ain't getting paid so good luck.


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Got a raise to $45k. Not enough to live comfortably (or ideally), but enough to give some cushion. This week was a good week to be a wagie.


1. Buy Bitcoin
2. Shut the fuck up
3. Become fabulously wealthy


it is not dipping yet


>Become fabulously wealthy
Eh you make it sound easy. Would you consider something winning if there's no losing side?


>$45k not enough
Brother, I earn £12k part time in a miserable position.


Have any of you escaped low-level wageslavery into a decent-paying wageslave job?


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Yes, the key is to specialize in a certain skill in a particular industry. I work in nonprofit data operations. Sounds wanky but it's niche. Find a niche that only a few people have experience in and you'll be needed. Stop dreaming and take whatever job experience life has given you to work with to shape a "career."


What the fuck am I supposed to do man? I've had 6 job interviews and applied to over 1000 jobs in the past 6 months and I'm still unemployed. Every job I apply to has 100+ other applicants and I'm mostly applying to dead end warehousing/factory jobs. I'm sick of immigrants coming in and replacing the working class.

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