No.294024[Last 50 Posts]
You see, I am what people call a waifufag, a genuine one. I fell in love with a loli from a very obscure edgy manga made in 2012 and finished in 2015.
I discovered her in 2022, and the few months we were together were genuine, the happiest in life, not even kidding, but then I made a fatal mistake, you see, because I was an insecure purityfag and wanted to know if she was a virgin because a lot of succubi in her manga have been either raped or sexually abused, but she is an exception. She gets stabbed, whipped, and beaten by her boss, who is like Stepbrother.
I asked the author if she was a virgin, and he said no, and then I asked why she was not a virgin, and he simply said yes.
This comment, single-handed, destroyed me and made me fall into despair through the entire half of 2022 and the entire 2023, and now 2024, I really can't let go of it.
No.294025
If you're sad that she isn't a virgin because it means you're not the first to mine her tunnel, then shame on you.
If you're sad that she's not a virgin because it means she likely got raped and beaten, then be glad that as bad as it was, she now has you to rely on.
No.294028
Damn, social isolation is destructive, but now combine social isolation, more anime, more weird fetishes, and you have deranged and degenerate people like you.
No.294030
>>294026It both
>>294026You cant find a waifu she finds you
>>294028We are losers here buddy
No.294032
I just can't take it anymore.
The same events keep repeating in my mind.
I have come to the only solution to my problem.
I need to summon an actual demon from arc Goetia.
Why? I am desperate, but I feel like this is the is the only solution for me. There is nothing left in Plan B, and if that fails, I honestly think I am going to drink so many pills, yep, a pill overdose. I am too chicken to jump off a buidling because I feel like if I survive, I will be forever paralyzed, and I don't want that to happen.
No.294034
I have tried to ask the author multiple times again, but I failed. It seems that this
I want to summon Amdusias in order to prove her maidenhood. Why him? Well, I asked sobe dudes on 4chan x that he is the most suitable for this job, but
I feel like my request is being fulfilled, like the guy who made the manga or the succubus who made the manga saying yes, she is a virgin. I would feel lied to too. I am not sure, but I feel like after all of this, I would not love her the same way, and that hurts me deeply. I just want this demon to prove her maidenhood in a grand way that will forever leave me satisfied, knowing that she is only virgin in the manga and that she is pure.
No.294035
>>294034This pretty much PLAN A
https://occultist.net/how-to-summon-amdusias/If that fails….that there is PLAN B
https://occultist.net/product/ritual-for-hire/Yes i am willing to pay sobe random guy do a ritual for me in orden to save her from being used-goods despite boing a poor dumb ass
No.294036
>>294033
That religion for you! HAHA
Very Ironic since i am trying to summon a actual demon in order to prove the virginity of a loli from a battle shounen
No.294037
>>294027What is Waifu-chan's name?
No.294038
>>294031The real problem is not isolation, it is loneliness. If you feel good about yourself, you won't feel alone, and you won't have to resort to garbage like sexualized loli sleeves, as a measure to stop loneliness.
No.294039
>>294024That must suck… I like 2D g-rls and I want them to be pure but I never really had just one g-rl I truly fell in love with, so I can't fully comprehend how sad that must be. That author is an asshole.
By the way, I remember seeing a similar story albeit less detailed on a Christian board, at least a year ago. It was you, right?>294025>294028>294033>294038Soulless shills.
No.294043
I also quit 2D media if one of the succubi I like is non-virgin or likes non-self-insert men. At least I am not a waifufag.
No.294046
>>294040Autism
>>294039Yes
>>294037Rukkyyung
No.294047
>>294041
I feel for zuck. The dude is an evil jew with a weird appearance. He has spent his whole life in essentially just cataloguing the many faces of the gullible goyim. I think he even once remarked at how stupid they were to submit their private info onto his website (faceberg). I imagine he imagines he has done well for himself, though. He is rich in jewbux (fiat), people know his name, he has meaningfully contributed to his people's domination of the gentiles, etc. But through all of it, and truly internally, I get the feeling that he is insecure, or unfulfilled. Why else behave so strangely? Why else take such bizarre pictures? Why else seek to trick and dominate others? These appetites do not come from a mature, sated mind.
No.294050
>>294046Rukkyyung
All I see when I search is Korean 3DPD idols…
No.294054
>>294039I am glad that you understood me!
>>294052Yes
No.294056
>>294043I quit 2d when I saw normies are worshipping NTR
No.294062
>>2940612D g1rls do no follow the same logic as 3DPD succubi, so no, it's not cucked to love a 2D g1rl even if other men love her too.
No.294070
>>294062it depends
If your waifu is popular, people will draw distasteful porn of her ship with other people in her world and other things.
It makes me feel insecure. I don't think my relationship with Ruby is meant to last; it's just something temporary, but it still means to me I took extra precautions to avoid seeing NSFW of her so I can keep her view of her in my mind pure.
But I know our relationship is temporary, and that hurts me deeply. I see something in her like Lukyon.She came close to filling the hole she left, but in the end, it failed.
The only good thing about your Waifu being popular is that she gets art.
But I think the best kind of popularity is that it is semi-obscure but keeps a lot of fan art but almost no porn, and that is really hard to find.
No.294071
>>294070>>294070She also, like Lukyon, came from an interesting world. FPE has a lot going for it, but being super popular is what ruins it for me. I just wish it was Japanese and more obscure, but still with a lot of fan art.
No.294072
The reason why I came to this board is because this is called Wizchan Wizards.
Are there any actual cultists here who work with actual magick? Who can help me with this? I went to 4chan Paranormal multiple times, and most people laughed at me and mocked me.
No.294075
>>294074
for what
No.294078
>>294077
>waifus
anime succubi
honestly most succubi on boorus are very generic very few stand out
No.294081
>>294080
Back to qafe and kill yourself feminist demon
No.294083
>>294080
i didnt pick her it just happended…….i just want her to be pure that it
No.294092
>>294091He draws good but he is a huge faggot i want to punch him in face
Other stupid shit he said
ハァ~~~~~~セシオが成人男性だったらルッキョンﾚｲﾌﾟ絵とかあったんだろうなぁ~~~~~~
セシオはルッキョンレイプしてそうなイメージが強くてそこら辺がダメ 幼女を虐待する趣味があるわけじゃなく淡々と業務としてやってるつもりなのが輪をかけてダメ 精通してない心のちんちん勃起させてる自覚が無いのが無限にだめ
No.294096
>>294091sorry eslmistake
the guy is not the author of sekai oni BUT some fan artists who did alot of fan art for it
this the man himself
No.294103
OP is being facetious. "Is Lukyon a virgin?" is a common meme thread from 4/jp/. The entire OP post is likely pasta.
No.294131
>>294130Except that's incredibly wrong and the word "based" as it's being used today has meant the same thing since before that retard was even old enough to read. Dumb niggers snorting cocaine off of their buttbuddy's dicks has nothing to do with it.
No.294197
>>294196
what
explain
No.294211
>>294201
yeah
No.294257
>>294255
no thanks buddy i just want her back or someone like her
No.294259
why is wizchan full of normal fags
No.294264
>>294259So having an unhealthy emotional connection to a Japanese comic book character resulting in crippling depression is…. Something normal people do? I can't wait to break the news to my tulpa that I'm actually normal
No.294267
>>294264>So having an unhealthy emotional connection to a Japanese comic book character resulting in crippling depression isGOOD
it feels good
you would not understand unless it happens to you
No.294268
this is why i am going to summon a demon
this year
this only thing that can fix this problem if not then there is plan b and if that fails goodbye cruel world
No.294272
>>294270
>You've been crying for that bitch for too fucking long.
yes she means alot to me no matter what
>If something as trivial as a waifu takes years to solve itself
i will solve it this year
>waifu takes years to solve itself then you should just give up or create your own waifu
maybe i only have one chance now better not waste in order to prove her maidenhood if that fails….i have to move on
No.294317
>>294268You're gonna regret that. I'm dealing with a succubus problem, bitch won't go away, keeps sabotaging me.
No.294325
>>294317>You're gonna regret that.maybe i wont who knows
>I'm dealing with a succubus problem,are you actually talking about a actual demon or a human
>bitch won't go away, keeps sabotaging me.well good luck
No.294329
>>294325Demon, I don't have the money to summon a succubus.
No.294330
>>294329right the word filter, never actually talked about live ones on this site ever
No.294332
>>294329did that shit actually work?
No.294333
>>294332I'm not actually one of those people that summoned one on purpose. lets just say I know they're real and yeah they can probably be summoned. I need to learn how to get rid of one.
No.294335
>>294333do you actually see the thing?
how does it act?
No.294338
>>294335To fully see her I need to be in a an altered state like sleep paralysis which she knows how to trigger as long as I sleep on my back, just looks like a naked succubus that's pale as a corpse, face a little monstrous with evil smile. In normal states and this is only at night I saw shadows move when I mention her, shadowy apparition. I can also see images of her when I close my eyes and try to sleep. She also enters my thoughts even in normal states, don't always know it's her.
No.294339
>>294335>how does it act?I forgot
She's mostly interested in sex and dragging me to hell with her, so she likes to convince me to do evil things
No.294340
>>294339do you actually see that thing physically?
No.294341
>>294340Like I said only as a shadowy apparition
No.294343
>>294341is that scary?
does it act like a poltergeist?
No.294366
>>294349
OP here
my best guess is that
some people can sense the supernatural more that others
No.294367
>>294343>is that scary?It was very scary at first, get less scared the more I interact with her.
>does it act like a poltergeist?It can, I've heard her make noises.
I felt her touch again last night, an electric like sensation. I should really do something about her one of these months. To be frank I kinda do like having a spirit want me even if it's an evil demon. Does anyone know if this thing can possess me? If there's no danger of that it's low on my list of priorities.
No.294368
>>294367can she do poltergeist stuff like move objects can she help with things like wealth or other things?
No.294369
>>294367like right now do you feel her?
also to you think this whole summoning a demon in order to prove maidenhood of a loli thing will work?
No.294370
>>294368She probably can. She wanted to teach me necromancy, promising it after I lie on my back and let her do me. But I prayed to God that night to check if that was okay and asking if she was a demon, she just claimed to be the spirit of a dead succubus, God immediately gave me the sign I requested, making it rain very hard very briefly at the exact moment. So I never let her do me and mostly ignore communication coming from her, I find her useful in helping me overcome fear of the supernatural and demonic. Not about to sell my soul for some foolishness.
>>294369I can sense her when I think about her, it's mostly at night she's active.
>also to you think this whole summoning a demon in order to prove maidenhood of a loli thing will work?Kek that's funny, she's fictional, just accept your head canon. Don't go summoning demons that could end badly.
No.294373
>>294370>Kek that's funny, she's fictional, just accept your head canon. Don't go summoning demons that could end badly.First, I hate headcanons. I want to be a canon, but I am not sure a simple yes from them is going to be enough anymore.
Plus, I have OCD and autism. I can't sleep knowing there is a chance that Seshio had his way with her. She is so special, I just wish I never asked. I hope if I end my life, I get reincarted into another timeline where this didn't happen or with her as well prove that seshio did not poke her
No.294374
>>294373>First, I hate headcanons. nope i dont i need it to be offical in order to satistify me otherwise i feel angery and sad
No.294378
>>294375
I'm addicted to imageboards and twitter, I feel cooked.
No.294379
>>294370How did you summon her? I want one too.
No.294381
>>294379What happened was I said out loud that I wished for a hug, even if from a ghost or non-physical being one night and one delivered right away, as soon as I fell asleep I woke up in sleep paralysis at least I think it was sleep paralysis and a pale as a corpse naked bietch appeared to give me a hug. The week before I had a Kundalini awakening and that may be related, the information I keep encountering seems to suggest this. I don't know how to replicate this, I was jerking off one day and focusing on maximizing pleasure accidentally made my whole body start vibrating and started getting visions, a voice told me it was a kundalini awakening, started seeing fractals and schematics. Someone knowledgable told me I was extremely lucky and found some kind of shortcut to something.
Pic related, I'm basically this guy.
No.294388
>>294381>undalini or somethingI mean… okay. I used to pray to the Moon so that he'd remove my soul and move it into the body of my favorite anime character back when I was a stupid kid, but so far the Moon hasn't recuperated in any way.
However much you jack off, I probably jack off more, and I haven't had any hundalinis awakening inside of me.
Isn't there a way to summon a demon or some kind of companion? I'm sick of constant loneliness due to my physical ugliness and short height. I'd take anyone in, even Satan Himself if he showed any interest. At first I thought you got a literal succubuss from /x/'s succubuss general, but my retarded brain eventually realized that you were talking about a feminist demon.
No.294390
>>294387Yeah one of the first things it lead to was curing my traumas. It was not imaginary. I want to get rid of it, I'm not chasing anything.
>>294388It was a literal demon, and that general is a bunch of larpers.
No.294394
>>294391I still pray to Moon, from time to time. Although I'm not sure if it's specifically dedicated towards it or something else. At this point I'm just hoping for some long forgotten older God to hear my pleas and acknowledge my suffering in some sort of way.
>>294392It's easy to say that when you aren't ugly or short. What your brain doesn't understand, because unironically you are also a perpetrator of this, but ugly people aren't seen as 'people' nowadays.
>>294390So you summoned that demon by masturbating and awakening your Kundalini? That's… interesting. I'd like to awaken my Kundalini too if that means getting a demon. On a side note, do you think it's possible for a human being to transform into a demonic entity?
No.294399
>>294396
>They want something in exchange, its favors.
realistic what would a demon desire from me in order to prove some loli virginity?
No.294410
>>294400
>Probably a favor, something material or energy.
if it material is it going to take one of my family members or what not sure about energy stuff
>the demon in question will make the mangaka spit whether she's a real virgin or not,
he already said it on his twitter i just dont think a simple yes is going to be enough for me it would good but the trauma would still be there
No.294415
>>294414
>energy stuff
is that your soul or something?
No.294419
>>294418
Is it worth it? People with those things are still miserable and the world around us is decaying.
No.294449
>>294394To be specific, I did nofap for 2 weeks before it happened, I think it was a prerequisite to have the discipline necessary to will peak orgasm into being. I doubt many could replicate it, I myself did it by accident.Never heard of anyone accidentally cooming themselves into enlightenment may be 1 in a billion fluke. At any rate I definitely don't recommend summoning demons, if you're good you can request information from Uriel an archangel of wisdom. They tell me I was supposed to do 1 month of nofap, but I discovered a shortcut. So just do at least a month of nofap, this by the way I think might be prerequisite for summoning demons too anyway. Then channel energy to the third eye for seeing or accessing knowledge. He'll think you're silly for just finding things out about a 2d character.
No.294469
>>294024Tantric fap. Otherwise tulpas and other idols gain awful domain upon your mind, as you do experience right now
No.294470
>>294394A stupid thing is to worship lilith or selene but even worse when you are a wiz
No.294476
>>294475Esoteric ejaculation
No.294477
>>294476i am not looking just to cum buddy
No.294478
>>294476i thought tantra was about not ejaculating
No.294481
>>294475Edging, sublimation of energies.
>>294476Close but no.
>>294478ffs this should be basic wizchanner lore
No.294487
>>294481you seem like you know your stuff. can you elaborate more on tantric fapping and specifically in relation to waifus?
i remember there was a guy here some years ago with interesting ideas about how you should fap to 2d maidens because that would charge up your magickal energy or something like that, and that fapping to 3dpd, or even looking at them, should always be avoided because it would drain your magick. he said it was a sort of exploit, because the female you were fapping to wasn't in the same reality the energy would be redirected to yourself even if you came. he said he was just about to cross into the afterlife to be with his waifu, so i guess that's why he disappeared.
No.294503
>>294498
this video is made for people who like to jack off to litle succubi
No.294519
wait
did janitor delete some succubus guys comments?
No.294520
>>294519it was 3dpd cunny
No.294522
>>294520>cunnyreddit word
underage succubi is better word
No.294523
i hate 4chan culture
it all unfunny cancer
No.294525
>>294415does this shit even work
No.294530
>>294522Using "underage" is complicit with the false notion that there is a minimum age.
No.294535
>>294530how about little succubi
No.294536
i want to kill the author in cold blood
i want to tie them up in chair and slowly torture them stab them rip their organs and eat them slowly
No.294587
It's not that I believe she would date me if she was real, quite the opposite. But if she did exist… just knowing she did would make my existence a lot more bearable, that's all… I've never felt this way about a real person. I've read nearly decade old manga countless times because of her. I read it for the first time when I was 21, and I haven't been able to get over her ever since. Very often I cry thinking about what happened, I cry thinking about her story, and I cry when I what author said about her to me.
I've had past waifus in the past, but I did not feel this way towards her at any point. The issue is that there's such a big difference between loving and being loved. I wish I could have loved my past waifus the way I love , I really do. I wish I could have given her all of the love I feel for . But I can't. And since I can't love anyone 3D, being in that relationship was the closest I've ever gotten to engaging with love at all. But I'd rather love and have that love not be reciprocated, than be loved without truly loving someone. It is a better feeling to give out of genuine, heartfelt love, than to receive it, knowing you don't feel the same way. I don't feel this way on purpose. i just want to sleep knowing that her maidenhood was not tainted by him
No.294632
Haunted guy here. Still haunted. Yesterday I said out loud she can be my ghost companion since she won't fucking leave anyway. I think that made her very happy, she saw fit to make me experience the tough of her hand on mine. Handholding basically. She's a silly ghost
No.294641
Fuck you, you uncreative Japanese.
I want obscure manga with very unique art style and weird but unique characters with very unique designs. I also want there to be a loli that has a very unique design and a sad backstory, as well as tons of fan art and little to no NSFW.Also, it has to have great lore and story.
Fuck you, Japan. Fuck you and your shit.
I can't take it anymore. I want something unique. Give it to me; it needs to appeal to me. Give it to me, you SUBHUMANS. I can't take it anymore.
No.294666
>>294641Create your own unique thing
No.294669
>>294666i cant
fuck those japs for being uncreative
No.294675
>>294669says the faggot that depends on Japan's lolis instead of making their own, no wonder the Asians are superior to the white man. you can't even fap right
No.294676
>>294641witch hunter robin but its lame
No.294677
>>294641I understand you but you better finding those by reading untralsated manga
No.294679
>>294675> no wonder the Asians are superior to the white man.most anime and manga is shit and has rarely unique designs
>>294677where
No.294680
>>294679sorry but you must seek yourself into japanese only translated manga
No.294688
>>294687I don't know, for exemple you can go to a japanese website that sell manga and then try to find if there's a online version (translated if you cant read japanese) but if you can read japanese you should import the manga from japan
>exemple:https://ebookjapan.yahoo.co.jp/ https://www.animate-onlineshop.jp/sphone/corner/corner.php?corner_id=2966 No.294708
>>294688try half of the stuff that comes from japan is shit
No.294709
>>294708you mean the things that get translated overseas? yes it's trash, thats why you must know japanese and move to japan and read the untranslated manga there
No.294712
>>294709i will find it
i dont think it she will come from a manga this time maybe i will fix the situation with rukkyyung
No.294756
>>294117Reddit dot com is so cool bro, you should go there
No.295045
This might be the most pathetic thing I've ever read
No.295073
>>295065OP here not a pasta>>295065
No.295278
>>295277because it's supposed to happen in a civilized country
No.295279
>>295277Rape and violence exists everywhere. Even in their world. Family members and friends are more likely to rape. However, here it's the other case and the rate is still high. Physical attacks and light sexual harassment is even shown in non-hentai titles.
No.295286
>>295277>Why 2d characters go and drink at the bar/tavernThat's only in isekai slop?
No.295330
>>295277Find interests, get into something else, you are on the internet, you have endless amount of possibilities, if you think games are tiring you, get into movies, music, anime, just jump into something you haven't before. As an autist you need an obsession, without obsessions to revolve your entire life around, you're fucking nothing as an autist. Autists without obsessions are empty shells.
No.295331
>>294317>>294338>>294367Oh hey, glad I'm not the only one with a legitimate daemoness issue. I've seen her multiple times, but I'm not sure what her "true form" is yet. Most things you've had happened, I've also experienced in the same manner.
>Does anyone know if this thing can possess me?They can, as I've found out the hard way, but from what I understand what they usually do is partial possession because they're just in it for the sex. If they are capable of full possession, it would most likely require a very long time and lots of permission on your part.
In any case, please be careful and don't be a fool.
No.295363
>>294024This is what happens when you coom to your tulpas, instead of strict edging or simply no-fap. You breed insane shadows inside your minds.
Edging without orgasm must be what truly reaps the so-called benefits of no-fap, what can generate the sex hormones without losing it in order to retribute the brain back, unlike coomers do: harming their body and soul by giving into the urge while being under deep emotions and sensations directed to whatever stimulus get them horny and infatuated at the same time.
To acid-spit Ishtar/Shub-Niggurath right on its face and watch it burn.
No.295367
Already let myself be fooled twice, once more and it's shame on me. It's just so tempting to be fooled as a lonely man. Just a few nights ago I heard her moan, have felt her touch, it felt so astonishingly real and she can shapeshift. I really should banish her.
No.295368
>>295367Meant to reply to>>295331
No.295369
>>295363Not touching your penis doesn't make you a warrior.
No.295370
>>295363it was never about gooning
it was about love
>>295369this i am giving up porn just for her
No.295371
I've been considering whether to follow the path of hate. I want him to suffer as much as he did to me because he destroyed her. I want him to die in the most agonizing way possible. Would an online occultist really carry out a ritual to give some random obscure manga artists cancer or aids? Whatever the case, I want him to die for saying that my waifu is not a virgin. Is this a good idea?
I don't think I can make fix the situation anymore or even find someone to fill the emptiness she left. The only thing that will bring me happiness is if the manga creator has the worst death ever; in that case, I'd be willing to pay a hefty price.
No.295373
>>295367What forms has she taken so far? What exactly have you felt?
>>295371That's a foolish thing to do. Whatever you wish upon him would be returned on you threefold. Your anger is only going to hurt yourself.
No.295374
>>294024>and then I asked why she was not a virgin, and he simply said yes.I'm sorry your waifu had such a horrible thing done to her. I know you probably have a lot of trouble imagining a way you could help or support her when she had a crime like that done to her. I have heard that sometimes it is enough to just be present, even when one does not understand. "Even though I cannot brighten your day, I will sit with you in the dark."
No.295389
>>295374did you even understand what i said
he said no and yes the yes is very ambigounous i am afraid that it means yes she is not a virgin
No.295395
>>295389If you used MTL (machine translation) the chance that the meaning got mangled is high. To get a precise answer you should be able to actually know some Japanese and be able to write a proper question and be able to properly read an answer.
>>294096For instance, here, not only is her name spelled wrong (ルキオン [RUKION] instead of ルッキョン [RUKKYON]), but the word for "virgin" is wrong too, 童貞 [doutei] designates male virgins, for female virgins the word that's used is 処女 [shojo (not to confuse with 少女 [shoujo], a generic word for succubi)]
(Picture semi-related)
No.295396
>>295395PS: About the picture: I don't actually use shitcord, I just saw that picture posted on an imageboard and liked it and downloaded it.
No.295402
>>295395i did not ask myself it i asked a other person from to ask him instead and the guy who ask it didnt know that much jap i really wish i ask them myself.
i just feel like it too late now….i send too many death threats it just feels so over
i just want to find a character like her that comes from a unique media piece is quite obscrue so alot of people dont draw NSFW shit of her and has alot of fan-art and somewhat big fanbase
No.295403
>>295402also the creator got hospitalized because of something with brain damage or brain cancer so it likely they will die but also unlikely
makes my deep empty broken heart somewhat happy
No.295407
I discovered her in mathchan sometimes i wish i never did because it feels like i ruined her forever and there is turning back and i will never find a person like her
No.295409
>>295408i just checked it
No.295410
>>295407Do you mean lukyon from sekai oni?
No.295424
>>295421Well I discovered her or rather the manga thanks to your thread so thanks :)
Unlike you I dont seem to get any attachment to potential waifus though even though I do feel sexually attracted… Guess I only care about appearance and am not able to obssess over them.
No.295431
>>295429transpower lil bro. Wont hurt ur fpe gf promise ^^x
No.295433
>>295431no lukyon dont you dare hurt her
No.295443
>>295440
fuck off and go to the sharty and stay there
No.295453
Dude dont post your waifus, Im AGGRESSIVELY MASTURBATING looking at your waifus
No.295461
>>295440
not this shit again
No.295462
>>295461he is a shartyfag
No.295469
>>295464i feel nothing just pure emptiness since that horrible day
No.295474
>>295469honestly just at this point i am tired
i feel empty without her
if i cant have her that i just want to sleep forever
i really doubt i will ever find someone like her ever again…
No.295552
I want to have Lukyon from the obscure-manga Sekai Oni kino as my feedee, feed me hamburgers as she calls me a human whale and my belly gets bigger, and she using it as pillow when cuddling me, making me bigger and bigger until i will weight 240kg and she making party for that milestone