No.296394
>>296393probably means he's a quick learner for abstract type of information which helps with school, but a warehouse job requires more of a spatial-kinetic type of intelligence. i'm sure he had no problem understanding what needs to be done, but his speed and efficacy were probably less than the other people there who more easily embody meatspace.
No.296403
>>296393>>296394I'm not him but I am like that myself. I graduated university fine with a physics major but in a situation like a warehouse job i would not be able to function. My psychiatrist says it is just anxiety
No.296426
how do i get on ssri's? should i just call a clinic near me? i have no idea about anything, but i cant get out of bed anymore and i feel like im about to kill myself. so im desperate to try anything.
when i was 18, i was on ssris for about a month.
No.296437
>>294978Depression meds made me numb and dumb for 20 years. I'm trying to get off them now and I've bawled my eyes out no less than three times in the past week. My feelings go from furious and violent to suicidal and empty, sometimes flipping between them several times a minute. I don't want to be addicted to the pill jew anymore but I wish I knew how to make the hurting stop.
No.296489
>>296277>170,000–180,000 wounded24 February 2022 – 18 August 2023US estimate[68][69] Amputations On 2 August 2023, a Wall Street Journal investigation found that Ukrainian amputations in the war came to between 20,000 and 50,000 including both military and civilians. In comparison, during World War One 41,000 British and 67,000 Germans needed amputationshalf a million of crippled russians, the streets are full of them. but I wouldn't be surprised at 2+ millions casualties by the end of the war. if the afghanistan war caused the breakdown of USSR the victory in ukraine is of great importance for russia's integrity, that's for sure
No.296498
>>296489Press X to doubt. Since 1,5 million fresh russians hit 18 years of age annually and are conscripted.
Even if two million russians died in the war (which is outlandish) they could replace them within a bit over a year. The value of human life in Russia is zero.
No.296499
How I can change my life?
No.296520
PC is dead, and i am using mom's phone to post this, pray for you hiki-NEET wizbro, I will have to endure life without all the stimulation I got used to
No.296631
>>296628Theres a comfy asthetic with shitty screens
No.296633
>>296628get some shitty job at a store, work there for a month or two, quit, and build a new rig.
No.296634
I get paranoid about my devices dying because I have nothing else going on in my "life"
No.296638
Got fired after working for 8 years. I'm getting severance pay, but it's weird i'm actually gonna neet again. Those 8 years were miserable. People are fake and will stab you in the back. I actually was one of the best, and the females who were most sick and didn't do shit get to stay. There is nothing good under the sun.
No.296639
>>296638why did you get fired?
No.296644
>>296639Last months took too "many" sick days, yet succubus had like 5x mine. I'm actually glad because i was on the way out, couldn't stand it anymore. Gonna enjoy the time off and eventually start looking for something else. Though I do hope aliens kill us or ww3. thx for asking wizzie, cuz nobody cares in my real life.
No.296646
>>296644>Gonna enjoy the time off and eventually start looking for something else.That's my plan too once I get fired. I feel like that will be soon because my power level is beginning to show at work.
No.296663
I was a neet for 10 years and now a wagie coz I want to replace my shitty laptop with a new budget pc
If you live with your mom you don't need to worry about the rent, bills and food (if your parents aren't cruel) so you can easily afford it after some time even if you live in third world
>>296520>>296520 No.296676
Anyone else in their 30s started to accept that they will never make anything of worth? Gave up on competing with others as you are too retarded to actually win? I feel defeated. I just start to think that I am actually just retarded even though I shouldn't be considering my life. Maybe I just lack drive and motivation.
No.296680
>>296676I've come to realize things like that are for 20-29 year olds just seeking approval and a group to belong in.
Also normies will never give someone not their own the recognition they deserve. Even if you ever succeed no one will congratulate you or say nice job anon. People will just tell you "oh i can probably do that if i had the time but you know i have work,gf, friends etc".
No.296681
>>29667639 and I feel about the same, though I'd call my case "bleak resignation" rather than acceptance because I'm still extremely bitter and angry over the fact that I'm a good for nothing, perma-virgin waste of space and I'll never amount to anything but a useless leech all on account of being shaken as an infant.
No.296683
>>296679>take these addictive poisons to make you feel perpetually numb and empty while contributing to my third megayacht, goyimLeave.
Just straight-up leave.
No.296686
>>296680>"oh i can probably do that if i had the time but you know i have work,gf, friends etc"ah yes, being busy, one of the highest virtues of modern times
a saint is he who gave up his own interests because he is too busy making dolla and pleasing succubi
No.296687
>>296684
I hope the towelheads and the tiny-hats kill each other.
No.296688
>>296686Yep it took a while to realize but normies are actually the biggest crab in a bucket mentality. If you ever make it out the gutter normies will just say oh you have no friends no crew no bitches it's pointless being rich.
No.296691
i cant believe how fucked up this world is, most animals die by starvation or being painfully ripped up by the razor sharp teeth of another animal and taking forever to actually die.
No.296692
>>296691there's no rational thinking on making babies
No.296694
>>296691Many animals and insects are unbelievably cruel to each other. Ever seen how parasitoid wasps reproduce? Only they could make you sympathize with spiders and cockroaches. Imagine what it must be like for a fish or a baby bird to slowly suffocate in scorching stomach acid after a pelican swallows them whole. Lions and tigers and bears (oh my) don't bother to wait until their prey stops screaming before they start eating. But none of that tops what we humans do to cows, chickens, and pigs just to eventually eat them. Even worse are what scientists do to mice and rats in their experiments. And then we breed different kinds of dogs and cats and so on with genetic defects that leave them to suffer their whole lives just because we think they look cute that way. If we're that way with cute animals, imagine how monstrously we treat other humans whom we think are beneath ourselves, who are low on the social totem pole, who make less money and get less pussy than ourselves. Can you imagine the unbelievably cruelties dealt by the hands of bloodthirsty apex predators?
No.296695
>>296691I know I sound like an ungrateful whiner but I find insidious how beautiful life can be, teasing you or giving you a taste of heaven, only to take it all away at any moment.
Like you could be a millionaire enjoying all the fruits of life and then suddenly get into an accident and become permanently disabled or get chronic pain.
No.296734
Every single time I try to invest my time into something such as a hobby or even video games, I burn myself out within a week. I can't seem to focus my energy on it after that and just it becomes like chugging through molasses. I just feel like after a certain point my brain refuses to engage with something, and I literally can't pick it up until after a longer period of time. I can't let this keep happening but it's hard not to. Specifically, I have been trying to learn programming and drawing. I know it's probably a bad idea to dedicate my time to two somewhat intensive things at once but I was enjoying it a lot at first. I just get to a certain point and then begin to feel like I am too low IQ or retarded to continue.
No.296735
>>296734Do you have a certain goal that you wish to achieve through programming or drawing? Something particular you want to draw, but can't yet? If not, and you're doing it just to pass the time and for the sake of hobbies, I think it's perfectly fine to drop activities once they're no longer giving you fun. It's going to be very hard to make progress without either genuine curiosity or a set goal. Or you might want to think back to the fun you had while drawing or programming, and develop in that specific, narrow area which was interesting to you.
No.296736
>>296735I admit that with neither of them I have no set goal in mind, and anytime I try to think of one my mind is blank. I think my goals are too broad or vague at the moment. With drawing, I just seem to draw whatever interests me at the moment and I also try to follow some books, as well as draw from my mind. I guess it feels more like I am doing it as some kind of exercise rather than wanting to really make anything. I do want to make something, but I just don't know what, and I feel that it would be out of my scope anyways. With programming I wanted to be able to utilize art I create somehow. My fear when it comes to dropping these is that I will fall back into a pit of doing nothing at all, and that I'll lose any progress I might have gained from my consistent practice. I know I need to approach this from a different angle and ask myself what I really want, but I honestly don't know. I appreciate your reply Wiz and I will try to think on some goals for myself if I can.
No.296838
This guy just drove into a lot of people with his car on Christmas market and killed a yound child and another person at least. People say they hate them. I don't feel a thing. Things just happen and life is madness, why would anyone even force you into life, that's so fucking dumb. What are you going to do about it?
No.296839
GOD, I AM SO FUCKING LONELY. LONELINESS IS KILLING ME.
No.296840
>>295057I've been feeling like this for three weeks straight. I mean, I've been depressed all my life, but I still did things. Now I can't watch anything. Can't read anything. I feel so lonely and isolated. I am so sad. I just smoke cigarettes all day and do nothing. I fucking hate music now too. I am already seeing a psychiatrist. I have bipolar disorder, but manic episodes barely occur now because of my medication.
No.296846
>>296839same
i have no one to talk to who would actually listen, not even online
imageboards are the only place where i can be honest
No.296852
>>296840time to start going for long walks daily, I am in the same position as you, I walk 2 hours each day
No.296855
ex-muslim here, decades of not believing. I'm in a terrible place right now, and i begged Jesus to save me. Still begging. I have nothing. The pain is immense. I just want to be saved spiritualy and on this earth. You might think i'm coping, maybe i am but i can't stand it anymore. Please save me Jesus. Forgive me for all my sins. Sorry everyone this is my only outlet.
No.296857
>>295057Don't do it anon. I'm
>>296855 , don't. I should get professional help too, it's hard to make that first step
No.296858
>>296855>ex-muslim>save me jesusYou could've let go of all religion.
No.296859
>>296858I did, and have nothing. That path brought me nothing but pain, so i'm trying a different one.
No.296860
>>296859do you eat pork now?
No.296861
>>296860No, out of habit. I did try it once when i left islam as some kind of exit ritual. Pathetic when i think about it.
No.296862
>>296855Ex-muslim who tried to christmaxx?
you are literally me, but, trust me, it is only a matter of time until you stop deluding your self, even if it feels good, it's impossible to de-irrationalize your self forever, regardless, I wish for the best for you, good luck