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 No.296511[View All]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.305522

>>305521
It's a pleasant way too. What way could be better than just overdosing on opium?

 No.305525

>>297905
I almost died of fentanyl once, don't remember how and I sure as shit didn't ask for fentanyl, they just put it in the drugs that I did ask for kinda like a kinder surprise chocolatte egg of death. Put me in a coma. So just do drugs and eventually you will win the amazing fent lottery

 No.305530

>>305484
stupid picture but i can't help having a laugh at the thought of this kitten exacting its revenge on schrodinger.

 No.305568

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I mean I'm currently in a Psychiatric Hospital on meds in an effort to get better after a few suicide attempts. I can't really comment on suicide because I've terrible at it but I'll say this about life.

Not to be preachy or whatever but I think the best way to live is in service of humanity and not to humanity's detrimate. This can be achieved very simply by just creating things instead of destruction. Like I do journaling and drawing, that's how I serve humanity and I think that's a possitive way to look at it.

 No.305571

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>>305568
What if I serve mankind with chaos, destroying things that are bad?

 No.305573

>>305568
Mankind is one giant ball of normgroid slop and I wish for nothing but the worst for it

 No.305739

Is there a commit a 'semi-suicide' or 'negligent suicide'?
What I mean is suicide being the result of another act, not committing the act of suicide directly. Such as falling off from a height and dying from inhaling monoxide. I'm wondering if there's any way to do this surreptitiously in my own room such as inhaling aerosol (read about being dying from that but don't know how), caffeine overdose, or malnutrition (not total starvation, just eating not enough).

 No.305740

>>305739
I'm not really sure, this is just suicide by complicated method, or are you trying to hide your death was by suicide? ODing on substances or eating disorders are common methods.
Anyway the more complicated the method, the more chances for failure.

 No.305741

>>305573
Someone told me recently about the epstein files and how these people are basically a club of cannibals, that they see themselves as above humanity

Then I brought up animal and how the conditions they live in are similar, take a battery chicken for example, it's basically force fed and its children or eggs are harvested from it until the day it gets turned into KFC itself

When I mentioned this man made hell they said, "well, they're just animals"

Ironic, that's why I refuse to get involved in people's lives

 No.305751

>>305741
Cannibalism was used during the Cultural Revolution to signify conformity and in-group loyalty. The redguards would make people eat human meat to test their devotion to the cause.

 No.305760

>>305751
I guess britcucks have always been a bunch of missborn inbreds

 No.305765

>>305739
If you live in an area with heavy snow, you can go into the forest in the middle of the night, drink a bottle of vodka, and strip naked. People will just assume you got drunk and lost, and paradoxical stripping is a symptom of hypothermia.

 No.305777

My family is forcing me to get a job. But I have no skills. And I don't want to get a job. I am going to kill myself. I am so tired.

 No.305778

>>305522
How much opium do you need to overdose?

 No.305815

Bleach method sounds like that 4chad crap with crystal that would fuck your eyes and stomach but keep you alive in even more agony than already are my dream is sneaking into train tracks with headphones at max volume to avoid mutilation or failure at the last moment

 No.305916

Wild how on here 6 years ago during a depressive episode I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to death. I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodka. This was during covid lockdowns.

I had a change of heart and was terrified and praying to god as I was driving back down. As the road was that slippery and I was sliding all over the ice.

It's wild to think that if I crashed and got stuck I probably would've died. I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.

I posted about it the whole time on here hysterically and got laughed at as a troll/attention seeker/whatever. I wanted to die at the time and was in pretty deep depression and terror.

I'm older now, I still feel suicidal but it's more in a "one day" sort of way. I've had a few cycles of getting close and then freaking out at the last minute.

 No.305917

>>305916
>I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to death
Your body would start shivering out of control, it is a terrible way to die.
>I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodka
Alcoholic coma sounds much more comfy.
>I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.
Scary.

 No.305920

>>305022
Is "Gunshot of head" like a basic handgun to the head?

 No.305936

>>305920
reminder to never EVER shoot yourself on forehead like media bastards show it will fuck your face but you will still be forced to live by normies

 No.305947

I have expired SN extored but afraid to do it asleep my brain is a piece of gargabe and I rarely sleep peacefully I think it would be better for me to do it while awake to avoid being stuck in the labyrinth of my mind

 No.306065

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Got a gram of ketamine and #3 heroin arriving at some point today, I'll be using the ket as that gets me into a more emotional state and will likely give me the bottle to OD on the heroin, alcohol never done that for me
Wish me luck, gentlemen, and I hope to see you on the other side

 No.306067

>>306065
I hope that it doesn't kill you, and instead you live to go on to kill the people who made you believe that suicide as the only option.

 No.306068

>>306065
farewell man, lets hope death is nothingness forever.

 No.306069

>>306067
The other option is to wait involuntary death

 No.306070

>>306065
good luck man, I hope the afterlife isn't too bad. was supposed to hang myself this month but I keep procastinating. I feel like my thinking is scrambled and my mind is playing tricks on me to keep me here.

 No.306071

>>306065
I wish you well anon, and to suffer as little as possible before you move on to the other side. A dignified ending is one of the last few things left for us to choose.

 No.306072

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I want to drink myself into death or at the very least into a coma, I’m looking for advice on how much and what I should drink specifically, I’m 5’5 and 145 pounds btw, any help is much appreciated, thanks

 No.306075

What household chemicals that you can buy over the counter are used for suicide? Just something I can go into the bush and chug down and have a guaranteed death in twenty minutes.

 No.306077

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>>306076
Just found out hydrogen sulfide can be manufactured through drain cleaners and garden sulpher powder.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Music/comments/1f4hbxf/slashs_tragic_stepdaughters_cause_of_death_at_25/

Seems to be a reliable and common suicide method.

I just need a reliable delivery mechanism now. A way to hit myself with a 1000 ppm dose for instant unconsciousness and death, in a way that doesn't get anyone else killed from the poisonous gas accidentally.

 No.306079

>>306072
Just drink a whole bottle of vodka in one go.
I know a guy that did that at a party as a challenge, then he went to bed and never woke up.

 No.306082

Please guys don't kill yourselves. You are capable of more than you imagine. Please at least give Jesus a chance in your lives.

 No.306083

>>306082
we don't serve false gods

 No.306086

Amerilards are so fucking lucky, imagine being able to just dome yourself whenever you feel like with a glock you got for free with your happy meal and chicken nuggies from McD's.

 No.306574

>>296511

I wonder if I wrote this back then, but probably not, life was sort of tolerable. Now it's back to being shit, hanging does seem like a solid method

 No.306612

If you could take a few evil people with you to the grave, who would you choose?
I wish I could settle the score for what they did to me.

 No.306614

>>306082
Christianity is a disease and a psyop

 No.306615

>>306083
You are not a sigma

 No.306618

>>306615
kakaka says who

 No.306950

>>296511
I dont stood the weight of my sins anymore. ím a terrible person and thats will be worst. i don´t wanna be a monster.
Also. the life don´t have nothing interesting that offer me.

 No.306952

i tell myself i'll do it when mom leaves the house, but i always chicken out. my chosen method is partial hanging, it seems like the easiest and least brutal method. i'm still too scared to actually do it and if i chicken out midway, i don't want to have marks on my neck. i could also fuck up and become a vegetable… if there was a button that i could press then oh boy would i be pressing it.

i'm not sure what do with my computer and whether to leave a note. my mom's not tech savvy and my pc is password protected, but if she sells it later for money or something, i don't want strangers looking at my unencrypted files. i don't have the willpower to do a full clean up.

as for the note, anything i could write just seems too cringe. i'd rather people wonder why i did it than whine about being a retarded loser. it makes me cringe thinking about people coming to my funeral and how ugly my face would be on those death notice posters. i don't have any recent photos, just the one from my government ID.

i hope after death i don't have to stick around as a ghost. i imagine the grim reaper or some angel leading me around, "so here's how your mother suffered after she found your body, don't you feel bad about it?" just turn me into a ball of radiating light and let me join the Monad. i'm tired of material existence…

 No.306954

>>306952
>anything i could write just seems too cringe.
Because suicide as a whole is cringe.

 No.306957

it is honestly amazing how we managed to squander something as wonderful as life
what kind of genuis is this?
out planet always had abundant resources for everyone to live, if not like a king then at least in peace, since fucking stone ages. Now we have tech and everything, food literally is infinite now yet we live as miserably as ever. how? literally how? this is a joke right literally all i want is to live for sake of living but even than is denied in our sociecty what the fuck is this.

i have suicide fantasies every week or maybe every day i dont know i dont count. i wish i could just do it but there some things that just hold me back i don't want my suicide to have consequences to anyone except myself im damned cant even suicide. maybe ill do it once im 40 or 50 when my sisters finally grow up.

hope rest of you will have it easy either be it passing or trying to live i hope same for myself too.

 No.306958

>>306957
>something as wonderful as life
Life cheaper than you think

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 No.306961

anyone know alternatives to lostallhope? They used to have that chart of methods, time, pain etc but removed it

 No.306966

>>306961
such waste

 No.306982

>>306957
>food literally is infinite
Food scarcity is a real problem, decades of fertilizers and pesticides combined with intensive farming and antibiotics have degraded the soil and put animals at risk of pandemics, we're one step away from a global food crisis.

 No.306984

>>306961
There is a website called Sanctioned Suicide which I used before I got banned. I must warn you the moderation and some of the userbase is absolute cancer and you will get easily banned if your post is even mildly "objectifying or degrading to succubi" or some other vague left-wing identity politics.

 No.307008

Waiting on me. SUFFERING.

 No.307446

>>298287
thanks for posting this, i'm not that poster but i was having a bad day and it's compelling to see a brother care for another brother


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