No.304976
>>303508That was Dante and Augustine's fanfiction. Samson and Saul kill themselves in the OT and they're still saved.
No.305024
>>305022Is SN not covered here?
No.305033
>>305024…Did you read the list? Was it on there? If not, then obviously it's not covered.
>>305032Make an honest effort to figure it out and report your findings.
No.305096
Is there a method that does not involve firearms that is easy to pull off without fucking up? I'm worried about making my life worse through a failed attempt.
My only guess is buying as much fentanyl as I can and taking it all at once. Would I need to inject or would oral route be ok?
No.305099
>>303675>Poison sounds like overall the smartest choice.Where the fuck are dweebs like us going to get that shit
No.305148
>>305099No idea.
On the other hand I'm thinking if you have a good spot to tie the noose and start gulping down vodka like crazy, you should lose coordination, fall from the stool and die. But no evidence to support it. I'm just thinking that when hit by vodka you're unlikely to be able to get yourself out of the noose.
No.305149
>>305099Poison hemlock grows everywhere in the wild.
No.305158
>>300267Sorry, I genuinely don't think a human wrote this. Not that it was generated by a bot or something, but that something demonic penned it, or that it was penned under demonic influence, like John Milton's Paradise Lost. That's what I instinctively felt.
No.305159
>>305158you're unenlighened
No.305160
I used to be really suicidal, and maybe I still am in some quiet, lingering way. What keeps me moving forward is this idea of the technological singularity, a future where everything changes so radically that the pain of now might finally lose its grip. I am not clinging to a person or a belief system so much as a horizon, a point in time where the rules of living could be rewritten.
I hold onto the hope that if I live long enough, full dive virtual reality will exist, and I will be able to step into a paradise that feels as real as this world but without its weight. That imagined place is not just escapism, it is a promise that there might be a version of life that does not hurt so much. Even if it is only a dream right now, it gives me a reason to keep breathing and to keep going one more day.
No.305165
>>296511dying and suffering in agony is so lonely. i have few days to do it at most and i still have no clue how to defeat SI despite my life being over for a long time. wish i didn't care about anything and was normal about it like everyone else who just kills themselves cause they failed a college exam. i want to just walk out of here and not see or hear anyone from my family ever. i'm dying from endless diseases, have drug-induced dementia and i'll run out of drugs and get seizures or strokes in a day or two. anyway, my method is and always will be train since i have no home or even room to myself, so i cant do anything at home and im a tard that would fuck up every method that required caoabilities. doesnt get easier than walking in front of a train, im just a coward and ill never change. if i wont do it ill end up in prison mental ward hospital in a loop till im 100 years old or die earlier.
No.305168
>>305149Now that's a Socratic thought indeed.
No.305174
>>305165>wish i didn't care about anything and was normal about it like everyone else who just kills themselves cause they failed a college examDoes that really happen?
t. highschool dropout
No.305175
>>305174Yeah. Though I don't know why you both belittle those people. If the college was their only chance to not live a worthless subhuman life, it's perfectly sensible to suicide.
No.305293
>>305160I've thought the same thing as you, my guy. Lately though, I feel like I came far too early. The technological singularity feels like something that'll be close to happening by the end of my lifetime if I were to keep living.
I envy those who'll be born within at least 2030, because I believe the children born in that time will get to experience it fairly young.
Unfortunately, a lot of us are gonna be stuck here, waiting in a shithole that seemingly moves at a snail's pace when it comes to the technological singularity's arrival.
No.305381
>>305293>technological singularityI feel like tech indeed advanced hard 2000-2015, now there is literally nothing significantly new compared to 2015 unless you count the copy-paste of llms as progress. nothing in everyday life has changed. the fake religion of singularity is based on the fake notion of exponential technological progress. Also if it wasn't for a handful of people at one Dutch company computer hardware would have stalled a decade ago
No.305411
>>305381If anything technology has become more hellish because it's optimized to be addictive. World of Warcraft was called World of Warcrack, but that has nothing compared to the cynical gacha-slop lootcrate goombling industry. Around 2012-2016 I just noticed everyone getting addicted to smartphones, by the time you arrived in 2017 everyone was living online. I used to think of myself as being special in the 2000s for being terminally online, because it was still rare at that time.
Boomers are all literally living in an artificial world, take a look at facebook some time and you'll see they're all just watching AI slop. You see them comment under the videos enraged as if it's real.
I feel that the digital world will stop being as relevant in the future. I think there's serious diminishing returns for user data. Anyone who is addicted to the internet, after a few years, falls into the same habits. And material constraints (oil, copper, etc) will mean that the real bottleneck will be in the ability to buy shit, not in the ability to advertise.
I keep wondering how the internet is free for third worlders. I get how it's valuable to advertise to a first worlder, but an indian living week to week, what's the value of him or his user data?
No.305432
my drugs are running out, last time they did i had stroke like symptoms and ambulanced myself to insanity ward after 16 hours or so cause i couldnt bear it
so i have 2 days to kill myself
guess we will have an answer if train suicide works or not this time
No.305456
I backed out at the last moment last month. When minutes from death I get the most disgusting gory feeling of terror and despair. I believe everyone goes to some kind of involuntary judgement after death and speculation whether you go to hell or heaven is stupid unless you are very evil or very good.
Anyway I realised my SI is a real problem. I see webm's of Japanese schoolgirls jumping to their death without hesitation and I wonder why I as a 30 year old white man can't do the same. I am almost ashamed of it. Getting scared I will never be able to do it and this rot will continue indefinitely.
No.305458
>>305456
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>Anyway I realised my SI is a real problem. I see webm's of Japanese schoolgirls jumping to their death without hesitation"Puberty hits you hard" versus "keeping face" is a painful concept when youre a teen.
Good thing I had something to hold onto, a certain secret outlet to fulfil my need to feel "still managing to deserve to live".
No.305460
>>305456Drugs are the way to go and that's why they limit drugs as an option. It's pathetically easy to kill yourself with cyanide or Nembutal, or opium.
I feel envious of the drug addicts who have access to those means. The ones who can just get a whole dose of heroin to shoot up and have it look like an OD death.
No.305465
https://www.npr.org/2008/05/05/90179759/japanese-turning-to-suicide-by-detergent-death
>In the past year, some 300 people in Japan have killed themselves by deliberately mixing bleach with other household cleaners and then breathing the toxic hydrogen sulfide fumes.Nu-suicide method just dropped. Or old, but it's not that old.
It's funny, at my old job we did curtain cleaning. And I was always warned not to mix the upholstery cleaner with bleach otherwise it released toxic fumes.
Loading up on alcohol and sleeping pills, and putting on a gas mask, then slowly releasing the gas in a steady stream while listening to music, should make for a relatively peaceful death. Even if the mask slips. It'd still fill the room and kill you.
No.305466
>>305465Death before dishonor. Hopefully they fail to delete the info from boards.
No.305481
>>305466It's not hard to find out honestly. All cleaning products have their ingredients on the back.
I think what's important with suicide is that there's no going back, and that it doesn't trigger a death instinct. Swallowing fast acting poison of any kind does that. Your body doesn't associate swallowing something with death.
No.305484
>>305481SCHRÖDINGER'S UR ASSHOLE
I SURVIVED
No.305521
>>305460I meant killing yourself without hesitation I actually tried to hang myself. I agree these junkies have a ridiculously easy way out, maybe the only good thing about that lifestyle.
No.305522
>>305521It's a pleasant way too. What way could be better than just overdosing on opium?
No.305525
>>297905I almost died of fentanyl once, don't remember how and I sure as shit didn't ask for fentanyl, they just put it in the drugs that I did ask for kinda like a kinder surprise chocolatte egg of death. Put me in a coma. So just do drugs and eventually you will win the amazing fent lottery
No.305530
>>305484stupid picture but i can't help having a laugh at the thought of this kitten exacting its revenge on schrodinger.
No.305573
>>305568Mankind is one giant ball of normgroid slop and I wish for nothing but the worst for it
No.305739
Is there a commit a 'semi-suicide' or 'negligent suicide'?
What I mean is suicide being the result of another act, not committing the act of suicide directly. Such as falling off from a height and dying from inhaling monoxide. I'm wondering if there's any way to do this surreptitiously in my own room such as inhaling aerosol (read about being dying from that but don't know how), caffeine overdose, or malnutrition (not total starvation, just eating not enough).
No.305740
>>305739I'm not really sure, this is just suicide by complicated method, or are you trying to hide your death was by suicide? ODing on substances or eating disorders are common methods.
Anyway the more complicated the method, the more chances for failure.
No.305741
>>305573Someone told me recently about the epstein files and how these people are basically a club of cannibals, that they see themselves as above humanity
Then I brought up animal and how the conditions they live in are similar, take a battery chicken for example, it's basically force fed and its children or eggs are harvested from it until the day it gets turned into KFC itself
When I mentioned this man made hell they said, "well, they're just animals"
Ironic, that's why I refuse to get involved in people's lives
No.305751
>>305741Cannibalism was used during the Cultural Revolution to signify conformity and in-group loyalty. The redguards would make people eat human meat to test their devotion to the cause.
No.305760
>>305751I guess britcucks have always been a bunch of missborn inbreds
No.305765
>>305739If you live in an area with heavy snow, you can go into the forest in the middle of the night, drink a bottle of vodka, and strip naked. People will just assume you got drunk and lost, and paradoxical stripping is a symptom of hypothermia.
No.305777
My family is forcing me to get a job. But I have no skills. And I don't want to get a job. I am going to kill myself. I am so tired.
No.305778
>>305522How much opium do you need to overdose?
No.305815
Bleach method sounds like that 4chad crap with crystal that would fuck your eyes and stomach but keep you alive in even more agony than already are my dream is sneaking into train tracks with headphones at max volume to avoid mutilation or failure at the last moment
No.305916
Wild how on here 6 years ago during a depressive episode I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to death. I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodka. This was during covid lockdowns.
I had a change of heart and was terrified and praying to god as I was driving back down. As the road was that slippery and I was sliding all over the ice.
It's wild to think that if I crashed and got stuck I probably would've died. I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.
I posted about it the whole time on here hysterically and got laughed at as a troll/attention seeker/whatever. I wanted to die at the time and was in pretty deep depression and terror.
I'm older now, I still feel suicidal but it's more in a "one day" sort of way. I've had a few cycles of getting close and then freaking out at the last minute.
No.305917
>>305916>I tried to kill myself through freezing myself to deathYour body would start shivering out of control, it is a terrible way to die.
>I drove up the mountain with two bottles of vodkaAlcoholic coma sounds much more comfy.
>I purposely went with no mobile phone and was only wearing a shirt and shorts.Scary.
No.305920
>>305022Is "Gunshot of head" like a basic handgun to the head?