/dep/ - Depression

>>303396
Do not visit crab buckets that's why

>>303410
How do I torture crabs then?

>>303380

If you die by suicide you automatically go to hell and your soul belongs to demons. Some laws can't be broken and no matter how the angels cry your soul will be eternally tortured.

DO NOT commit suicide.

And if God isn't real then you end in a sort of paradox. You can't suffer anymore but YOU don't exist. It's like being all the potential people that were never born. You just aren't.

>>296511
Starvation is much better. It takes more time, but if you make it out of the keto adjustment phase in the beginning and you stay in bed for months, you'll be fine. Jain monks do this when they are prepared to depart from life. It is painful and scary, but its the least painful of all the suicide options. I am considering killing myself through this option if I ever find myself at rock bottom.

>>303511
>>303511
massive CONTRA is, you may end up in mental ward solely for "danger for himself: does not eat" reason (aka "anorexia")

>>303508
>hell
>demons
>soul
>eternity
>God

Nice fantasy bro.

>>303511
You need to be alone else you risk this >>303512 they literally force feed you tying you to the bed with an IV

>>296511
So I bought an Helium tank last week and tried to see how it would work: it was bad.
It lasted 10 minutes and I had to open the valve more two times to make it last those 10 minutes (the tank loses pressure, after a while nothing comes out of it anymore and you obviously can't keep opening it while unconscious)
I've already thought to buy more tanks but if they do not last enough time all it will do is just a permanent brain damage.
So what's the solution?

Anyway, helium is great, it really tastes of nothing and it probably is the best method if you manage to make it work properly.
The last party lol

>>303526
Be careful using helium meant for balloons. It may be mixed with oxygen to prevent asphyxiation. You're better off using nitrogen. Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.

>>303529
an old copy pasta, from i dont remember where:

Charcoal method. Hibachi chimney starter, premium charcoal as in briquettes, not lumpwood. The quality briquettes have a bit less carbon content, however they smoulder for longer + are easier to light.
Light the charcoal *only* with the chimney starter, not lighter fluid.
this ensures briquettes that'll burn at the same rate nicely.
You'll want the charcoal to be fully white, which takes a good 25 minutes or maybe even twice that amount of time.
When ready, dump em over in a portable charcoal grill. Dont cover it with the lid and remember the charcoal needs to be turned fully white. Now move in with your favored drink or benzo and pass out. Or wait 20 minutes before going into the enclosed space like a well sealed tent.

Location is important of course.
Dont do this in an apartment complex.
There are carbon detectors all over the place + it may risk others.
Other options are: rental minivan,
tents needs a flysheet build into the groundsheet to avoid air gaps. Look for a tent with a HH rating of 3000mmhh or more.. this is a measure of waterproofness. You dont want the heat from the grill to melt the tent, so one big enough for 3-4 persons is better. Place the grill on bricks and lay an extra layer around the edge. This is required, otherwise the tent floor may melt.
Only use a brand new grill, do not cook food with it. it would ruin the whole ritual. Supposedly carbon poisoning will byspass your survival instinct, just knocking you out, however using benzo such as xanax, valium, antivan, or klonopin mixed with strong alcohol should knock you out fast.

>>303527
> Find the forum >>303381 mentioned, there's a guide there on inert gas asphyxiation.
You mean the one that just the other day was ousted as being a troll honeypot ran by negro "femcels"?

Why is everyone talking only about hanging, heights, guns and drugs? Is this all there is? Hanging is the only viable method when you have little money.

I'm more interested in some learning resources. I can't believe nobody explored the topic of poisons, I'm very much interested in the results. Poison sounds like overall the smartest choice.

>>298222
Question about doorknob hanging, what's stopping me from grabbing the rope or grabbing the doorknob and trying to free myself? Likewise if regular hanging what's stopping you from just grabbing onto the rope?

2 attempted ODs now and both times I bottled it and got hospitalised. Thank fuck my country's health care is dog shit so I wasn't sectioned and can try again when I nut up. I fear I never will and the suffering will continue indefinitely.

>>303725
Nothing. I dunno how a regular hanging would work, even if you grabbed it for a while, would you eventually tire and have to give up?
Anyway, that's how I failed the doorknob, I guess. I don't really remember what happened. I think I panicked as my consciousness faded and got out somehow. Maybe I jerked out or threw my hands up or something. I suppose the people who can do it are the ones really committed, who can go long enough to get to the point where it's too late to try and help yourself. Maybe I wasn't drunk enough.

That was a long time ago and good and bad things have happened to me since then. I don't think I would've missed out on much if I'd been successful, but I'm no longer in a place where I'm suffering enough to try again, even if I still think about it.

I have digitalis and amitriptyline, but here is the kicker: it's in form of injections. Do you think it would work if I ingest them?
Also, what should I take to knock myself out? I was thinking about taking a whole pack of benzoes and over the counter sleep aids.
It would work as a poor man's heart switch, but without morphine. I can't acess other drugs like that. Although, I have oxyotocine, but I dunno how it would interact with other drugs.
I was thinking about adding beta blockers to lower my blood pressure even further.

>>303921
>digitalis and amitriptyline
Don't its neutralize each other effects?

>>303931
Thank you for this image
*side walk*

>>303734
same but I just ended up with the crisis team, I'm thankful I didn't get sectioned in hindsight tbh

Ideally I’d like to go out in a very violent, painful but also fairly quick way, any suggestions wizards?

Is it really possible for me to kill myself by inserting a fork into the socket on the wall, or is this just a meme?

>>303969
If you jump from a high enough height you don't even feel pain

looks like im going to order SN soon. I have benzos and antiemetics. I dont want to be on earth much longer

>>304203
I wish I could do it too. I had sn and antiemetic but couldnt get to actually drink them. my life is a complete disaster from beginning. there's nothing worth to save. it's arguably the most brutal circumstances one can ever live

>>304204
i wish you the best friend

>>304206
there's nothing to wish everything that can go wrong goes wrong I hate this world with a passion I wish everyone died in a brutal way that's the only thing that can make me truly happy to be honest

>>298329
You are literally me. I'm 18 khv (but no interest in real succubi), kike doctors prescribed me ssris when I was younger and foolish. took it for a month last year and I haven't felt lust ever since, 0 libido. No lust left. Part of why I want my life to end and am browsing this thread. I used to think lust was devilish too (but I was addicted to masturbation). I used to cope saying I was "letting the impure thoughts out" when fapping. I still think it's what actually happens. But let me tell you, after a year of not having any libido you start to regret. You don't feel human. I wish I could go back and never take that shit. Get off of that crap but do it slowly. I got scared and like a retard stopped right away and I think that's what really killed my libido. I'm now doomed to live a hard life and might suicide next year. But we are too young to off ourselves, it's tragic to die this early. So don't be a retard like me.

>>300342
I think it's the opposite, all the anons who encourage suicide, promote methods, etc. are the ones spreading negative propaganda. Many of you don't have it as bad as you think

I hate how suicide rewards stupid emotion-driven brutes instead of intellectual gentlemen. some 15 year old feels a moment of passion and kills himself so easily, even though he has a great life. meanwhile the rational intellectual with the worst life in human history, constructs a brilliant elaborate treatise proving he should die. and all that logic, facts, data is worthless without the Will.

suicide goes to those who least deserve it, and denies those who have most fairly earned it. the same weak will that has given us wretched lives, leaves us too weak for death.

>>304235
If your will is weak you didn't deserve shit. Deliberation without action, where you have means for it, is worthless.

suicide is like the courage to go over the top in WW1 trenches

>>304235
It's funny how despite the doomer posting about how psychopaths are glib successful people, people with ASPD kill themselves a lot. They kill themselves at rates higher than the general population, typically during drug comedowns.

The suicides I knew personally have almost entirely come from the most shitty and arrogant people.

>>304230
>But let me tell you, after a year of not having any libido you start to regret. You don't feel human. I wish I could go back and never take that shit.

wrong


you, basically, feel you're not like other people when it comes to innuendos, gimmicks and cuddling so you cant "read the code"


I never took SSRIs and yet I had a phase of stress so harsh I did not have morningwoods

I never understood why people give up quietly. Instead of like doing some stupid shit like David Goggins. You know you don't have to be violent or hurt others unless you have so much anger in you that you would want to do that, but like if you're giving up life already, why not kind of play around with it a little bit without a care in the world. This is by the way not well thought out and if it is stupid, I'm sorry OP. But I used to have some kind of thoughts like that, I'm sorry I cannot articulate it right now.

Killing yourself for anything kike related is such a fucking cuck move. Guys, if you're gonna kill yourself, make sure it's not because of the fucking Jews. Let it be something deep and existential in nature, not some minor rock on your road or a pebble in your shoe (watch the movie revenant, it doesn't necessarily affirm life, but it just shows how far not giving a fuck about obstacles on the road can go and ultimately true power is not measured by achievement as much as how deep into doodoo you can go and still remain unphased, think qui gon jinn right before getting killed by darth maul, not that he had it tough, but he just ultimately really didn't give a fuck about anything ) and you know what, generally just not anything social in any way. On the other hand, if you kill yourself because of social stuff, you low-key deserve it, because to see life that narrowly, to only care what people think and do, I understand it's hard to survive without the benefits of civilization, but you can make it work without having anything more than business-like relationships with others, but to kill yourself because boohoo people suck and now I'm going to kill myself, not a huge loss tbh. Fuck people who only see other people as the thing worth living for. Have you been outside at night? Have you looked at the ocean? Have you walked alone in the forest? Have you consumed some good art? Have you looked at the sky and at the clouds or just the rising or the setting sun? Have you looked at the desert? Are you a fucking retard? Have you enjoyed your body? Are you so sick that you haven't ever fasted or enjoyed a good food after a good fast? Have you been to a sauna? Have your ran, have you lifted something heavy? Have you sprinted? Have you riden your bike? Are you fucking stupid, killing yourself because you're surrounded by boring ass people? All I have news for you, you are one of them, my nigga and if it's those boring ass people ruining the party… I don't want to get banned for encouraging suicide, but honestly the real ones will not be killing themselves because of reasons like that and the ones who will be, honestly, if anything it's a relief. Yes, most people suck.

killing myself once i get my SN. happy to leave this place and enter the void

My favorite method of dying has always been DMT but it has a nasty side effect of evaporating all your thoughts of killing yourself if you actually break through

Stay away from them fractals y'all

>>304274
update us

>>304274
>killing myself once i get my SN.
>>304327
>update us
?

>>304328
How?

>>304328
>>304329
it takes a few minutes to fully lose consciousness after ingesting sn

>>296511
I would rather live on than end it all out of melancholy and wrath. Life for me could actually be quite peaceful if it weren't for nosy, petty, and simple-minded normies trying to ruin my life constantly. Seriously, I hope these people get what SHOULD come to them. I doubt the world is so justly punitive.

>>296756
Wow! That is unequivocally brutal! I'm not even being sarcastic or pettish, I genuinely understand your pain. People are not only apathetic, they're malicious and cruel too. Schadenfreude is one of the prevalent all-too-human characteristics. Life is suffering, mostly without purpose or end.

>>297905
unironically via your ass is the best way after intravenous
orally and snorting don't have the same absorption rate, whereas inside your ass is nearly as good as with a syringe. someone on the internet said this, maybe double check.

why does everything have to be so hard? i want the fruits of suicide, without having to work for it

can i die from a full script of ativan 2mg and alcohol?

advice for cowards on how to train yourself to have the courage to do it?

>>304488
My advice is to not do it, because suicide is for fags.

>>304489
just sobbing in a ball, wanting to do it, but too pussy to do it, is even more fag.

>>304377
it is possible if u have no tolerance, but mixing benzos with opioids is much more likely. death is through additive respiratory depression