No.298533
>>298086I don't know why but you sound a little bit like a succubus to me. No insult though.
No.298545
I make art and read books. I am an intellectual and people are too fucking normal to understand my thought process so therefor I don't say much and I almost never show my power level. I feel talking about my art projects is embarrassing.
Whenever I show my power level I make other people jealous of me. I put myself at disadvantage to make those retards comfortable. I am so dumb. I don't know how to do it.
No.298550
>>296890ironically…good post
No.298551
>>296890Stupid shithole biases. Even half-bald I'm still attractive to succubi and my chances of employment or my tendency to not receive sudden hatred from normalretards are just that very same way
>>296938Amazing if anyone around here believes such retardation
>>298066So the world around you gets you corralled into shit, while some others are just favoured by luck… and you blame it on yourself. Yes, you are a loser. Sorry your boomer dad was sounaware himself of taxrape upon self-employed people.
>>298545If I were you I would just try one and every single editor to publish me even I get sick with embarrasment. About your power level, yes, why not to have this strategy about it? The issue comes when you lose chances due to hiding your potential because you didn't even think that someone out there would value you in such fashion
No.298593
>>296903Hang yourself, cuckold retard.
No.298604
>>298601Stop being mentally fucking retarded. If the circumstances are such that both individuals are applying to a job whose familiarity they have no prior connection to, and whose association was in every manner before it null, then the person with 'better luck' will be he who responds congruently accordant to the contents of the interview, and who upon doing so will maintain the job. There is nothing else to it, none of that extravert introvert idiocy operates at all.
And this still maintains all the more for I.T jobs, you fucking double shitter.
Why are their so many niggers here with no real life experience whatsoever? even as a dysfunctional masturbator anime watching NEET, you should have some tangential information to go of in some fashion connected to reality, and not the stupid bullshit you hear on the internet 24/7. Christ.
Fucking retarded kid.
No.298605
>>298604I cant even tell what youre saying beyond that you're irrationally angry about an imageboard message and dont know how to express yourself clearly.
Degrees are often completely useless and irrelevant to the job, and employers learn this more every year. but obviously it varies depending on the country and field etc
No.298608
>>298601>none is claiming degress are uselessthey are pretty fucking useless tho if they dont land you a job that you can keep and that lets you earn money above minimum wage. worst case scenario is that you instead of a job get endless amounts of debt.
also yes the extroverted normalfag will always get the good positions while the introverted guy wont get shit so its not even worth it having a degree as the risk is too high that you wont get a job.
they dont say 'your network is your networth' for nothin.
No.298609
I never heard of anyone who went to jail over college debt in America(I am not an american) is it a serious issue or just something written on paper? serious question
No.298613
>>296810>Family gatheringsAt least my siblings and their succubi don't ask anything to me nor having something interesting to discuss with them, i'm just there for free food and giving them my stuff away sometimes. I'm 42 and they are all aware of my situation, and I decline firmly any broader family gatherings. Having my own place for now but will lose my job soon for a very stupid reason.
Hope they won't be so sad once I would an hero.
No.298614
>>298613>lose my job soon for a very stupid reason.what is the reason I may ask?
>would an herothink 'bout aul'ma
No.298758
24 is still quite young to turn your life around
No.298771
>>298758Autists can't make it no matter what
No.298772
>>298771Yes they can, but that's irrelevant because nobody here is an autist.
No.298778
>>298772you are in a website for fvcking 30+ years old virgins
No.298779
>>298778…So? What are you suggesting, that we chose to remain virgins because we have AUTISM?
No.298780
>>298779Autists have a high virgnity rate.
No.298822
>>298771Autists cant improve or change??
No.298841
>>298822You are born with it, there is no cure for autism, you can mask though.
No.298851
>>298841The cost of masking comes later in life, when you no longer have the energy to do everything while masking. You revert to the original, unmasked, autistic self, and have to relearn how to do everything while being your true self.
No.298929
>>298851How would that even work? If you mask to hide something which you never learned in your development times, because autists can't learn it, then how would you learn it with no masking later in life, when you are still an autist? You rather give up completely and feel defeated for the rest of your short life, as autists have a high suicide rate and die young.
No.298930
>>298929Yeah I didn't write it very well. What I meant is that you might learn to mask being different and blend in with the normies. That allows you to find a job and even be relatively successful in life. You get used to being able to put on an act and get along somewhat well with normies. Then you hit 30 and cognitive decline kicks in. Gradually you lose your ability to mask, but you have to keep going, working and living at the same pace. So you focus all your energy on getting the job done, but socially, you revert to being a weirdo. Nothing comes to mind during conversations, can't read people's emotions, but you're expected to act same as you always did. You have to learn how to live without masking.
In short, your ability decreases, but people's expectations stay the same.
>You rather give up completely and feel defeated for the rest of your short life, as autists have a high suicide rate and die young.That's only if social status is the only thing to live for lol.
I still enjoy my niche interests. If anything, life is only just beginning, because having accepted my limitations, I can focus on what truly matters to me.
No.299138
>>296810>like the plagueBecause they are that type of people who let this world be built the way it is built, where you are born to be a slave, psychos succeed and your own worth is not even depending on you. Your parents could not even have a piece of land for you to work at to selfsubsist because you need to sell quite a lot of its product to cope with the taxcuckery upon such pieces of land.
Questions like "how you doing" I ghost inmediately. I abhor normies.
No.299147
>>298930You hit the nail on its head. Especially the point about slow but progressive cognitive decline after 30.
People in western civilizations live longer than ever, and are actually very scared to admit the human ape is old at 30+. The human prime is incredibly short.
For an autist who needs to mask, this is deadly. The more your cognitive function falters, the harder it becomes to emulate the neurotypical code in your brain (compiler) and execute it.
You start getting all sorts of runtime errors, memory leaks and lag. Normies start questioning you and finally see the weird you behind the mask, and they don't like what they see.
You're not a safe and relatable Windows 11 Home Edition with cute colorful icons and a sunny meadow wallpaper. You're a weird fucking Linux distro created by a Hungarian nerd which only has a command line interface and runs off direct Assembly instructions.
Instead of being socially exiled at age 14, it will happen at 38.
No.299148
>>298822Not by blending in.
No.299303
>>296871At this point you're a blank canvas primed for throwing ugly stereotypes at. Pedo uncle, drunk uncle, schizo uncle etc. Imagine normie teenagers gathering together to tell stories about their crazy uncle to humor succubi they are trying to woo.
Granted, at least succubi have it equally worse when they are in this predicament, but fewer of them end up as wine aunt or crazy cat lady aunt.
No.299326
>>299323so, the demiurge picked you out of all people, and is acting out his grotesque sense of humor on you? is that what you're saying?
No.299489
>>298604Normalfag spotted. Are you here because your girlfriend dumped you or some shit? Fuck off, this place isn't for you.
No.299565
>>296810I used to share similar feelings but I've found that time takes care of these sorts of things. I was made to feel bad when siblings and cousins around me were getting married, having children and advancing in their careers, etc. but now as the years have gone by marriages have broken up, careers have failed, people have gone bankrupt, etc., and all of the sudden I don't seem like such a loser anymore.
Also, in conjunction with the above, as people get older they start reflecting on these things and their priorities shift. Parents look at their children who did everything "right" and still managed to crash and burn or they look at family members that were seemingly normal but ended up as druggies or something, and then they'll look at you and realize you're not so bad after all and that and that the usual normalfag things aren't the be all end all of life.
No.299619
>>296810I recently visited a funeral of a relative and something like this happened to me. another guy in my famliy and of my age is currently studying to become dentist and hes really successful sounding and charismatic. and the relatives were kind of asking him of how hes doing and he told them of his gf and he acted like an actual adult. I was not asked such questions. Really shows how much of a loser Ive becomen without noticing it kind of.
No.299806
Beware the man who was always told by others he was a useless loser, for he will act in anger to prove them wrong.
No.299820
>>298758What about 25
26
27?
No.300185
>>299806Why are you trying so fucking hard to sound british?
And no , it isn't true he acts out of anger , most of the the time he will remain a loser and doesn't seem to take it personally because who gives a fuck about people's opinion?
We all die whether we fail or succeed.
Seethe & cope .
No.301149
>>300185there's nothing british about that
it's just high register
No.301580
>>299323For not replying to
>>299326 I can tell you're a real one.
No.301698
>>296810Normalfags don't compare themselves to elon musk or jeff bezos, so you shouldn't compare yourself to normalfags. You simply live 2 completely different lives with 2 completely different life parameters. We're all born with different means.
No.302298
>>300185Don't you realize the posh English is the stuff taught in continental Europe as some kind of golden example?
No.303774
I avoid then while making it noticeable that I just hate them. It's a blast.
I ghost those nosy questions, not allowing them to lecture me into the retarded farmer cuckciety they love oh-so-much. They are alien to me. A threat.
No.305491
>>298240very well and truly said
No.305496
>>305491Not really. The shame comes from within, the indoctrinations only feed it. There is something deeply unsettling about not being able to survive without your mother making you breakfasts.
No.305508
>>305497lmao :D this pic is too real
No.305745
>>305744I know exactly how you feel and I know what the cause is for me: inflammation. My whole body remained in an inflamed state from eating plant matter and carbs for years in the past, preventing me from growing, being healthy, being happy. I lost 7-8 years of my adolesence doing things I could've stopped. I could've eaten better. I could've said no. I was 166cm aswell for several years but I'm 169cm now after making some improvements, but I feel that it's all too late. I'm 23 years old.
The past was an act of robbery against me, I know everything that I lost, all my dreams, my time, the happiness, the opportunities, they are all gone permanently. There is nothing that can be done to compensate for them, nothing that can be done to replace them. I suffered emotional distress and pain from abusers, on top of poor habits built from the kind of environment I was forced to exist in, just to lose the most crucial opportunities forever. I'm angry, I'm angry at my family for giving me garbage to eat and abusing my metabolism, I'm angry at myself for being so weak, I'm angry for being poor. I'm angry.
No.305746
chillax dudes yer never gonna compete with the 181cm chad no matter how hard you try if you're not 182cm which i for one sure as hell am not. it doesn't destroy your *whole* life, only a part of it. you still can earn money enough for spell ingredients
No.306011
>>298779Uh yes? Autism means you are pathologically socially retarded and that destines you to be a loser unless some insane level luck happens to you.
No.306124
>>305744I hated NEET life so much, to the point I somewhat prefer being a full time wagie. After 18 my parents would nag me nonstop, wake me up in the middle of the night to remind me to look for jobs in the morning. I was already going too. Then they'd walk away muttering how useless I am. I was ready to end it all. I've estranged myself from my entire family now aside from my parents as I live with them, and we've come to terms now. Hopefully there are no future hiccups, but I'm sure there will be.