No.301144
I cannot take healthy people seriously. Whatever they say is bullshit. A sick normalfaggot is closer to truth than a 50 years old healthy wizard.
No.301145
>i'm speshul because I'm fat from gorging myself, unlike everyone else who is an NPC
No.301146
>>301145I am taking about diseases out of your control.
No.301147
Covid vaccine gave me autoimmunity, its amazing some retards are still in denial over how harmful this was.
No.301148
I'm devastated by illnesses both physically and mentally, I would gladly be put to death if it was possible
No.301505
>>300034Both. But it's not as bad as it used to be. I still feel stinging sensations whenever I sweat, but they don't last as long as they used to I no longer seem to get visible hives.
No.301513
I have chronic sinusitis, seborrheic dermatitis and rosacea. I'm not joking when I say all this shit combined ruined my life.
No.301612
I just got stomach ulcers. I was pretty close to death with all the blood I lost.
On quadruple therapy and I hate my life even more now. Fucking hospital fees gonna rape me as well..
No.301619
I was scrolling through advice on how to cope with being ugly, and the most common advice I see is hitting the gym and trying to have at least a nice body. I got so sad that I almost wanted to cry. I'm disabled and have spinal issues and even walking is hard for me. People really don't get how lucky they are that they can lift weights or run. I used to run. I was a good runner. Now, everything is impossible.
I feel like able bodied people silently tell me that if you are disbaled, you are ugly, period. Oh, you can lift weights? Better luck in the next reincarnation, subhuman.
Like, I exercise to the best of my abilities, and I do it daily, but what I do wouldn't give me a fit body.
No.301625
The cataract in my right eye is getting worse and now I'm pretty much blind on my right side. Don't have the 5k to pay for the surgery, and I feel like some weird shit is happening to my left eye now too. Goddamn it I'm too young to be going fucking blind
No.301699
>>298322How the fuck do I fix this.
No.301701
>>301699I actually had jaw surgery a few weeks ago for it & I feel a bit better now but I think its not entirely fixed. The waiting list for me to get it tested again is months
No.301702
hearing voices, nightmares, spontaneous laughter, paranoia, need large amounts of nicotine and cafeine to get through the day. This constant sense of doom and convinced that i soon will die. neurological disease? i dont believe in psychiatry
No.301707
I have a plan
No.301725
>>301707You always have a plan dutch, I mean anon.
No.301734
>>298379I can't drive at all and yes It imprisons you in your home. No one gets my disability so no one cares. Just do it bro. That's what I've been told my entire life. Just doooo ittt it's so easy why isn't everything as easy to you as it is to me???
No.301739
>>301734I cant drive too probably a good thing i would probably cause accidents with how clumsy i am. Normies dont really care about the disabled they have this weird system where they dont care and simultanously want you to believe they do care. Like schrodingers cat from quantum mechanics
No.301753
[8:45 PM]
Thought craving opiates would eventually go away, never fucking does.
[8:46 PM]
Reality is gay, just wanna nod off.
No.301957
I have chronic lowback pain for sitting 12-16 hours a day, It's not for having a job that requires me to stay sit but for playing fucking videogames all day every moment I try to some exercise I just quit, I don't think I will survive past my 20s years if I still live that way
No.302103
Dug out an ingrown toenail a few weeks ago that looked pretty bad and I think I have an infection on my toe, I've been showering and washing it daily and dousing it in antiseptic and wearing socks but I'm worried that I'll have to go to the doctor, which I haven't been to in a long time.
No.302679
Everyday I am reminded of how fucked my health is. Existence is a humiliation. Don't have it in me to end it.
No.302697
Ejaculatory Anhedonia/no libido, OCD and regular anhedonia. It probably doesn't seem very serious compared to some of the illnesses mentioned earlier in this thread but having a dick that doesn't work anymore is also hell on earth. I can't even enjoy a good fap and forget my worries for a bit, I'm not even allowed that little pleasure. Fuck this gay earth. OCD has also raped my pure conscience, and I can no longer enjoy things simply. it's a curse impossible to overcome, OCD anons will know the feel. I remember when it started for me, and my life has never been the same since. The problems come in waves, one day I think everything is fine and I feel alright, and the next day the nightmare starts again.
No.302878
Sleep demons are back
No.302886
>>302878what do you mean? nightmares, voices, something else?
No.302887
>>302697>Ejaculatory Anhedonia/no libido, OCD and regular anhedonia. It probably doesn't seem very serious compared to some of the illnesses mentioned earlier in this thread but having a dick that doesn't work anymore is also hell on earth. I can't even enjoy a good fap and forget my worries for a bit, I'm not even allowed that little pleasure. Fuck this gay earth.dude.
try blasting "muzak" or some other "luxurious 1960s music" in your headphones.
No.302888
>>300019ouch
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wear 100% cotton, and carry a portable neck fan.
also, a thermo bag full of servings of shaved ice wont hurt you
No.302900
>>302887the fuck is this supposed to do?
No.302901
>>302900there's a mentally ill kid going around the site
making nonsensical replies to posts
filled with weird invented words and phrases that don't make sense to anyone besides him, and appear to require some sort of context that can't be found anywhere in the previous posts
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and he redditspaces it all
No.302910
>>302697>Ejaculatory Anhedonia/no libido, OCD and regular anhedonia. It probably doesn't seem very serious compared to some of the illnesses mentioned earlier in this thread but having a dick that doesn't work anymore is also hell on earth. I can't even enjoy a good fap and forget my worries for a bit, I'm not even allowed that little pleasure. Fuck this gay earth. OCD has also raped my pure conscience, and I can no longer enjoy things simply. it's a curse impossible to overcome, OCD anons will know the feel. I remember when it started for me>I remember when it started for meOK. When did it start? Also, what is your diet?
No.302921
>>3029001. try Muzak Orchestra works as your background music
2. try typing "luxurious 1960s music" on YouTube and then, get your headphones to enjoy the vibes.
3. It worked for me. A little. But that was a nice start. I bought a fancy 30pts set of multivitamin tabs later, which also seems to help a little. Step… by… step…
>>302901You know, im not gonna fight that "mentally ill kid" moniker - I drink several cups of coffee daily, after all.
No.302934
>>302900Started a thread in /music/
No.302955
>>302910The most average diet in the world, I don't eat a lot of junk food and generally eat healthy. I just don't go outside a lot but I've been outside more the past few months earlier this year and I can safely say it didn't do shit. Dick problems started at the start of the year. OCD/anhedonia started two years ago. I have been fapping regularly since I was young so I guess that explains the dick problems.
>>302921Muzak autism asides, I've tried the vitamin thing too, for a month. But it didn't do shit.
No.302956
>>302955>Muzak autism asides, I've tried the vitamin thing too, for a month. But it didn't do shitSad! I can't really suggest much at this point.
No.302960
>>302956Don't worry wiz. Appreciate your thread on /music/
No.302976
>>302955>Muzak autism asidesOh! I have a double meaning pun!
Layer 1: OTISm :)
(Otis is the surname of the guy who invented safe elevators by attaching a big sheet of metal between elevator's cabin and elevator's cable)
Modern architecture, full of elevators and tower blocks, is very OTIStic XD
Layer 2. Muzak is linked to OTISm XD
("Muzak" is synonymous with "elevator music" hence the extra layer of the pun)
No.303208
I can't even deal with common cold. Can't imagine having any serious long term disease. Thank the demiurge I was born in an era with cheap paracetamol.
No.303215
>>303208Try wearing a winter "snood"
t. hates the modern nearly collar-less jackets
No.303249
I developed a severe and permanent case of tinnitus as a result of damage in my internal ear, this year. When I focus on something, it becomes as loud as a hundred of cicadas screaming in my ear. I'm not able to enjoy things as much as I used to.
Before that, I didn't realize how good having a good health was.
No.303266
>>303249Serious suggestion: try wearing cheap airmax replica - say Hoco W35 big hedaphones. Wireless, cheap, you can wear them. Think of my suggestion as a indea to give your ears a warm gear to wear, not just "music to drown the noise"
Oh, and keep a bunch of earbuds handy. First time you wear big headphones for hours, your ears may itch from all the earwax getting soft.
No.303279
>>303266I'm thinking of something that doesn't cancel noises like bone conducting headphones so I can still use earbuds to listen something on another device or watch simply TV or anything that require you to concentrate on sounds that comes from outside.
No.303324
>>303279True, but my HOCOs cost ~15$, "why not give them a try" price.
Besides, they have a 3,5mm jack for a regular audio wire - you can use them as "usual headphones" for more traditional devices also
No.303341
>>303279I do support this idea - street hearing is a good idea. I guess I should try such a device also…
No.303596
Sister died of cancer, now mum has it as well.
My sister did a family tree of death causes before she died and almost everyone on my father's side died of bowel cancer.
So I know what will get me, and I've seen how painful it is.
I will need to get some morphine somehow so I can just go on my own terms when it happens.
No.303640
>>303595>I am kind of scared of the idea of going to get a major surgerysame
No.303641
>>303595Anasthetic seems to be kinda iffy in general, when my feeding tube was getting put in they didn't use much, so I could tell exactly when I'm about to experience a lot of pain, me not trying to get off that operating table was supposedly impressive.
No.303647
>>303595The modern healthcare system is an abomination, it was better when people would just die from their issues, the only purpose of medicine should be to facilitate death to make it as less painful as possible not to keep zombies alive.
No.303653
>>298319Welp. At least my back isn't hurt and I have no lumbago.