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>>301013 No.302808
>>302803Can't you prove to the judge that you have some sort of mental illness
right now and thus you're unable to hold a job?
No.302821
>>302254Are you still there? in what 3rd world country you are? be careful and why did you choose this way of sui
No.302825
>>302803>Can't even get NEETbux because some faggot judge said that "playing video games and building a website" made me eligible for workhold on, asking Perplexity bot…
>porn<going towards banning
get an account on joyreactor
No.302826
>>302803lemme try something
vvv
I am writing to formally express my deep frustration regarding the recent judicial decision that deemed “playing video games and building a website” as equivalent to employment for the purpose of NEET benefit eligibility. This ruling reflects a troubling misunderstanding of modern work and leisure distinctions and appears disconnected from the realities faced by many young people today.
Compounding this issue is the broader economic context, including recent significant layoffs at Google. These layoffs, driven by shifting priorities toward emerging technologies like AI and economic uncertainty, highlight how even major tech employers are restructuring and reassessing the nature of work. In light of this, it is particularly perplexing and disheartening that the judiciary fails to acknowledge the complexity and nuance of contemporary employment or its absence.
I urge the responsible authorities to reconsider such judgments with a more informed and compassionate perspective. Decisions that impact livelihoods must be grounded in an accurate understanding of both legal standards and current economic realities.
Thank you for your attention to this matter.
^^^
No.302855
Life becomes rather stupid once you get 30 years and older. Like, you know for a long time that things are stupid and suck, but you are still here. What to do? Just keep doing stuff. You might not even be depressed anymore. You rather become just like functioning. And going on. And stop caring but care about other things. Like, you are still here, and it's not so bad, but you also don't reflect any of it, it just happens and you are not even indifferent to things, but you also don't 'really' care, you found some sense of non-indifference that is indifferent towards not being indifferent. I don't know. Life could and should have been over, but you start valuing the fact that it's not while also not caring that it didn't.
No.302856
>>302855in my view you either rot away or you kill yourself.
aging gracefully and dying with dignity does not exist
No.302857
>>302856>aging gracefully and dying with dignity does not existWe can see people gracefully dying with dignity every day. Get off the pills.
No.302858
>>302857Are these people in the room with you right now?
Are they talking to you?
No.302859
>>302855I'm not sure I'm 100% understanding what you are saying here, but I'm going to turn 30 in a few months and I kinda feel this.
I used to be super paranoid about having a social media presence, having pictures of myself, being judged, preferring to be faceless.
I'm slowly moving towards being open about my thoughts in life and on the web.
I don't care about judgement anymore and it seems to work. I'm less isolated.
Putting myself out there one step at a time.
Why care anyways?
The future I thought it might affect one day is non-existent and it won't manifest in this life either way.
Might as well be just me. Unrestrained and see where that goes.
I feel like 30 is the age where the decline is made clear. In my early twenties especially I still had some sort of expectations of myself, of a fake imagined self.
Now I feel like this roller coaster ride reached it's peak and it's time to go downhill. The peak is rather shallow, but knowing the worst is yet to come, might as well embrace what I am.
Ironically these past few months felt more real and more like living than the many years of hiding in fear of shame prior.
I'm quite remorseful.
No.302860
My pc broke and I haven't feel this much depression in like 5 years. There really is nothing good in life besides digital entertainment. I just can't imagine a happy life without my computer.
No.302861
>>302857only with assisted suicide, "natural" death is always horrible
No.302863
>>302861>"natural" death is always horribleNot at all, youngling.
No.302864
>>302863I talk from experience, my grandpa suffocated to death during an aneurysm, my grandma suffered from colon cancer and died of liver failure struggling, my other grandma became disabled her last years and basically she couldn't do anything by herself she later died of pneumonia after few days in ICU, my last grandpa is slowly developing dementia
No.302865
>>302864I'm positive that your family is just genetically inferior.
No.302866
>>302864Don't engage with the few malicious losers that tour here for some reason.
Natural deaths are often quite miserable.
No.302867
>>302866Yeah, it's just sad that people ignore how much harm life has brought into the world
No.302890
>>302889There is more original stuff out there that you'll either never see in the sea of garbage or more likely, fail to appreciate it when you see it due to the very same overabundance.
No.302892
>>302889normies crave ugliness, boredom, stupidity, meaningless torment. this is why when something good arises they immediately try to break it down. Things will just get endlessly more soulless, empty and ugly from now on.
No.302894
>>302889Y2K style, Frutiger Aero, Cassete Futurism, Futuluxe?
No.302930
>watching shit online
>fearmongering clickbait adverts about health problems
>ruins my mood and I close the tab
I functionally live online but they still can't work out my tastes. No, I don't want to see any health adverts, I don't like adverts that speculate on my health. It feels invasive and painful when the algorithm targets you like that. It doesn't even make me engage with the product, why would I even consider it when you ruin my mood like that?
Why isn't it illegal to advertise for health problems anyway. People have doctors, you don't "ask your doctor about". Your doctor will diagnose and tell you if you need something.
If adblocks stop working, I'd love for a version that just mutes and blacks the screen so I can't see the advert until it's skippable.
No.302931
>>302930>It doesn't even make me engage with the productIf you're thinking about it long after the ad, then you're engaging. Anything to make people buy more. It's all emotional manipulation.
>they still can't work out my tastesIt looks like they have worked out what leave you a deep impression so the algorithm has functioned properly. Showing positive content was never the only thing it's designed for. It's designed to make people pay attention to it.
No.302933
>>302931Perhaps, except on principle I'll avoid the platform so it loops around to being a negative for them. If adblocks stop working it'll actually be enough to get me to avoid youtube and rumble entirely.
No.302935
>>302933Good to see I'm not alone on this.
If I see something advertised I go out of my way not to ever buy anything from the company and even tell family to avoid it if they ask.
I hate insidious shit like "product placement" even more.
Though that might be since I had adblock forever I rarely see ads that aren't baked into content as sponsorship or something.
No.302936
I have experienced the most marvelous sensation. I reached a sort of peak of suffering and stress, a pinnacle of pain and issues all combining at once, everything falling apart simultaneously. A badly infected wound, withdrawals from a synthetic opiod I've been highly addicted to, professional failure, my domicile becoming uninhabitable due to something entirely out of my control. There's more I could add, but suffice to say I hit a point where objectively speaking my circumstances are at their worst. And yet I felt the most inexplicable sense of pure freedom and release. It was as if everything made sense, despite being entirely sober my mental state was most similar to a low-medium dosage of psilocybin. Everything seemed connected, all my pain lifted away, all my fears and doubts melted away and it were as if my spirit were being lifted somewhere beyond this realm. It sounds perhaps unreasonable and impossible, but I felt as if a friend who I'd lost recently were reaching out from beyond and protecting me.
I felt an overwhelming sensation of peace and infinite love. What should have been one of my lowest points instead sublimated into perhaps the highest I've ever felt. I could only express my unlimited gratitude for everything. My suffering felt like the most precious guilt. I have nowhere else to post this and no one else to tell. I wanted to say it somewhere,for this moment to be somehow recorded somewhere else other than my own psyche. Hopefully it isn't an inappropriate post. Apologies if so. I appreciate you for reading.
No.302938
>>302936I don't believe you, if you truly were suffering you wouldn't end up happy and satisfied but in trauma and madness
No.302945
>>302938It was just a brief few moments. I am here a few hours later in hell on earth. These are the worst withdrawals I have ever experienced in my life. I lost myself completely for I think an hour there. It was so bad I lost my sanity and awareness. It's a blur honestly the sheer intensity of suffering was that severe that I felt my sense of self comoletely leave. I remember slamming my head into the wall screaming that I want to kill myself over and over to try to distract myself from the pain. EvemThis is probably only a brief respite before the next wave hits. I think the only reason I didn't run outside and jump in front of a truck an hour or so ago to get relief is that it felt so bad I couldn't think clearly enough to do so. I stumbled around I screamed I cried what felt like tears of blood from pure anguish. I did make it outside for a few moments wandering aimlessly to find relief. My neighbors dogs barked at me, he said to "Leave that man alone!". He sounded very sympathetic. We share a wall via my ceiling is his floor I reckon he heard me having a complete breakdown.
No.302946
>>302938Suffering is relative.
No.302947
>>302945>Hell is when no drusie wugsies :(I wish you drugfags would stay contained to one of your dedicated imageboards. So audacious of you happy-go-lucky drug users to cvonsider yourself qualified to post on a depression board the instant you're having a melty over not having your gay AIDS nigger drug of choice in hand.
No.302952
>>302855I'm like that already and I'm 20. A couple years of doing productive turns you like that
No.302953
>>302952Good for you anon.
I'm envious of younger generations seemingly getting the lessons and realizations that took me until 30 by the time they are done with high school.
Then again I was always rather slow to catch on to things.
No.302961
>>302953I'm not really learning a lesson, since I am blind in the state you described. Sometimes I feel bad about doing nothing, about not caring about a lot of things. But since I'm not doing anything to improve the situation, I'll always stay that way. Don't worry about your age by the way, the "it's too late" thing is a meme. I would say, do what you want when you want. A life spent doing nothing isn't a bad thing, no matter what people say. You are the only one to decide what is fine and what isn't
No.302966
>>302855well, shit.
"I will have my life taken away the moment I get some sense of life." Thats how anxious I used to be. and its getting back
No.302969
somehow I feel so bittersweet and depressed right now after reading through the lyrics of the song again that got me into listening shibayanrecords
https://genius.com/Deadman-omae-wa-mou-lyrics No.302984
>go to bakery
>teenager(f) cuts in line
>mention to cashier(f) that it's actually my turn
>cashier(f) remains dead silent like I did something wrong until I leave
Man, what did I do now? It's ridiculous out there…
No.302985
>>302984Bagel boss not like this…
No.302986
>>302984Using my empath skills:
>ugh its friday i just wanna go home already>couple more hours and my shift is done i'm so tired from waking up at 5am to bake bagels>"excuse me, but it was my turn">ugh i don't want to deal with this, just please don't make a scene, its not a big deal just wait a lil bit longer>man i can't wait to just get home and sleep *deep yawn*Hope that helps!
No.302987
>>302984As the other guy said. Gender wasn't a factor here. Are you expecting a low paid wageslave to get into an unnecessary confrontation over something this minor?
You could have just grabbed the kid and pulled them behind you if you really cared. I've done something similar prior, probably only got away with it because it was also a guy, not a succ though.
Wageslaves aren't preschool teachers.
No.302988
>>302986>>302987I didn't even make a scene.
Whatever. You guys win… with your machine gun replies.
No.302989
>>302988I'm just saying, don't think of this grand conspiracy against you, people have their own shit to deal with. Your instinct was to treat the cashier like she's an authority figure, but she's just a wagie that wants to get her work done as fast as possible and go home. If you wanted to stand up for yourself, you should have addressed the g1rl who went ahead of you and hash it out with her. Most of the time, it's just not worth it though, you get stuff done faster and easier if you just tolerate a certain amount of injustice and bullshit. If you want justice, you have to work hard for it and pay the price of embarrassment and causing a scene and ruining several people's day.
No.302990
>>302989>Your instinct was to treat the cashier like she's an authority figure, but she's just a wagie that wants to get her work done as fast as possible and go home. Excellent summary. Wish I was able to be this concise and to the point.
No.302992
>>302989>If you wanted to stand up for yourself, you should have addressed the g1rl who went ahead of you and hash it out with her.It just came out of me without even thinking. Damn, another entry for my personal cringe compilation. Case closed.
No.302996
>>302989This. I've avoided countless confrontations, broken bones and bruises simply by walking away.
And instead of a 4 second ego trip and permanent injuries I went home perfectly healthy, ate a good meal and woke up to a new day with no quarrels.
No.303000
My own (online) therapist abandoned me.
We were supposed to have a session on Wednesday. She never showed up; that was three weeks ago.
Haven't bothered calling the office because they didn't call me. The whole reason I started therapy was so I could get into the pipeline to get on meds. I got tested for ADHD and the results came back saying I was extremely depressed/anxious, and I was told to see a psychiatrist, but they haven't sent me anything to print out for one.
Every day feels like I'm just killing my own body for nothing. I stopped going to the gym, I waste all my money on takeout. I spend most of the week at work, where everyone either ignores my disgusting presence or asks me to help them with shit.
No.303001
>>303000>Therapist wastes your time>SheYour fault for wanting drugs.
No.303002
>>303000are you aware of how dangerous and unhealthy psych drugs are?
No.303003
>>303000lowkey probably a sign from God that you should not be taking these psychozombie substances. sounds like your life is shit and you feel bad about it (normal reaction), you don't need amphetamines or SSRIs frying your neurochemistry on top of that and messing with your ability to perceive the world accurately as it is.
No.303004
>>302984typical, ignore all these cuck replies
the correct move here is not to complain but find a different bakery
most businesses simply do not care about quality of service anymore
No.303006
I just realized I've literally spent half my life on imageboards
I'm 32 now, I was 16 when I first discovered 4chan. I've been on imageboards for at least 2 hours a day, and regularly 6 hours plus a day, for the last 16 years.