No.305205
at least you have an obvious excuse on why you didn’t do anything with your life. No one is going to question a disabled person for not getting a job and following the normie path in life. It’s much harder for people who don’t have an excuse and still reject that meaningless waste of time known as job/family
No.305206
>>305205I have considered getting a job before just to distract my self.
No.305208
Not OP, but I cried this night for a similar reason: my mind refuses to believe I was raised/fed/clothed because my parents loved me. No. I always asked them what profession do I have to master and they never told me.
See, I always expected my parents to have a career prospect for me. Then, they both were avoiding the question as if I was either trolling them, not raising a serious topic OR have failed them so hard the career prospect they had for me is out of the question forever.
It hurts.
I was ready in my teens to take whatever role they had for me - and they had none. "SONNY, IT'S YOUR LIFE" - that's not love, that's negligence, am I right?
I swear it feels like I am a failure I am being lied at "to not hurt my feelings".
Honestly, this is a very painful realization they ruined my career life over some dumb idea of "freedom of choosing" as in making me as career-blind as possible.
No.305211
>>305208the worst thing is, I like my job, but the past… The past hurts a lot.
No.305216
Try drugs if you can, I have no access to them sadly
No.305230
>>305216Second'd, drugs make everything in life easier, but I too lost access to them since my 20s.
No.305231
>>305230just what they make easier, exactly?
No.305234
>>305231no stress, no depression, no mental suffering, just joy and peace.
No.305247
>>305246it's useless to argue with a junkie
No.305250
>>305247Drugs dissolve anxiety, tension, and pain.
No.305251
>>305203I'm in a similar situation to you. I'm disabled and can't do much, the only thing I could do is programming or gamedev but those are worthless skills now thanks to AI and there's no point in me doing them. I wish I could just die in my sleep.
No.305252
>>305250also they dissolve your self and brain tissue. you've lost, been fucked over by jews.
No.305267
>>305252you're missing out.
No.305268
>>305251I am miserable enough as a wagie but if i were still a N.E.E.T I would have attempted to K.M.S
No.305274
>>305273they're just upset they got fucked by the jews and we didn't
No.305276
>>305274one-day when you start taking drugs you will realize life is not that bad.
No.305278
>>305276one-day you'll wake up on the road to Israel
No.305327
Please for the love of God do anything but trooning out.
No.305344
>>305205>It’s much harder for people who don’t have an excuse and still reject that meaningless waste of time known as job/familyoi m8, it took me ages to dig, to get it. I DID have an excuse I never realized until turning wizard-aged. (Ive posted it already on wizchan)
No.305361
You will regret taking psych meds and drugs, you will suffer in blank silence and will be too much of a pussy to actually kill yourself
No.305367
>>305327The OP said nothing implying wanting that
No.305370
>>305327I 'm not wealthy to afford that.
No.305373
better to be physically disabled than mentally disabled… I envy you.
No.305375
>>305374They CAN DETECT brain damage with MRT and stuff.
They CANNOT DETECT if your brain is loony-tier and youre not faking it
They CAN DETECT if your diet/sleep lacks a vitamin or two. But it takes time to run multiple tests so its easier to eat vitamins "to be sure".
No.305376
>>305374anhedonia, brain fog, ocd since 2024… and now pssd. yeah, brain damage.
No.305379
>>305376stop being a bitch.
No.305382
>>305379hes just a need relax you buttocks mr wagefreeman
No.305384
>>305382Mental illnesses don't exist, it's a judean psyop.
No.305385
>>305384never seen a drooling retard? anyway go work out a but youre fat
No.305534
Get an online job that you can do from home.
No.305540
>>305534good idea
Be like Reimu the fantastic mikReimu the fantastic miko either works at her place of living or proceeds to rain projectiles at everyone in her path as a part of her job…
No.305560
>>305534No point if he is an autistic wizard.