/lounge/ - Lounge

>>322525
my dad still thinks oh if i read books about the stock market instead of history, i could make daytrading a full time job

my current situation is both good and bad. on the one hand, I got a lot of free time. On the other hand, I can't enjoy anything. I've been through a lot these past few weeks and doing my best so as not let it bother me but I suppose I got depressed like 2 weeks ago.
Right now, I cannot even enjoy masturbating. I don't even feel that lust, I don't, my dick is hard but that's it. I cum, I feel nothing. No pleasure, no orgasm. Same with food. I went out to buy what I usually find tasty and nothing. I feel so little pleasure, almost nothing. It's like anhedonia in the most basic of things. The brain isn't releasing dopamine or it releases very little.

>>322526
Day trading success in the long term is much more about raw IQ and real time brain processing power than studying, degrees or building bots to do it for you.

Day trading by its' very nature excludes 99% of people excelling at it due to their innate intellectual (lack of) capability given genetically.

Father started his another attempt to make me agree to get nanoSIM to my tablet, so he could browse during blackouts. I forgot to tell about mobile internet worse connection during blackouts (he experienced it on my mother's phone) and about me using my tablet without WiFi with offline YouTube downloads, pdfs, and images (mentioned it in the last). Didn't bother about privacy as they don't care about it. All the ruse about getting nanoSIM for me was off, though previously at least once the true motive was mentioned too.

I told to get his own tablet. There's cheap ones, he surprisingly bought a smartphone after all his denials in the past. He still would bring his Nokia (not the black and white meme one) to his job, leaving his phone at home without mentioning and giving his number to his contacts except for his friend and his brother in Viber. Perhaps he won't tell his co-workers too, just like his other friend.

Infinix, silver, Android 15, made in China, it has more built-in memory than my tablet, 50/10 megapixels of cameras - mine got 10/5 megapixels. Mine tablet costed more in 2019, than his better by some parameters smartphone in 2025. It even has a flash which mine doesn't. My tablet is also Android 10. The phone has a green button for one function and one for non-omittable function of AI-assistant. When my tablet was released, AI wasn't even a thing.

The mobile internet improved at the switch on estimated time, even though the light still wasn't on in the apartment for a few minutes. Temu was pre-installed. I deleted it.

I post on wizchan because I'm a loser. Not the other way around. It's okay to be a loser when it's not your fault.

>>322496
>>322497
You know, years back (maybe decades now that I think about it) there used to be a lot more discussion about friends and relationships as wizardly/crab/low status males (and sometimes females) on internet forums in a more calm and analytical way, obvious melancholy and bitterness notwithstanding, (because at that point we were just losers and not the "dangerous" public enemies that we've been classed as now).

Like in addition to your usual stories of being outcast or being the group punching bag, people would post tips and guides on how to avoid becoming a punching bag or realize when your friendship with someone was purely transactional on their end and other things of that nature.

I'd say I don't why this seems have disappeared, there's multiple reasons but it seems to me when pua/redpill/whatever all coalesced into whatever the current shit is now, normalfags used the "losers" of society as sort of filter to voice their problems with succubi and/or society so that any repercussions will fall on the dangerous "outcast". The outcasts of this generation cannot tell the difference between fellow outcasts and normalfags who jumped on to voice their opinion and assume they're talking in good faith.

This has been the best year of my life so far and I didn't even realize it

How often do you masturbate? I've been doing at an average of twice a day for the decade and a half, but I've recently been told to cut it back down to just once a week.

>>322537
Curious to know if you previously had a porn addiction. I've been told that it could lead to situation like that where you develop issues with dopamine.

>>322537
Isn't it just the receptors being desensitized?
>>322586
Woah. Reading something like that on here is a real Christmas miracle. Do tell
>>322582
Hyperhypergamy and whore culture has made a lot of normalfags feel like they're losers while being loser-lite at most.
>>322500
Interesting
>>322405
Well?
>>322125
Hit a little too close to home?

Was touching the weird lump on my scrotum and it suddenly starts hurting. One of my ball seem to be in a weird angle now so I am scared it might be testicular torsion or some shit. It's almost midnight where I live too. FML. I'll sleep it off and then have my parents take me to the doctor to see what's left of my ball then. Health issues are 10 times more devastating when you're a mentally ill NEET.

>>322607
I have humiliated my family by going to the doctor for suspected torsion and a penile fracture on two separate occasions. I went to the emergency room at 2:00 AM with my dad because I thought I broke my dick. I think it might have been a minor urinary tract infection + hypochondria.

I noticed that even after log out from the Internet Archive after visiting again I would still be logged in. If someone get a hold of my laptop after my death, they could delete my uploads. If I remember correctly after changing e-mail, your last uploads are no longer under your account. In order not to have someone after my death an access to my files there, I changed my e-mail from Gmail to an e-mail with a password that I myself don't know now (fucked up), though I know the archive password.

Looks like after changing the e-mail, your account is still linked to Google hencewhy I couldn't log out properly. If I was logged into Google account, my Internet Archive profile would be logged in automatically. With Gemini's help, I unlinked my Internet Archive account from my Google account in the settings. Looks like a success.

Somehow my pdf got deleted with all my notes. Thankfully, Xodo app folder exists in the Android, then data destination. I copied it and it every note is safe.

>>322620
>the pic
Are you a potuzhnich from the land of nezlamnist or was it picked randomly?

>>321588
Damn life isn't so bad when your prefrontal cortex is working properly

I hate talky barbers so much, which is most of them. Haircuts is the one time a wizard is forced to deal with a man who makes a whole career out of normie values, grooming, style looks. for me its just totally functional i want the hair out of my face. they make snide comments. sometimes they even veto my orders for a short buzzcut.
I wish AI bots would take their jobs. it be nice to have a barber shop within walking distance where they don't talk to you. price wouldn't even matter much.

I go months without a haircut. close to 1/2 a year. well i have to go into the city to find some immigrant barbers who don't speak english. and the trip is a pain in the ass, i dread and procrastinate doing.

my mom used to cut my hair in elementary school, back when that shit actually mattered as far as building early social relations and status. now that im a 30s hikki neet hermit, it really doesn't matter. she can fuck my shit up. but of course now she refuses to do it.

>>322639
It could be worse. I don't go to a barber, I go to one succubi that cuts my hair for cheap. But she is annoyingly talkative. I know all about her husband being a dick, her former friends talking shit about her and wishing her failure in life, I know about her faith in god and about all the newest psychology selfhelp garbage slop she enjoys reading. But I've been doing it for 10 years now, she nows what do to and doesn't overcharge.

>>322640
tbh i'd rather have a barber who only talks about themselves, than asks about me, openly judges my hair's lack of upkeep

Google "I Miss My Friends" by one succubus to see if this music video is made by either Japanese, Chinese, or Korean animators and to see if it's on MAL. Google gives YouTube, Apple Music and other shit. I search MyAnimeList and name of the title and the performer. Nothing. I went to 🦆🦆Go. It showed lesser shit, yet still nothing. I put title of the song, performer and add anime. Voila! It's on MAL. For some featured artist is in the title there.

I still found some gems on Google, though sometimes results disappear. I searched reviews for one Italian nu metal band and only Qwant showed like 3 unique results in Italian. This example at the beginning is skull-scratching. (I came across that video by accident).

>>322644
Of course, I could've searched directly on MAL but I wanted to see all the info about it's creators at the same time without the possibility of a failure if it wasn't on MAL. Even after entering -youtube, Google showed pages of irrelevant crap.

Happy New Years, Wizards. I'm glad this place is still around.

>>322652
Happy New Years. I wish I had come up with something special to do on this occasion but I suck at planning.

>>322653
Sames. Meh oh well, at least I have some my wine and pizza.

I didn't visit Gogoanime in a year, illegal anime streaming site. Now it looks like it has another name and no download buttons that actually work. It's there, but doesn't work. Going to other site with Google Drive links is not an option as the batch is dual audio, may be different picture. For subs, I've used AnimePahe but it doesn't have dub for one title (historical exception for me). I went to other site before going to the Google Drive links site. One episode was availabile for streaming but download links didn't work. Mega or whatever, other sites use it too. The episode is missing there too. The download button on Anikai was inside the player. Steaming available but no download links. 9anime don't have download button at all now.

Someone on plebbit advised 1dm lite app on Android. It gave links despite no active download links. I changed to dub, played it, and the links in good quality appeared. Then I transfered file to my laptop thru USB. Magnificent and the speed too. And that's without python or my pirated Windows 7 components needing update. Highly effective and AdBlock too, from the looks of it.

>>322620
the issue remained. Gemini told to visit the site, click on a lock and clear cookies and settings there (simply deleting them in history was not enough). For now it's worksing.

Xnview and jetAudio on my father's PC has stopped working. Entry point not found, kernel32.dll issue. Gemini said to put cmd, open with administrator's rights and write scannow command (Windows 7).

I didn't have much belief, yet after reloading the computer, it the programs started working properly. It didn't fix warnings about some files missing on my laptop after the can there. However, in my case, the programs launch after a while and no kernel32 stuff, other files are mentioned instead.

Perhaps, that's what I did back in the day on my father's PC. I remember Firefox not working, me installing Supermium, and Firefox staying again. It can mean that other programs started not working, I fixed it that way (self-healing) and then I was asked to uninstall Supermium because it sounded like Spermium (my father's reason). And jetAudio was installed instead of Aimp that stopped working in the past. Perhaps it happened after first scan with problems appearing again.

>>322661
The issues started again not immediately. And with the exception of Aimp, no other program had such severe difficulties till now. Although blue screen still appeared after scannow on the PC. Blue screens started appearing more after the network card installation (from my old PC). Programs still work.🥳

I don't like having friends but I enjoy "chance meetings" on the internet, when it's late into the night and you stumble on some stranger. You both have a heart to heart, only to never talk ever again after that night. There is something utterly romantic in that for me.
I used dismegle (don't recommend, it's full of children and jeets) and some telegram bots. Any other good places to meet strangers that are not full of trolls? I tried some video chat roulette services and they were full of people who were there only to troll. Also, jeets. Goddamn, it's like every brown loser on there thinks he gonna stumble on a cute succubus for some unknown reason.

Danger of butt plugs
Don't know if it's true. I read pic related and then ask Gemini about health effects.

>In the context of the match you described, the extreme physical reaction was indeed a sign of the body being pushed to a point of significant distress.
>1. Neurogenic Shock and the Vagus Nerve
>The primary danger here is vasovagal syncope or a "vagal shock." The vagus nerve is responsible for the "rest and digest" system. When it is overstimulated—especially by high-frequency vibration or intense pressure in the rectum—it can cause:
>a) A massive drop in blood pressure: this makes you feel faint or lose consciousness.
>2) Acute Nausea: the body interprets the signal as a "poison" or a major internal malfunction, triggering the projectile vomiting you described.
>c) Cardiac stress: in extreme cases, a severe vagal response can actually cause the heart to pause or slow down to dangerous levels.
>2. Internal Physical Damage — beyond the nerve response, there are mechanical risks. High-power vibration against sensitive internal tissue isn't just uncomfortable; it can be damaging:
>a) Mucosal Tearing: the lining of the rectum is very thin and full of blood vessels. Prolonged or intense friction can cause tears (fissures), leading to bleeding and high risk of infection (sepsis).
>b) Muscle Spasms: the anal sphincter can go into a state of "proctalgia" (severe, stabbing muscle spasms) if it is forced to stay open or is overstimulated. This can be excruciatingly painful and lead to long-term pelvic floor issues.

Then there was some stuff about life-threatening risk of explosion devices that weren't mentioned in the post. May be not what DDT used.

If true, it's crazy that devices with such high settings are sold.

>>322688
Cease. If ANYBODY here cared what some flavor-of-the-month A.I chatbot had to say about anything, we'd go ask it ourselves. Go make a "things I asked an A.I about" containment thread and stop polluting every other with the robot's replies to your brainfart curiosities. Now you're asking it disgusting gay sex questions.

Pic related, it's how you AIboos react to anything the text generator spits out. Nobody else here sees the novelty and I'm sick of seeing you bored AIboos interjecting your current little hobby in to every thread on every imageboard as if what the robot had to say is any contribution to the discussion at hand.

Thinking about teaching myself about finance. Every brain cell in my skull, every nerve ending in my body, is screaming at me not proceed with this course of study. I intuitively know I will send myself straight to the poorhouse with bad financial decisions. Once I get a taste for finance, Dunning-Krueger will kick in. I feel that this is true with every fiber of my being and yet I must press onward because it is a stone that remains unturned in my quest for knowledge and self-discovery. Perhaps the curse of financial knowledge will not strike now but later in my life when my cognitive faculties begin to slip substantially.

>>322688
>>322690
I am a fence-sitter that is smarter than both sides of the argument and I don't know why people are so invested in this. You have one on side techbros that lie about how they will make AGI and revolutionize the world to hype up investors prop up their bubble along with their legions of low iq AI tech consoomers that use AI for everything. Then you have the rabid AI haters that goes into seizure the moment they see anything AI before getting back on their device and posting about how AI is wasting water (the earth is not running out of water, don't build your datacenters in california), jacking up RAM prices (more of a problem of not enough market competition), stealing intellectual property (lmao nobody ever cares about this before AI, it's high neuroticism artists behind this), taking jobs (historically automation has mostly increased total jobs in an economy) or enshittifying everything (I barely see AI slop on my social media feed and even on my auto updated windows 11 I don't see any AI so I don't know where people are looking, can't be hard to remove and ignore it instead of crying).

It pisses me off that 6 hours of sleep recharges my energy reserves to 25% capacity instead of 75% like you would logically expect. I know I am going to feel like shit and have ADHD all day. A day with even a modest amount of sleep loss is a lost day.

>>322690
The post was written to erase all responsibility for someone not taking measures against butt plugs at high settings. If you hide your butt plug defence under the guise of AI hate, that's not the problem of the said post. Clever to use plausible deniability manipulation by saying you're against butt plugs, so you can defend them by scrubbing the whole issue under the rug. (/s) Avoiding unnecessary suffering matters.
>contribution to the discussion at hand
It's lounge. There's no set topic. Only politics and religion is banned. Not possible health discoveries.

You want regular Japanese wrestlers to die in the ring from sudden heart rate decrease or what? That would be lesser people to create content

It might be time to jump on the "analog room" bandwagon. I'm going to remove everything digital from my room except for a graphing calculator, a flip phone with no internet and my Commodore 64. No more easy porn or dopamine.

Filming in book mode in CamScanner app is beyond insane. It shows way better results than Adobe Scan (filming in book mode and uploading images). In case of CamScanner, I did multiple shots and at least one is so sharp and more readable from the badly printed letters. Highly recommend so far.

>>322718
CamScanner leaves a lot of unnecessary remnants like dots, and color near text. So I use Adobe Scan filter "autocolor", then Microsoft Paint eraser after CamScanner.

My grandmother is dying, she paid her visit here after an operation on cholechyst. Mother relocated to the living room to hear her despite us hearing her well. Her immense snoring, my earplugs give me pain after +8-12 in them and in the regular headphones. Asking to at least decrease the sleep time slightly won't work. In the past somehow it worked if I'm not mistaken, but previous success is not a guarantee of a victory (my experience with piss jug being allowed and years later denied comes to my mind). Plus now it's literal days, they say. But who knows. Usually the noise is strong, now it's worse as she's closer.

I thought about going outside to sit in a hallway at the steps in the apartment building despite possibly being accused of making a show. And then I remembered one thing. I went to a radio site, opened the next stream that I had left at, and downloaded it through 1DM Lite app. Now 2 hours of jazz is on my tablet. 1 episode has two parts. Music in the headphones somehow decreases the noise, although not completely. Just like earplugs don't eliminate it completely. Regular videos don't work that way, but if the background music there is non-stop, then it works too. Not completely though. The charge is enough for the next blackout 2-4 hour segment. Hopefully, jazz won't be ruined, as well as my psyche. Tommie Dreamer almost killed Paul Heyman at WrestleMania but he paid him or something happened and Dreamer snapped out of it. He wasn't in the right state of mind.

Initially, my grandmother would be here till recovery for 1 month. But her relatives says she's on the verge, so they've been preparing for her funeral, discussing guests, and local traditions of giving away candies which they had bought. There's so much dead people now that the morgues are full. Someone said that today.

At most I can sleep 1 hour in the earplugs, although it's multiple times. So I sleep more in the afternoon without them when there's an opportunity. They say the smell is already there, but I visited her today and didn't notice.

>>322733
First CamScanner, then Adobe Scan, then Paint.

I'm trying to watch pro wrestling but I'm not sure I get it. The fights don't look entertaining. Then again, I don't know any of the fighters. Maybe it's a matter of familiarity.

>>322745
everything is scripted garbage. Its hard to have fun watching something that is fake

>>322746
The same applies to literally every piece of fiction ever made, from books to movies, to video games.

I sold 10% of my silver at $86 and I keep obsessing over this small transaction like it's going to have disastrous long-term consequences from which I will never recover.

>>322734
Ended up installing a cracked version as it started asking for premium after setting 10 images per day limit. Worth buying if someone can afford.
>>322745
I've seen a torrent recently of all 5-star matches according to Dave Meltzer. Though not all of his favourite matches I get. John Cena SummerSlam 2025 match was definitely 5 stars.

NXT DEADL1NE (first ever men's match) got 4.75. It should've got more. Unfortunately, other DEADL1NE matches never reached height of the first one.

>>322764
Saw it on SoulSeek. Not a torrent.

The 4cuck jannies hate me so much I am 100% shadowbanned.

>>322764
I've been watching some random stuff here and there, getting familiar with it. John Cena is such a milquetoast good guy. He's athletic sure, but when he's on the mic it's a bore. What's your opinion on the differences between WWE and AEW?

>>322772
WWE wrestling is slower and worse, yet AEW have non-stop flips and action which make it extremely hard to immerse due to being unrealistic within its own reality. Almost nobody is selling shit in both promotions. If characters in shōnens ran about without proper breaks, it would also be shit.

>>322779
Thanks. The reason I ask is because every time a YT comment brings this stuff up it becomes a shitstorm between the two sides, but I think it's like you said. WWE is slower and AEW is eager to get into the nitty-gritty. Since I'm just starting to watch this stuff, I'm finding AEW slightly more helpful. Since there's more fighting on the event, I get to see a lot more moves in quick succession, and it helps to see lots of powerbombs and piledrivers, whips and headlocks and all that stuff. WWE does feel like a more polished spectacle, but since I still don't know anybody, it's harder to appreciate it.

I have to play this stupid IRL bullshit videogame tomorrow. The objective is to disassemble my bed, get everything off of my desk, clean the carpets, lay an area rug down under the desk, and then assemble a new bed. It's going to suck, no anime watching until it is done because I'll have naught a PC to watch on nor a bed to lay on.

>>322842
I hate anything that has to do with rearranging furniture for the same reason.

>>322842
Use your phone then. Go put a video in the background or something.