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 No.304361[View All]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304558

>>304551
10/10 reply, made my day.

 No.304563

>>304511
>You only wish, buddy. If only that was true then life would be much simpler. Unfortunately, there are billions of retards on this planet, sharing it with you, all ready to butcher you just because you are seen as a weirdo by them.

yeah, but what you don't realize is that they are only empty shells, i'm just imagining them, I'm imagining all the pain and suffering of this world, including mine, tricking myself into believing that this reality is the only thing there is because the "true reality" of everything is eternal unending horror, I've seen it with my own eyes on DMT.

 No.304565

>>304551
checked. From Nietzsche's Will to Power Notes:
> “…It [anti-paganism] also shows a taste for Stoicism, which is essentially the work of Semites (‘dignity’ as strictness, law; virtue as greatness, self-responsibility, authority, greatest sovereignty over oneself — this is Semitic). The Stoic is an Arabian sheik wrapped in Greek togas and notions. Christianity only resumes the fight which had already been begun against the classical ideal and noble religion….” (which i assume was the old Greco-Roman pantheon)

German Nachlass material (dated Nov. 1887–Mar. 1888).

 No.304566

>>304565
> The Stoic is an Arabian sheik wrapped in Greek togas and notions.

So is he saying there is a common virtue-signaling Semitic morality shared by both Arab Sheikhs and Jews?

 No.304587

>>304566
Probably what he meant was that semitic ideologies are stoic to some degree, even Islam. Islam (and Judaism) is more life affirming and less ascetic than Christianity but there are still notions of "overcoming oneself" in them, the triumph of the rational self over the irrational, the triumph of law over chaos.

For example, Islam has that ban on alcohol, eating pork and listening to instrumental music. Also, during Ramadan you are expected to fast and pray, etc. So while Islam/Judaism is better than Christianity, they are still OCD about this whole "conquering oneself" thing. In contrast, pagan civilization was much more chill and celebrated life and didn't want to oppress the natural instincts but respected them accordingly.

That's my subjective opinion.

>>304563
>True Reality
That is one of the biggest memes in the world. There is no deeper layer of reality and if there is, it doesn't matter to us because we can't confirm what it's like. Better to just concentrate on this world you can perceive.

 No.304595

Grok has gone too far. Now I actually have a valid reason to kill myself. Never thought this is what it would be about but yeah after so many years of suicidal this is it. It's really over now. It's not fair like that but nothing in this fucked up place is fair. Oh well. How is there even enough order in things for them to appear as comprehensible objects. When in fact nothing makes sense.

 No.304598

Can you explain why you bitch about virtue signalling and overcoming oneself as jewish concept while doing exactly the same thing all over wizchan? Just curious.

 No.304600

>>304595
if you keep clicking "roast me more viciously" on Grok, it inevitably leads to some graphic suicide taunting.

 No.304602

I overheard two people talking today, a man and a succubus. I suppose they were on
a first date. The distance I felt from them was terrific. It is a wonder that I
could hear them at all, across such a distance.

 No.304606

>>304600
Why would anyone want to be roasted by a chink?

 No.304608

>>304602
How far did you stand away from them? I mostly am so busy with my own thoughts that I have trouble following the conversation even if someone standing right next to me is talking to me.

 No.304623

I can't seem to stop farting like hell. The smell is horrid. It's been like this for 2 hours straight. Is this some magic brewing inside of me

 No.304634

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Some cats in winter and autumn go under the engine or exhaustion pipe inside the car where they can be injured in a torturous way. I saw cat footprints on a snow. It went to a car and there were no footprints on other sides. I went elsewhere, then returned to the window and noticed the footprints were going from that spot in other direction. The cat went away from a car.

Since I returned in a minute, I would returned either way. Maybe then I would go outside for the first time in 3 months to investigate like wait and meow. Stupid. Now I have an idea of putting aloud videos of cat voices, other cats react to it. But I only have such idea now.

Feminists bitch about pay gap, while lobsters are still boiled alive. Why anime characters do nothing about cat situation, Nissan in Japan did irl (they put protection there). What would my waifu think about my passiveness? She refused to boil alive, there was a crab scenario and I'd remember if it was something opposite. Toxic positivity and selfishness of normalfags who have more power and opportunities really makes me mad. Along with their emotional blackmail against basic human right to die. Plenty of ecological organizations with specialists and efficient experts and not a single campaign in the media, even flyers to the cars. Just sporadic mentions. Crutasceans and others situation is easily understandable without extra campaigns tho.

 No.304635

>>304634
Why would Joe the Normie care about a cat when he can bang a roastie and drink himself to death?

 No.304637

>>304635
Why wouldn't he. Joe would probably assom catto to be:

- a mouse-catching machine
- something his succa R. would BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWW about if found dead
- something his normie ass could remeber from time to time

 No.304641

>>304608
Metaphorical distance. (I was trying to be clever.) Actually, it was about three
metres. It was striking how much it sounded like a job interview, with a lot of
bragging and self-importance. It felt cold and pointless, as my intuition told
me the whole thing was a blanket they threw over a premise of "let's exchange
money for sex," but they were carrying on and laughing, so I suppose they may
have been enjoying it. I don't know. Then there was my feeling of distance. It's
strange that you can be so close to other people that you can hear them, yet
feel like you're a world apart.

 No.304642

>>304600
I'm not talking about the chat function though.

 No.304643

>>304598
>you write similarly to X guy on wizchan so I will assume all of you are only one poster
Classic.

(If anything, I'm doing the opposite. I always encourage the posters here to embrace their misery, like the drugwizzies to keep doing drugs, the homeless wizzies to get into the criminal life, etc.)

 No.304644

>>304361 I just opened up an old 3DS I had from my childhood. I went from being an energetic and optimistic child to a bitter faggot. Every day of my life now I feel miserably numb to anything, because everything got so much worse. And I can't understand myself because I became retarded along the way too.

 No.304645

>>304644
I want to see more photos that I took but the only other ones that I had were on my dad's phone which someone in my family lost. I'm suspicious that she threw it away because she is a leftist fanatic that disagreed with him. I want to put things into words but I cant, I am starting to feel numb again

 No.304659

>>304361
I have so much to do… every time I get a moment to relax I feel like I'm doing something wrong, so I never rest, but I don't do much either, life is such a poor joke.

 No.304687

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Nihilistic violent extremists blackmail kids to kill their pets under a threat to show their nudes to their parents or swatting. It may sound like a victim blaming, but how can someone choose to kill an innocent member and a friend over some nudes being shown to their parents or some damage from swatting. Depression, previous sexual trauma or not, it's not mental incompetency. One is way worse than the other. What the fuck? And the trauma from murder wouldn't go away either. Desensitized after violent media demonstration? It's more like those victims are sadists themselves or have shitty moral values. Even death threats and rape threats won't necessary be more than threats. And parents seeing nudes is better than a killed pet. Unless it happened in the process but then why risk it. Victim agency exists for a reason as a concept. It feels like a hentai plot where characters are retarded for no particular reason. Except instead of blackmail rape, it's blackmail to get sadistic content.

 No.304688

>>304687
>Unless it happened in the process but then why risk it
I meant them doing violence without intent to kill them and killing them in the process. That violence is still not justified. If those extremists use AI to create nudes, would those retarded (not clinically) kids kill their pets too? Said for their tragedy but I'm appalled.

 No.304689

>>304643
>If anything, I'm doing the opposite. I always encourage the posters here to embrace their misery, like the drugwizzies to keep doing drugs, the homeless wizzies to get into the criminal life, etc.
Vice signalling, which is virtue signalling but relatively to a different value system.

 No.304692

>>304689
You can only signalfag if your values are shared by the majority. If you represent fringe values then you can't "signal" anything. Virtue signalling is about trying to cater to herd morality and getting positive feedback from the herd because you tried to stand up for the herd's values.
"Vice signalling" as you put it doesn't work because you don't get approval, maybe from some similar-thinking guys but that's a tiny minority and most of the time you end up arguing with others.

I just call what I'm doing devilposting/satanposting instead. 666, create more misery and chaos and the world will be more interesting. Fuck peace and happiness.

>>304687
Now THAT's just pure evil, actually. If there is something I don't tolerate then it's sadism towards animals. Those kids and their blackmailers deserve to get skinned alive.

 No.304694

>>304692
>I just call what I'm doing devilposting/satanposting instead. 666, create more misery and chaos and the world will be more interesting. Fuck peace and happiness.

Not him but I'll only believe and respect you if you pull an Elliot Rodger.

 No.304695

I am horny, tired and manic at the same time, my dick hurts because I already jerked off multiple times. This is a pretty wild sensation ngl

 No.304696

>>304694
My Twisted World was one of the best reads of my life, ever, like it's one of my favorite books. The guy should have lived and written more books. He really had something going, I'm saying this without irony. But no, he just went ahead and killed some people in the most boring way and ended up killing himself. Wasted potential.

Back to his writing, I could relate to him in lot of ways but obviously the guy was kind of an asshole too, planning to kill his little bro just because he'd be better looking than him. (Actually, Elliot wasn't bad looking either. He was also functional in the sense that he wasn't a complete autist, he went to uni or college and drove a car, etc. He could have gotten a gf easily if he just went to some succubus and asked her for a date or something but he was too retarded and thought life was some anime where you are the male mc and all the succubi flow to you automatically.)

If I am ever to imitate criminals then I would try to imitate serial killers tho, picking off normalfags and succubi one by one stealthily is more fun than just going Rambo against the world and getting shot in an hour or so. (Of course I'm a law-abiding citizen so I'd never do anything like that, FBI guys if you are reading this I was just joking, haha.)

 No.304697

>>304696
Yes his fame rests more on his book than his actual killings, and its main success was in drawing attention to his book. More successful but lesser known killers have been crab followers of his, citing his book.

Unlike Mitchel Heisman, who killed himself, but no victims, to draw attention to his academic philosophical footnoted Suicide Note, which got very little attention.

But ER's book is best enjoyed when read in the nasally, cartoony, whiney, dopey voice of Mumkey Jones.

 No.304736

Holy shit I'm too fucking horny that's ridiculous. Gotta fix this shit somehow. Everything was okay just the previous week. Stupid ape brain.

 No.304738

>>304736
Screw it. Ended up jerking off one more time.

 No.304742

I hate porn. I reduced the amount of time I watch it, so it's somewhat better than it used to be, but I still relapse a few times a month. This is horrible. I won't be enslaved by digital images of pussies. I am so angry. Rage. Fuck them all. I'll reduce it to once a month in the next year I fucking swear. I'll start right fucking now.

 No.304748

>>304742
>>304736
>>304738
What's even the problem? Just jerk off and watch porn. The anti-porn and anti-masturbation crusaders are all normalfags and succubi so they talk with ease. It's a healthy part of human life to enjoy some kind of sexual life. For us the only thing that's realistic is masturbation. Gotta deal with it.

>>304697
Not a crab and obvious way before Rodger's time but Ted Bundy pulled off what Elliot only fantasized about and planned, the sorority house massacre. This is how you do it right.

But crabs seem to hate Bundy because he got some ladies and after he became famous in the media succubi fawned over him. But he had some really crab-like traits, like his gf dumped him and he could never get over this and he even went to great lengths to self-improve so he could seduce that succ again and then dump her lol

 No.304749

>>304748
>What's even the problem?
A cooked crab like you could never understand my desire to free myself from this penile slavery. Porn is the apogee of cooked crabdom, only a step behind watching a chad band a roastie IRL. Shove your propaganda up your ass.
>The anti-porn and anti-masturbation crusaders are all normalfags and succubi
I don't give a shit who those losers are, most of them are paid niggers anyway. This is my personal effort and I'm not advertising it to anyone. Cope harder.

 No.304752

>>304749
>watching a chad band a roastie IRL
Yes, porn is voyeurism basically. So? What's wrong with enjoying it? Better than pretending to be some ascetic who has no earthly desires at all and then falling back into your 'vice' constantly. Because trust me, you will fall back to doing it over and over. Because you ignore basic human needs and want to live in your imaginary world where you are a superhuman who somehow is above biology.

Well, have fun. I'll just continue watching porn and busting huge loads of wizcum while you taking cold showers and whipping yourself to chase away the temptation. Haha.

 No.304754

>>304752
Nothing wrong with being a crab. It's kind of funny that you're so warped by crabdom that you can't even comprehend the possibility of conquering the impulse to watch porn.

 No.304755

>>304748
>What's even the problem? Just jerk off and watch porn. The anti-porn and anti-masturbation crusaders are all normalfags and succubi so they talk with ease. It's a healthy part of human life to enjoy some kind of sexual life. For us the only thing that's realistic is masturbation. Gotta deal with it.
nonwhite

 No.304756

>>304748
kids these days just play video games and want instant gratification of spree killing. serial killing is like getting these ADHD kids to sit down and play chess.

 No.304758

hearing voices all day saying the most disgusting things possible
this is like brain-aids
tried hanging myself 2 days ago put the rope around my neck only had to drop but chickened out at the last moment

 No.304763

>>304754
>crab vs volcel mentality
Childish black-and-white thinking, you literally view people through and construct your ego around internet memes. The whole crab vs volcel thing is just another form of the determinism vs free will debate anyway, which was already a waste of time to start with.

But if you want to go into what is more crab-core, then let's do so. What is even your problem with porn? I will tell you because you will just lie anyway, no your problem isn't with sexual pleasure itself, your problem is that you are simply jealous of Chad fucking a succubus you find attractive. That's it. Like the crab you are, you get into some crazy rage and grit your teeth when you see a handsome guy having sex with all the sexy succubi you are attracted to. Or you just simply get depressed and fall into despair over the fact that you are some ugly, incompetent, weak guy compared to Chad. Behind this seemingly fanatical hatred of porn and sexuality lies only an inferiority complex and crab-mentality. True volcels can enjoy porn without any trouble because they can accept their place in the world and society. They know it's just a form of fantasy that is to serve their pleasure and nothing more.

>>304755
You have no right to call others nonwhite when you are brainwashed by jewish ascetic larping. The vehement Christian anti-sexuality was introduced to the West by jews to ruin the white race and to create a race of bitter, sexually frustrated losers. The Christian ideal of being "sexually pure" only ends up creating schizo people who legit go mad because they can't live up to some imaginary fairy tale ideal. That or christfags think bring enslaved to some succubus (marriage) is the only proper way to live out your sexuality.

Honestly at this point the white race has become so weak that it deserves to die out and to be conquered by blacks and arabs who live more in touch with reality and with their natural instincts. White culture is cucked beyond repair and no, it's not the fault of the liberals or leftists mainly, they just continued the jewish tradition of Christianity.

>>304756
Yes, spree killing is the laziest kind of crime and therefore the lamest too. It basically screams "hey cops, shoot me already!". I'd argue spree killers don't even want to kill rather they just wish to die by cops.

Serial killing in contrast actually requires some kind of intelligence, organization and planning, at least if you do it like Ted Bundy or John Wayne Gacy for example. You have to hide bodies, cover your tracks, deceive others, etc.

 No.304765

>>304763
>Childish black-and-white thinking
World is black and white, it is though your own weak will that you mangle everything to a dull gray.
>your problem is that you are simply jealous of Chad fucking a succubus you find attractive
And you cold bloodedly look down on those disgusting animals continue with their sexual proceedings, all the while smugly enjoying yourself. Yeah I should have known.
>True volcels can enjoy porn without any trouble because they can accept their place in the world and society.
In other words, "a true volcel is a man, who accepts that he is a crab". I must admit I'm genuinely impressed.

 No.304766

>>304765
what if you fap to a fantasy of rejecting succubi?

 No.304767

>>304763
Whatever, Shlomo

 No.304768

>>304763
>What is even your problem with porn? I will tell you because you will just lie anyway, no your problem isn't with sexual pleasure itself, your problem is that you are simply jealous of Chad fucking a succubus you find attractive. That's it. Like the crab you are, you get into some crazy rage and grit your teeth when you see a handsome guy having sex with all the sexy succubi you are attracted to. Or you just simply get depressed and fall into despair over the fact that you are some ugly, incompetent, weak guy compared to Chad. Behind this seemingly fanatical hatred of porn and sexuality lies only an inferiority complex and crab-mentality. True volcels can enjoy porn without any trouble because they can accept their place in the world and society. They know it's just a form of fantasy that is to serve their pleasure and nothing more.

>True volcels

True cuckold more like. JFC. Your mind is a disgusting bog. I can smell the stench of your repugnant spirit through the screen.

>You have no right to

Romans were even less degenerate than the vast majority of people today.

>Honestly at this point the white race has become so weak that it deserves to die out and to be conquered by blacks and arabs

>White culture is cucked beyond repair
Ever since you killed Christ, you've been trying to subvert us. We're doing relatively well considering your entire race has been dedicating itself to subverting us for more than 2000 years. Merry Christmas.
"The only reason jews are in pornography is because we think Christ sucks. Catholicism sucks."
- Al Goldstein, the jew-American grandfather of pornography

 No.304789

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>>304765
The world's not gray, when did I say so? Only moralists think in black and white though, the world has so many shades and color that it's delusional to think that everything can be split up into X and Y. Same with virginity and volcel/crab thing, every case is unique and so there really is nothing virgins share with each other in common.
>those disgusting animals continue with their sexual proceedings
It's a natural part of life, only kids can't accept this. They live their sexuality out through orgies, I do it via masturbation. You were also made like that, wiz or you think your parents just found you? Ha ha ha.
>"a true volcel is a man, who accepts that he is a crab"
Not really what I meant there but you are free to interpret it however you like. My point was more like that this obsession, resentment and hatred on the parts of some virgin people toward sexuality itself overall was the result of bitterness, jealousy and a refusal to let go of sexual desire itself. As long as you go into rage every time you see anything sexually related thing you basically acknowledge that you still care about sexuality way too much and that you let your life be dictated by it. Ironically, anti-porn/anti-masturbation crusaders are always more obsessed with sexuality than those who enjoy their sexuality in some way.

>>304768
"Cuckold", oh wow, I knew this magic word would come up sooner or later, you people really can't get over your cuckold fixation, ha ha. OK, let's discuss this honestly too. Watching porn isn't cuckoldry (unless you watch porn related to the topic of cuckold-ing, I see nothing wrong with that either though if someone likes that). You literally never even met the succubi you watch getting fucked, how could it have anything to do with cuckoldry? But of course retards like you love to use this word every single time in the wrong context. But of course people like you also usually support the biggest actual cuckolding, that is marriage. lol Pathetic.
>Romans were even less degenerate than the vast majority of people today.
That's far from the christian ideal of sexual repression tho. The pretension that your kind likes to make so much about how all romans were stoic ascetics (you just project your christian ideals onto ancient culture basically) is ridiculous. They didn't know your impotent and vengeful jewish god then and so were happily engaging in earthly pleasures like it's fitting for healthy humans to do so.

>Ever since you killed Christ, you've been trying to subvert us. We're doing relatively well considering your entire race has been dedicating itself to subverting us for more than 2000 years. Merry Christmas.

Jews crucified another jew, wow! What does this have to do with the white race though and european or western culture? Nothing, that's what. Your kind is the prime clown, hating jews when you bow down and follow a religion created by jews, your savior was a jew, for God's sake!
And oh, the white race is prospering? That's why whites get bullied and oppressed in all of their countries by browns and blacks while white politicians, regardless of being right or left, do nothing? That's why whites are on the verge of dying out when compared to blacks and browns who keep increasing their numbers? That's why the term "white supremacy" and anything related to that is the scariest thing to say out loud in all of the white nations? That's why white succubi keep giving birth to children that are mixed black/brown? That's why the only cultural debate allowed in white countries is left (current jew) vs right (christfags like you, trad jews)? You know you are downhill and that extinction is near when the so called conservatives' biggest care in your nation is whether a jewish religion (christianity) disappears or not. What a joke.

That quote is right and I agree with that jewish porn creator, Christ sucks and catholicism sucks. Jews doing porn doesn't actually mean much because jews always had a hand in everything that earned them some money. The problem isn't with porn or sexuality, it's with jews themselves. This thing isn't a moral conflict, it's whites vs jews, your retarded jewish moral narrative is the least important thing.

 No.304794

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>>304687
mind you
internet addiction can be ugly sometwimes

 No.304797

Art is not sacred. It's just a vehicle for social status. I realized this from browsing artists' accounts on social media. I used to think there is some transcendental experience from consuming and creating high art that will separate you from the masses, but I saw tons of artists on twitter who created beautiful things and then have the most base, pettiest, jealous behavior that I'd expect from an uncultured plebian. I guess it's no different from being able to run fast or something.

 No.304798

>>304797
In reality what looks like 'high' art is actually just illusion, basic knowledge and stylization. Truly good art reflects the artist's pure heart, and such gems are very rare in the modern day.

 No.304800

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>>304798
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand that's why I love pixart-tier game graphics - the art of big pixels, the limitations, the symbolism

 No.304806

All I want for christmas is a friend to be autistic with


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